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Click hereWhy?
A question I yearn to answer
So many things I seem to dread
"What’s wrong with me?!"
My mind screams in anger
HATE...a still burning anger boils beneath my smiles and laughter
This part of me, deep inside, brings me hell
The tears I shed do not answer me
Love tries to heal me, friendships...all the best of things
This misery persists, eating at that part so dead and yet so alive
WHY!?
I crumble, desperate for some control over these emotions, but I find none
I want peace...I want all of myself back...all that was and is lost
This small part I never knew I cherished so much is gone...forever
Why??