Thoughts

How can this be, What has gotten into me ?
What is it He could possibly see?
I alright, but Far from perfection!
Paralized inside for fear of rejection
Countless days I've aloud to pass me by
because the depths of my lonliness made me cry.
So I slept constantly to live with in my dreams
Where everything IS EXACTLY how it seems.
Content with my hair, nails, smile, weight.
In my dreams the only sensation felt is *GREAT*
Where exsists my fantasy Man Tall,sexy,and strong
Please dont misunderstand me, or get me wrong!
Perfection is not a quality I seek
I also did not mean to fall for you;inside of a
week
Gentle,strong,sexy,firm,sensitive,soft brown eyes
you are my fantasy man right down to your shoe size
You say you like what you see
Will you take the time to know the inner me
Rushing things is something I have done
But what would life be with out a little fun?
the more time we spend together, the closer we get
my only wish is that I never become a regret
I always believed in reality, fantasies never come true
Yet if that were so , How could I explain you?
In my experience men only bring strife
so I made my self content barely living life
Then to my suprise I meet this amazing Guy
Whom I am afraid will at some point say Good bye
Dare I let you in my heart
or distance my self to avoid tears if we part
In love the choices you make
will determine whos heart IF any will break.