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Click hereThere’s a locked box in an ignored corner of my mind,
Emotions, thoughts, feelings are kept inside,
Things better left unsaid.
Sometimes they slip out through the crack,
Like slivers of fog they cloud my mind,
Demanding my attention.
I cannot stop their invasion,
Tears and fears overwhelm me,
Helpless in their attack.
I wish they would all go away,
Just stop and retreat to the box where I originally placed them,
I cannot handle this.
I want to run,
I want to scream,
I want to cut…I want to feel.
Numbed as a frozen pond,
Transparent and hollow but tendrils of icy fog flick outwards,
How much longer can I withstand this?
The lock wasn’t strong enough,
I am not strong enough,
Never am I enough.