Valentines

My heart don't feel like singin no tunes
I know it's valentines...but you've hurt me so much
that this heart, it's hard of hearing
you call and it barely hears you
but it's ears on the floor
and so it's another valentines honey
five years we've shared and more
but together it's nolonger funny
I'd rather hear the sound of the door
I've given you the best of me
still you haven't begun to believe
and I'm sick of saying it honey
I'm here for nothing but you...
Your body still knocks me to the floor
yet you won't hear my words
stuck inside yourself yes you are
so selfish and enduring
you've done this too many years
but still babe...
I gotta say
on this day of lovers
beside no one else I'd rather be
no flowers or gifts in my hands
just arms to hold you close
hands to clasp to yours
a voice alto and soothing
telling you your my girl
and I do this everyday
but long ago this ceased to matter to you
and nothing else do I have
I've promised you all I have
my heart tied to yours by strong strings
so strong..that nothing could break them
except you and your wants
and your neglect...
you, and your fears, and your past
regrets...make your choice honey
keep me or set me free
happy valentines or free me honey
the choice isn't mine...
it's up to you.
you know what I'm talkin bout' baby.
Is this the worst or the best...
Valentines.........
do ya want me...
or should I go free...
either way...
I just want to be me.