Unhealthy

Help me.
Tell me what to do.  
My emotions are chaos,
Wish someone would order things again.
(Order me)
To be:
spanked,
tied,
pinned,
growled at.
whipped,
slapped,
pulled,
pushed at.
To be held with raging need twisted with want.    
To be contained.
To forget.
To be used yet cared for.
To see something genuine for once.
(Mark me)
Mold me into your fantasies,
Mold me to fit you deeply,
Mold me down to my core,
Mold me so I'm yours.
Nothing more.
(Make me)
Please?

This poems: Its weird how every single time I feel negative, this need to be dominated
bubbles up inside of me. Don't get me wrong,
I feel a desire to be slightly dominated every single hour of the day...
well, perhaps not when I'm having my cup of coffee and daily read...
but its intensified and almost uncontrollable.