The Other Day

I lost it the other day
I should have known better
I just finally got tired
I wanted you to change forever!

I struggle with what happened
I struggle with the pain
My body is slowly recovering
Was there anything to gain?

I couldnt let you do it
I needed you to see
I am NOT weak
I am just me!

I'm stronger than you thought
Now you know I matter
You won't mess with me anymore
I won't be battered!

You thought it would be easy
To push me out the door
But when I fought back
You ended up on the floor.

Please don't misunderstand me,
I hate it went that far
No longer will I be silent
Or placed in a jar.

As bad as it is to say this
As bad as it may seem
The love I once had for you
Is no longer on our team.

Would you be missed
If you were gone?
I don't really think so
However, I could be wrong.

I hope you find reality
I hope you find the truth
I hope you realize how wrong you were
I hope you find your youth.

I pray God has mercy on your Soul
I pray one day you will see
What exactly you do wrong
And one day - You'll be free!