Tomorrow will be a better day

I wake up this morning thinking
Today will be a better day.
That today I will not feel the the sorrow of yesterday.
That today I will be strong and move on.

I go about my day with a smile on my face.
I smile and laugh so that there is no trace
Of the pain that has left a gaping empty place.
I smile and laugh a little harder because that is my hiding place.

Hello, How are you, Great, Thank you.
Words easy to say without an ounce of truth .
I yearn for words that would instead sooth
The pain in my heart because you were untrue.

Please, Im sorry, I miss you, I love you.
Words I ached were true
Ended up being easy to see through.
What happened to it just being us two?

I walk home staring at the sky.
Wondering how could everything be such a lie.
Thinking about everything makes me want to die.
But in the back of my mind I think "Could I give it another try".

I walk into my empty room, alone.
Stand in the middle and let out a moan.
Hang my head and think about everything I have known
I hear the ringing and pick up the phone.

You say you love me.
I'll never do it again, baby.
Admit to everything so calmly.
But even with you I am so lonely.

Can't hold it in so I let the tears fall.
Never has this room seemed so small.
Fall to the ground and sit against the wall
Because the pain in unbearable and I start to bawl.

Please God please help me.
Stop all this pain from hurting so deeply.
I struggle to keep my eyes open, they feel so heavy.
My last thought I remember faintly.

I go to sleep tonight thinking
Tomorrow will be a better day.
That tomorrow I will not feel the the sorrow of yesterday.
That tomorrow I will be strong and move on.