thick bottle

    the world was never

    as dark and foreign

    to me

    as on the night when

    she requested me to kill

    the father

    of her child

    and

    fatalistic me

    I agreed



    so for the first time

    she brought her heels

    to her buttocks

    and spread her knees for me

    I was not able

    to enter

    the church of love

    why?

    she asked



    I had no answer

    only technical questions

    pretending to be the police

      where were you at THE

      time when IT

      happened?

    she simply said

      at the movies



    and I knew that IT

    will be

    nothing fancy

    that I'll have to

    give myself in

    at the scene

    and I wondered

    at the dimension

    of her rage

    dooming two men

    at once

	

    she didn't wonder

    she loved me











wlodzimierz holsztynski ©

   1992-06-11/12