The Storm

I built a fortress around my heart, could not feel, could not hurt!
Then I saw your smile it was like being touched by the warm sun on a winters day like a river entering the sea you slowly trickled your way to fill my heart,

Why did I allow the river to flow why did I tear down the barriers only to let the raging storm came rushing through … destroying everything in its wake blocking out the sun over flowing the river filling my body my heart my mind with an never ending flood seeping its way through every vein till my soul was overtaken drowned in a sea of coldness

Oh how I long to feel the softness of your lips … gently pressing against my mouth, your tongue sliding between my lips entwining with mine

The gentle breeze of your breath blowing softly as your lips move to my neck. Your hand closing over my breast your mouth drawing it in as your tongue flicks lightly over it making it stiffen and swell as it responds to your touch

I need to hear you.. touch you .. kiss you .. hold you ….I need to cresses you… smell you… taste you

I need to feel your wanting as I seek out your growing hardness your body on mine as two become one

Time goes by so slowly how do I move on when I know you are my soul mate the keeper of my dreams you hold the key to my heart so how do I keep going on without you?

I ache with the pain of wanting you I need you so badly pray for just one day just one more hour to be able hold you to love you and to say my goodbyes to you

Will the sun break through the darkness to bring warmth to my heart?
Will I ever again feel the gentle lapping of the river as it travels through my veins or am I destined to live each day in a cold lonely limbo?

Oh god why when you showed me the sun when the fortress fell did you send me the storm