Without You Now

“Without You Now”
By Wanton Vixxxen


Beside Myself; I constantly weep
Cried, in vast loneliness, to sleep
Inside the darkness I slowly creep
so as not to wake the panic

Show to others a brilliant smile
Though it’s false; it fools a while
Woe this day; it begins the trial
of trying to live without you

We did love; in leather ways
Be not regretting these fated days
Free now of restraints; your marriage plays
the song of ten years’ devotion

So many numbing tears that fell
lo, these endless days of Hell
Go; believe that all is well
and that I will never need you

For if someday you’d rather see
more of what should and should only be
Tour your heart in search of Me
and there you’ll find Me waiting...