The Truth

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fabmax
fabmax
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Tonight it happens again,
I've cried, at more or less
for an hour
My bosom heaves
As I grieve, for another door
closes
This home that has made me
Feel welcome, safe and knowing
I had a purpose a space
Being terrified I can't erase.

Emotions racing traveling
tears falling and filling my face
For I am truly alone
I'm scared, and I wonder
When my soul will
Settle and feel safe?
Can I have a home
Will I feel safe?

It is just me, my own static space
I wail, I cry, I hug my knees
And try not to sigh, but the emptiness
No home no space
Leaves me childlike, alone, and just terrified
I whimper, and wonder
To step forth, and realize
It's cruel and it's time again
To move, make settle and pretend my
Life could rest easy

Knowing I could trust, believe
And settle for awhile in comfort
Called home
When I didn't feel so outcast
In limbo, and immature without
a tether, a sweet and oh so soft
place to lay, breath, and go on
Forgetting the demons, the voices
The chill that has never completely thawed

I'm so weary, I so want something to work
Can my soul just rest, can my head be lifted
Of migraine weight
My life, my love, my very existence again
just pretend, I'm falling, I'm fading
And I just don't know where to go
How to turn who to trust and
Whether this fire now
Will I jump thru
Or will it consume and burn?

fabmax
fabmax
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AnonymousAnonymousabout 19 years ago
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filled with honest long painful misery of wondering were we belong.. will we always be an Outsider lurking in on happiness or will the golden glow of saftey envelope us finally so we feel the joy of living.. I know this pain.. slammed me back and here I sit in the golden glow saying ... another who knows...

ty for the read

Du~

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