Will be, Will be Says She

Even in happiness I cannot stop this frown
I cannot help the fact that You have pushed me down...
When we part, I can feel the anger rise
but together I melt in your eyes.
You make me feel so low
Not that You could care how so...
Is this how life was meant to be?
Love meant for more than just me?
I cannot say I fully understand
but I try my best to fit in your land...
Your shoes are getting too big to fill
to the point where I can't even stand still.
What will you do when I can bare it no longer?
Will you trade me in for another one stronger?
Ao many fears so many shakes
but I stay for as long as it takes
because my heart belongs to you and no other
even long after I become a bother...
I want nothing more but to love and be loved
but in the end it will be I that is shoved...
Over the edge to the waters below,
unable to keep up for being far too slow...
Why do I continue to walk on this path
something that lately fills me with nothing but wrath.
I want nothing more than with you, happily ever after...
but in my head I hear only your laughter.
I know the thought of me and you
alone and happy just us two
is something laughable even just thought of
this is my labor of love...
Knowing that this will one day end,
I stay and for my play, I will defend...
I know this is fun while it's lasting
but sooner or later, You'll want a new casting
and I will not be in the new list at all...
Knowing this I still allow myself to fall.
And I continue to fall still
to the end if it is your will...
But the pain will never cease for me...
I guess... What will be, will be...