Twice the Bae's, Twice the Cray

Twice as many baes
Twice as many men ignore you
Two times the guys
Twice the hurt when they deny you
I'm an open bleeding wound and need emotional support here
With twice as many dicks to suck you'd think there'd be twice as many willing ears
Instead it's twice the silence twice the chasm twice the let down
Twice as much I'm feeling crushed and taken for granted when I'm around

I'm up to my eyeballs in penis all day
Then the same moves my kids pull are pulled by my baes

I think I know the problem
Pretty sure it's me not you
I sought to fill my loneliness found a drug became addicted
It's my own fault and urges met that double the pain inflicted
When One says that he's lonely too, inside I scream I knew it
Why bother trying to fix things if he doesn't even care then screw it
When Two says I'm too much pressure I can't reconcile that in my head
I just need all of him half the time that's the price for having me in your bed
But I've divided up my crazy, half for Bae and half for Bae
And it's almost worth it in those moments with Two when I'm pretending I can stay
Bodies slick and sweaty writhing together back and forth
Souls and sex conjoined pulsating not stopping wanting more

Twice the heartache twice the bliss twice the loneliness
Twice the ecstasy twice the sore pussy twice the moaning mess
Twice as many preferences when it comes to giving dick sucks
One likes this way Two likes that way they both like how I ride and fuck

I call them both my Daddy
Both call me Babygirl
I just need them both to tell me I'm their entire world
Just keep me happy Daddies
Tie me up and use me
Call me names while I suck your dick
Give me bruises, smack my ass, abuse me
I promise I'll make you happy if you treat me like your whore
I don't care if I've got two dicks to suck I'll leave you both wanting more

But oh the pain when they're both busy and I've got no Daddy around to kiss me
I text them both and say I'm lonely
A kiss emoji ain't much to show me
Double broken double lonely double crazy
Twice ignored by my two baes two times too many.