What the fuck?

Funny..
You think you know someone
and find you don't have a clue.
It's a stranger,
that sleeps with you.
Amusing..
Not
unless you've forgot
what's amusing.
Surprise..
It really shouldn't
since you were quite aware..
but didn't care.
Memories..
flood your mind
to let you find
what you thought
was your love.
So you pray..
to him above
to help you get past
all the doubt
you could live without..
if you tried.
Opinions..
you didn't ask for
keep knocking
at your door..
Wait
there's more.
Everyone
has a story
of the glory..
they once knew
except for you..
what the fuck?
Pass the buck..
don't look back
it's not all that
Others say they care
want to share
words of wisdom.
Yeah.. right.
another night..
with the stranger
in your bed...
fills you with dread..
but of course,
you go ahead
You made your bed,
and now sleep in it
love is dead
some have said..
but what the fuck?
where's your luck..
it all ran out
drained away