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You loved me when I pretended to be something I wasn't.
You loved me when I told you it wasn't me.
You even loved me when you met me face to face.
When you held my hand.
When you embraced me for the first time.
I believed you when you said it was forever.
It makes me wonder now if it was a dream.
If you made it up to make me feel better.
If you did it so I'd come back for more.
The sad fact is, when I'm around you, I'm pathetic.
I turn into a babbling idiot.
I lose my sense of left and right.
My sense of what's right and what's wrong is thwarted.
Everything else is consumed by a fog, and there you are.
In my eyes, you are all I can see.
Your'e all I ever wanted.
All I ever dreamed.
When that dream became reality, I wanted nothing more than to
caress you, to touch your skin, to feel you and know that it was
right.
You took me on a journey of self-exploration.
You took me to places I've never been.
Now, here I stand, naked before you, surrounded by past mistakes.
I stand aside while he doesn't give you what you need.
I watch helplessly as he slowly takes my place.
I always wanted you to be happy.
I just wanted that happiness to be found within me.
They say " Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned..".
How wrong they were. How they underestimated.
You lived without me, but can you live with me ?
If you can't, can you live with yourself..?
Can you live with the memory of something wonderful ?
Something had..and lost ?
Something worth fighting for ?
Can you let me fade away, and let me die within your heart ?
Do you have the stomach...or the heart yourself..to do that ?
I am what I am because of you.
My quirks, my flaws, my grace.
We loved once...
Will we live to love one another again...?
DeepSky