A Big Shiny Blue Marble Ch. 30

"I wanted to know you from the first time that I saw you in the woods," he said, "You're beautiful and very, ... exotic to me, but that wasn't everything. Don't get angry with me for saying it, but I never thought that I could ever lie here with you. I just wanted to meet you, that's all. I thought that it was as close as I'd ever get, and it would have to do, but you surprised me. I don't mean by what happened, I mean that you'd like me. Cha'Khah, I'm the luckiest man and I know it. I love you, Cha'Khah."

"Then let us call it done," she said, "You are taken by me as I am by you and we make our lives like this. We will have troubles as anyone does, but we go together in all things, yes?"

"Yes," he said.

"Good," she sighed happily, "and so we go, the fighter and the, ..." she blinked for a moment, "what are you, Barrett?"

"I'm a rancher, I guess, but I can also be a farmer. I know how, and now that I think about it, I can do a lot of things," He chuckled, "now that I have to look at myself a little better, or my Drow will kill me."

She looked at him searchingly again for a moment before she nodded, "We make a good beginning, Barrett. Let us go on in our careful way. Even so, we have laughter and nothing can be finer than this."

She whispered something to him and he was surprised, admitting that he'd never done it before.

"I have, Barrett, and I enjoy it if it is done well," she smiled, "Mostly, I have done it because then, I may dream a little in my thoughts and it can last for a good while, and, if I have found that I do not like the male, then I can insist on that position where I do not have to see him and I can imagine him to be anyone quite easily as I dream of doing this with one that I would want in faraway places. Would you try for me? I would only need to dream of the place now -- I already have the male that I would want for this."

That led to her lying on her side facing away from him and being delighted that he was tall enough so that she could still enjoy his soft kisses against her neck, cheek, and most of all the wonderful way that he liked to suck on her ear gently. Her leg was back a little so that it was over his and she loved the way that he held her in front of himself to take her from behind and there was still plenty of him to feel inside of her. She could still even turn back enough to kiss him herself, but mostly they only went very slowly and talked quite a lot after she showed him how slow she wanted him to be for her.

"I can see places where I would want to do this with you," she smiled, "When the warm time of the year comes, we females have already decided that we wish to dance in the rain. Only two of us have done this together before and it is not for the males to watch."

She sighed with a smile, "But I know what I would want on the night when that happens, Barrett. I have decided that long before the first time that we all dance, I will find a place high up on that mountainside where you may hide and watch. I want you to watch me then because I will be dancing for you, and when it is over and the others run laughing to get inside, I will climb up to you and we can walk to the top of the mountain then I will sit on you and fuck you. When we are finished and you are ready, I wish to do this and together, we can dream a little and look out over the world."

Barrett said that it sounded wonderful and that led them each to try to think of places where they'd like to make love outside.

"There are thousands of lakes here," he said, "and I know of three where there are beaches. I'd want to make love with you there, right at the water's edge."

Cha'Khah blinked, "But Barrett, from what Rachel and Azrael have said to me, there are fish in the lakes all around."

"I know what you're thinking," he smiled as her ran his tongue over her ear to make her shiver, "You're worried about having your toes nibbled. I'd think that I'd have more to worry about."

The Drow laughed a little, "What would you have to worry about, Barrett? We'd be there to hide what you worry about being bitten. It would be my toes that would be in danger."

He began to tell her of warmer places to the south where the water was salty and warm. "I'd want to make love with you on the warm sand at night, Cha'Khah."

"All night?" she asked hopefully.

"All night," he smiled.

"Then we will go there one day," she smiled, "Tell me of a place where we can go for something like that, Barrett, and you have me wanting to leave at that moment. I would go anywhere with you, and the thought of going for the most important reason of them all is a very strong desire to me."

"I never thought of it that way," he smiled against her.

"Well I have," she chuckled, "There are creatures here who travel hundreds of leagues to meet a mate for them and then fuck. I have decided this night, Barrett. I now have that mate. We do not have to travel hundreds of leagues to fuck, but to hold the thought that we could go far away together and enjoy each other is a nice one to my heart."

She nodded, "I have decided it."

He laughed a little wondering how he could have ever NOT fallen for her, now that he knew that it was hopeless and he was hers. "What have you decided for us then? I love to listen to you."

"If you would hear it," she sighed, laying her head on her arms and looking at him with her amazing little grin as he looked down at her, "then you must hold me tightly, and then you must try to cover me with as much of your body as you can and keep me in your embrace somehow. Cha'Khah feels small once again and needs to feel protected against her male." She smiled, "I do not know why I feel this way, but I do with you."

He moved slowly until she told him that she was satisfied, and then he asked again.

"I have decided," she smiled so that he felt it in his chest, "that no matter where we go together away from this place for whatever reason, that if it may be done, then I will want you there. The way is not important, and neither is the time.

I want to fuck with you anywhere that we go. Most of the times that I have lain with anyone, the place was forgettable. I am starting something with you, and I want to remember every time and every place where we do it. I will collect the memories in my head and save them.

What is it called when one likes to do something, such as collecting little things of a certain type and know all that there is to know of them? There is a Rivvin name, but I cannot --"

"I think you mean a hobby," he grinned.

"Yes," she said seriously, "that will be our hobby together. And we can always go back there in our minds when we touch. If you like this with me, then try to finish and I will be happy to sleep just like this. I have found the one, and that makes this my great love, Barrett. Every moment is special and not to be wasted."

She groaned to feel the way that he swelled inside of her, and she braced herself so that he could speed up and finish and he did, but he didn't need much more speed or force. She'd said nothing of it to him, but the way that he'd been thrusting into her so slowly had been moving her a little and with only a little movement of her hand, she'd had several of her own small orgasms and was amazed in retrospect, wondering if there was any part of him that she couldn't use to bring herself at least a little pleasure.

She recognized the role which that one part of him played in this, but the small thrills were what she'd wanted then and for the first time, she'd found a male that would allow her this. All of the others, Vadren included, had only gotten into this position with her and it had turned into another round of just fucking -- which was most definitely not what she'd wanted like this. She didn't know if it came naturally to him, though she suspected that it did -- the way that he did little things to her with his touch. He couldn't know it, but the one that he was in this with needed those things and had always hungered for what she could never have.

She hadn't said a thing, other than her wish to do it this way, but Barrett had listened, done what she'd wanted, obviously enjoyed doing it too and therefore he'd passed her test. As far as Cha'Khah was concerned, the quickness of this was only two hearts recognizing each other, and once the lust had been dealt with, there was this -- what she'd wanted since she was old enough to know for certain.

Cha'Khah Dreile had decided. It was very quick and even she admitted that to herself. But to make one's own luck required the ability to seize something and hang on for dear life. The alternative was what she'd lived her whole life. Now all that she hoped was that he could survive all of the ways that she wanted to love him.

She turned her head and smiled at him before she settled herself against that incredible body again. She looked at the arm that lay in her view as it reached around her to hold onto her opposite shoulder. It was much thicker than her thigh, and likely very nearly as wide as her waist.

What a foolish thought, she said to herself with a smile as she closed her eyes and enjoyed it.