Upside down and inside out

My world turns upside down, inside out
I know nothing, as it was when I was young
Confusion reigns completely inside
But is that what shows on my face?

When you say you don’t love me
When you say it’s been a farce
When I see four years of my life in you
When I see my love broken in half

I’m confused.

Tears
I can’t stop them
They flow freely down my cheeks
I can’t comprehend what you’re saying to me
How can this be?
How can the best time of my life be a lie?

When you tell me that we’re just friends
My world turns upside down
Every day when I get home
And I’m so happy to see you
When my heart soars at the thought of us together

But when I find out it’s not returned
When I find out that you don’t care
When I find out it’s been a lie
My world turns inside out.

What did I do wrong?
Where did I make the wrong choice?
When did it become “until the end of the month”
Instead of “until forever”?

How can it be over?
How can it be over?

My brain has been pulled inside out
My heart torn upside down
My insides are broken
My feelings dead

All I know is that I love you
All I know is that I miss you
All I know is that I need you
All I know is that you’re happy without me
And that turns my world upside down and inside out.