You Were So Last Year

I trusted you with the very fiber of my being.
I gave you every particle of trust.
You were there beside me guaranteeing.
Discovering your lies was so unjust.
 
I forgave, oh how exquisite.
Your deceit accentuated.
This discovery, oh no what is it?
My hearts been masturbated?
 
You betrayed my secrets and told them all.
Withholding nothing sacred.
You took my trust and made it crawl.
The taste, nothing short of acrid.
 
I forgave, oh how outstanding.
It was the right thing to do.
Yet here I am misunderstanding.
How could I have trusted you?
 
Knowing that your coming here,
Ready to invade my world,
I decided I should calm my fear,
That's when I became unfurled.
 
It seems some habits die real hard.
Especially this kind.
Yours no different in this regard,
I cant believe my find.
 
Your fancier and way more safe,
To that I raise my glass.
You seemed to cover every base,
Your deception was first class.
 
I do not understand your need,
To hurt the one you love.
I sit and wonder while I bleed,
Was it something I did, or lack there of?
 
You managed to hurt and tear me apart.
You solidified my fear.
Read your own words, their from my heart,
 
YOU were so last year!

               ~ Billie-Jo Renee'