Unleashed Words From Deep WIthin

Sometimes I just don't know what words to say
I just turn and look away
I sometimes ask "Why now, why today?"
Karma, just fucking make Me pay
Give Me what I deserve
Quit keeping it building with interest in reserve
I am a Man, I can fucking take it
I'll look at ya like a punk with a glass jaw and fucking break it
Just keep on Karma, keep filling Me with Hate
Just keep piling more problems on My fucking plate
I'm a Superhero with a mask and cape
I know one Day I'll finally Rise and make My Escape
I'll free from this grasp, ya have on Me
I'll stay Free for Eternity
I know I keep things bottled up inside
Sometimes My Ego is bruised and I show excessive Pride
Far from Innocent, never Demure
Either All Evil with a little Angelic or Evily Pure
Poisoned with a Venom that has no Cure
Sometimes I'm confused with Confusion and never sure
Drowning in Darkness, born with this Curse
So Negative at times as things get worse
Sometimes I'm on Edge too much getting ready to burst
Feeling dead inside, still in a Hearse
My Heart is beating, My Words can make you Bleed
Lust kicks in as well as Greed
When will the Insanity stop and allow Me to be Free
Insomnia kicks in, My Eyes wanting to see
Scared of Night Tremors and Flash Backs of History
Living for the Day and curious about tomorow's Mystery
Family and Friends, I am fortunate to have plenty
My Thanks to them, without them, I'll be Empty
The Love of My Life, without her, Life would be a bummer
she stands by My side, I am nothing without summer
I rest when I hear that she is okay and well
No more pacing like I'm in a Cell
Laying in bed, having My Rest
Sleeping well, no longer feeling Stressed
Waking as the next day comes, getting dressed
Drinking a cuppa coffee, so I feel at My Best