Why Bother

I can barely breathe
I don't want to see
Through these eyes anymore
It's not like you care
I can hardly bear
The anguish you seem adore
I woke up today
Just to see grey
There's no way
It can get any better
Instead of bitching
I should be trying
But every time I try
It falls apart
Why set myself up for failure
Again and again
I know I'm just here wasting my life
But the alcohol helps rule out the strife
Otherwise I can't smile
It's the best way to defile
My vile life