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Click hereBees buzzing hidden amongst the rafters,
dark shed crying for the cleaning,
so soon a new life to embark;
one must clean the halls of our today,
to find the rooms of tomorrow.
Hands digging through
moldy soil of my life journey.
Cards written to a girl filled with hope,
preaching to a rebellious young woman,
encouraging a lost soul,
congratulations on another year gone.
All people I can no longer envision.
I float in an amnesiac time warp into the past.
Grade school report cards,
folded and signed,
"Denise is enthusiastic,
but needs to better her use of time."
Funny, how some truths
remain the same.
Aching fingers trace a name,
my brother's struggles
in reading, writing and arithmetic;
slapping my face with the knowledge
he is nothing but ashes
and a voice that I can no longer hear.
Letters and journals grasping at
wintered dreams in a tropical land.
Old boyfriends smile from photos
that tell the tale of a girl yet to be kissed.
Others with arms wrapped around
the woman kissed too many times.
Immune to all emotions;
no comfort in those possessive arms
or another's love lost puppy dog eyes.
Who owned my soul in that moment?
Funny how you box away portions of your life
You continue to live and learn;
as the dust bunnies dance with the person
you used to be.
Left in a chaotic clutter
that resembles the path of my youth.
Sadness sits with the girl
lost along the way.
Contentment found in knowing
the woman who holds her youth
gently in yellow paper dreams.
I rummage through the bones
left for me to pick.
Tax papers, receipts, love letters
riddled with post card moments.
I travel the path to find
treasures of yesterday tossed
in a plastic contractors black bag.
Heavy with weight of a paper trailed life,
pieces of Denise now wait for Tuesday,
when ignorant garbage men
dispose of the forgotten tears of
this life.
the trash , there are those worth keeping, memories of tears , and years , some laughter... i have been there to the past paradise, and some things better left alone, in the blackness with bunnies... and then there are , those worth keeping.... a piece of my heart, you grabbed.. sGp
what is one mans trash is another mans treasure <grin> and your poem is a gem, touching on what we all go through eventually, thanks Du for the enlightenment, the pen and for the patience to show others how to write. (~_*)
one can open their life and allow others to share moments of past intimate details and feelings and you did that so gracious...really soulful du..thanks for sharing this with all...blue
This is an insightful poem. Using more active verbs instead of gerunds would strengthen it greatly.
Du Hun, this is a beauty!
All those memories, the feelings,
times you thought forgotten. I had
flashbacks of my chlidhood and
teen romances, my school report
which always said 'bright girl if
she only paid attention! lol.
Thank you for this emotional rollercoster
of a poem, beautifully and intelligently
written as always.
Makes me want to go and rummage through
my cardboard box of memories I keep under
my bed.
This poem will stay with me all day,
wonderful work my friend.
Thanks
~ JC