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Click hereHave I transformed?
Has this relationship taken a turn?
Evolved into something new
Something less then what I would have expected?
Not sure I'm who you adore anymore
If letting down your walls means
Sharing with me who you lust for
Then maybe I'm all for walls!
The walls I'm going to build around myself so I don't get hurt
Is this you meeting me on my level of sexual and intimate deprivation?
I turn to other methods to reach what I can't get with us
Without venturing outside of the relationship
Of course I prefer us to work out
And for those things not to have an effect with me
Knowing I can hardly get you up
You telling me who can get you erect is not us "bonding"
Where has this relationship gone?
At the stage in the game where I am questioning "maybe this is wrong?"
And now Im hesistant to share afraid to connect
We just don't seem to get it
We don't speak the same language, we are both too stubburn to learn
Because is it even worth it?
Is this even what we want?
It pains me at times to picture my life without you
But if we were not meant to be
I don't want our relationship to get in the way of the right thing
It's unhealthy
I'm not sure if you feel as I do
The pain in my heart when I look at you
Knowing we may never be right for one another
Oh how I wanted our hearts to fight for each other
But the void gets bigger
And I'm not sure what to do
You don't seem to care about getting much deeper
I feel lonely when I'm with you
We don't talk, you change the subject
We don't delve deeper
You prefer to live on the surface
And all along you wonder whats wrong
But deep down inside you know the truth
Ill never evolve into that soul mate for you
We wont grow old together
And settle down get married have kids
Not that i wanted these things now
But no longer are we too young for it
The clock is ticking and its frustrating not to know
Unsure of where our relationship will go