The Writings of James - XXX

The Longing

girl could not see it, but Master could
In the center of that place, a tiny seed that would
Take the need, the longing to grow
Unleash and break free of imprisonment, of Him to know

Of how girl refused to let it blossom, Master knew of the small seed
girl only feeling the thorns, tucking away her very needs
Yet wishing so much to know its purpose and understand
Slowly opening up to Him alone of all in this land

The day came when she removed but a single stone
Coming to Me to understand the longing of which somehow He had known
Seeking to understand, needing to know why it was there
Yet holding back from the entire affair

Yet when His voice began to fill her ears
It’s smooth deep resonance somehow easing her fears
That tiny seed felt the glorious warmth of the sun
Shinning for the first time because of One

With each day the stones one by one came down
With each day a smile began to emerge in lieu of her frown
The light within intensified and warmed
Urging the barrier of stones away no longer feeling the tempest storm

To let the longing seed spring forth from the darkness and grow
Letting His reassuring words lead the way, how sweetly His words flow
And so it did, slowly stretching to the source of light
girl looked upon its beauty and smiled so bright

Until she noticed the first thorn and its sharpness
Withdrew again back into the darkness
Master listened patiently as you spoke of the fear
Then offered kind reassuring words and held you near

girl listened intently to Him speak and smiled
As He explained the joys that could be found all the while
If but a girl would relinquish her mind
Within Him her longing could be satisfied in time

One lead His slave to the mirror large upon the wall
Saying head up, eyes open, stand tall
Look into the mirror and girl shall see
Not of herself…but a reflection of Me

A reflection of a girl who’s shell was tight
Hidden away yet longing to be set free by might
A longing to serve, to belong
Placing her trust within One so strong

Can you see the slave you are today
Can you look forward knowing you shall change along the way
Until the reflection is only Me
Showing no trace of who you used to be

For along the journey I will mold you into a different girl
My strong hands will craft you like none other in the world
Yet you will look in the reflection and see
It’s the girl who was always there…waiting just to be

The Lust

I watched as inquisitiveness became so much more
As if lust for submission somehow opened the door
Fascinated as I watched your branches stretch and grow
Entwining around Me wanting, needing to flow

Yet once and yet again, watched you struggle and retreat
To simply wish to slow down, merely kneel at My feet
Struggling inside, not understanding why the bud would not bloom
Yet wanting, desiring, lusting to forever leave that dark room

It was perhaps that morning you laid alone in your bed
With thoughts of this lifestyle, of James flowing through your head
Cruel miles separating our bodies, yet knowing I was there with you
Touching you so deeply inside, overwhelmed finally seeing what I knew

your cries so lustful, so impassioned, Mine ears heard
your lust for My hand, My body, My word
Each separate, each together to bring you to a place you’ve never been
That moment when your first tear fell, yes that’s when

When I beckon to you to come…listen and hear
Your Master softly calling, wanting you near
girl shall quickly come, the way well known to you
Yet of others that same path known by so few

Then you shall see you have become My hearts desire
Your eyes reflecting that same burning of passions fire
Look deeply, let the mirror show you what it finds
That to James, girl gives totally heart, body, soul and mind

girl’s place is nestled at My feet on bended knee
Waiting to serve My desires as I have taught you how to be
For within these hallowed walls, I will mold you into Mine
A slave so crafted, detailed and refined

Remember My teachings, each lesson of the day
Partake of My wisdom, learn each detail of My ways
Let the words sink deeply into your mind
Learn from your Master, listen, and the truth you will find

The Love

A Master brings His girl back to kneel at His feet
her dark hair, sparkling eyes always a treat
To Me and Me alone girl shall forever more serve
My love alone shall girl deserve

Within these walls it is I whom girl shall serve
With delight, with adoration, and love deserved
Giving mind, body, soul and heart
Denying nothing..denying no part

Looking down I watch as your tears of joy fall
Like rain upon your branches, relinquishing to Me your all
My words so gentle, so loving, so kind
Nurturing the opening bud releasing its bind

One by one each petal unfurling to reveal a flower
Of exquisite beauty feeling His warmth, His power
The blossom lightly dusted with the soft dew of your tears
Finally letting go of all the fears

At that moment as I gazed upon your form
girl realized how longing, lust and love could reform
That I and I alone were the sun and the rain
That My words alone sang the songs of sweet refrain

I am the One that nourishes your soul
I am the One that your body, mind and soul now holds
How many times now I have heard you say
i give myself completely to You, in every way

Without reservation that you wish to be Mine
With girl as the branches and James as the vine
How girl longs to belong to only Me
How her longing, lust now love has let her see

Once again I watch as sweet tears of rain fall
Each drop upon the stones eroding it until no longer is there a wall
I listen as girl asks to take her gift, her rose
It’s sweet aroma filling lungs and nose

your crimson color as deep as your devotion
Honor and love so clearly shown with each motion
The petals of the rose yielding as does your body
your love releasing its slick dew of toddy

One takes this rose and will let My light shine
Allowing it to bask and grow as Mine
Feeding it nurturing it from My heart
Claiming girl as Mine, from Me never to depart

Here you shall become what you were always meant to be
My slave, My slut, My wench, My treasure set free