You say I am salvagable

Not sure how you are using that term.
Am I broken?
Need repair?
An easy touch? Hmmmm.

It is not me that is in trouble in their life.
You have told all of us that you can solve the problems that you created,
Then, you make the demand of us to "fix you".

And the fixing is costly,
As you do not desire to work for it,
You only want the cash.
But you don't see that or even hear yourself say it.

We have given you what you desired,
Based on what you wrote to us.
Freedom to screw up,
The freedom to destroy yourself,
The freedom to get lost.

How did we hurt you?
You said you wanted this.
You said it was preferable to our advice and offers of help. You said your girlfriend would follow you,
To live under the bridge if life took you there.
You have arrived, has she?

Where are you now!
Should I worry?
Better yet, do you want me to?

Brotherly Love, Relief and Truth were presented to you and you sent it back,
As hate. Broken in many pieces.

The offers were genuine,
Given freely,
With no real or perceieved agenda even involved.

And then there was the truth aspect,
A request/demand for admission on your part
To the secret we all knew you held and thought hidden.
A desire from us, for you to improve yourself with healthy change.
You took it as attacks on your lifestyle.

Are you hurting yet?
Do you miss those who you have thrown away?
Are you where you really need to be?
If not, then you have a ways to go yet.