Trust

A soft deep voice masked by
candle light, "trust in Me"
hulking hand slips between
my soft, slender fingers.

Like an innocent child my
bright eyes search Yours
devouring my thoughts, wild fury
as You feast, take all control.

Abruptly in fierceness, thrust,
hurled against cold wall, wrists
seized, cold metal chain secures
clasp, satiny arms firmly drawn up.

Muscles taut, stretched tight
Your command, breath held i await
chains You pull, metal constricted
merciless, my body convulses.

Discomposed eyes, cast down
perspiration, appears above my lips
loudly, You order "Look At Me" with
a touch of Your finger under my chin.

Shyly i look up, tears swelling as
i look into Your eyes, eternity draws
enfolds me into blue peacefulness
begging, pleads flow from my lips.

You step back, up raises Your arm
as the flogger lands blow by blow
taking me, demanding all my
attention, passions, apprehensions.

As sweet ecstasy overspreads each
fiery nerve, every muscle,devotion
oozes totally, consumed completely
relishing as all, control handed over.

~su'an~