Who I Am

I am
a woman with dark skin
wild kinky hair
and a pudgy moon face
big teeth and a wide mouth

with broad shoulders
and small flat breasts

with a round belly
wide hips and heavy thighs
but no booty to speak of

and between those thighs
a thick thatch of pubic hair
untamed and untameable
out of which pokes my huge
almost masculine clitoris

I am
all the things the world says
or at least implies
are ugly
and undesirable

and I believed what the world said
I saw myself as broken
and needing to be fixed

so that's what I tried to do
buying the makeup wearing the clothes trying the diets looking into the surgeries
primping and shaving and straining
all to be
what I was not

but still I was
what I was
and I still thought I was broken
and so ugly

and then
and then you came along

you told me the first thing that caught your eye
was my lovely dark skin
like polished teak

you said that you so enjoyed the feel
of my hair against your face

you called my face girlish
and said I knocked you out with my smile

you said my shoulders
made me look like a warrior
an avenging angel

you took my small breasts in your hands
and caressed them
and pressed them
and squeezed them
pinching and twisting my nipples
until I came with a cry
and you said how special I was
to have such wonderful breasts
so sensitive

you told me my belly
reminded you of a Hindu goddess

you moaned how you loved my wide hips
as you rocked against them
and how great my muscular thighs were
as they clenched you
as I straddled you

you asked me to promise
promise
that I would never shave or trim my pubes
because you so enjoyed running your fingers through them

and when you first parted them
and opened my folds
you gasped in delight
and said you never dreamed
of such a beautiful clit as mine
one that you would be honored
to take between your lips

then you made sure I gasped in delight as well

and my juices flowed into your mouth
and you smiled and said
that I was just as yummy
as I looked

you called me gorgeous
you labeled me flawless
you declared me delicious
you told me I was perfect

and told me
and told me
and told me
until I stopped believing the world's lies
and started believing the one I love

I am
who I have always been
but never knew it
until you took me in your eyes
and let me see me through them

I am
perfect
just like you say I am