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Click hereWhat was it I did?
What was it I didn’t do?
What was it that destroyed me and you?
I wondered for weeks.
I questioned for days.
Night spent sleepless.
Months passed in a haze.
Then it hit me out of the blue.
It wasn’t me, it wasn't her.
It was you.
You made the bad choices.
You told the lies.
You were the one I should despise.
Yet hate would not come.
Love would not die.
For I still had hope for you and I.
Hope for a tomorrow.
No clouded by today.
Prayers for sunny skies.
Without a hint of gray.
Yet again days filled with doubt.
Nights filled tears.
This bullshit has gone on for three years.
Why not me? I screamed.
Why can he see?
Doesn’t he care?
He’s destroying my dream.
Then as time passed,
Came the calm that follows a storm.
I made peace with myself.
I began to move on.
I found joy in life.
I found a safe place to be.
I found the answers to my questions.
It was the wrong time for you and me.