Waiting

Without sleeping,

I see the clarity arrising.

It's the morning light coming, trying to welcome

the eyes of people, to the world, again.

But in my case She failed.

I'm still embraced in the darkness of

last night's events..

Sad enough to grasp me tight, with no desire

of carrying on.

I wait for a spark of enlightment,

of these sad unfortunate events,

that shadow my head.

What happened? What did I do?

Why did it happen? Oh God, Why?

...

I wait for that never coming answer...

Still inside my chamber door's.

Aside from the world, In the solitude

Of my being.

Locked away in my thoughts,

I wait. Wait for that Last refund Answer.

The answer that never comes...

Why? I just want to know why....

I keep myself waiting, for something

I know it will never happen....

But still, here I am.

Waiting.

Grasped in another day's tumb,

In another day's shadow,

In another day's black heart...