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Click hereSometimes, I wonder.
I wonder what could have been,
What should have been?
Often, I wonder.
I wonder what could be,
What would be right?
Are you aware of my troubled state?
Sometimes, I wonder.
Would you want me back?
Not only as a friend?
What should I do for this to be?
Should I even dream about it?
I can’t let go,
But you’re so full of fire,
So full of life,
I feel miserable by your side.
Miserable because I cannot reach out to you,
Miserable because I do not deserve you,
Ashamed of what I am,
Of what I look like,
Of what I do not do.
Will you ever read those lines?
I wonder …