A Mother's Point of View

'Fuck me in my arsehole' I say. I can't believe I have said that. I am practically cumming as I say this.

'Are you sure mom?'

'Do it goddamn it' I yell.

'But the pain?'

'Do it!'

He starts to push himself against my anus. But of course it is of no use. I am too tight. Even bent over like this. His girth is too wide. He pushes and pushes.

'Use your finger first' I say.

'Oh okay mom'. I feel his middle finger exploring my anal sphincter. He pushes in and it gives a little for him. I try to relax. Then he withdraws. I hear him spit. I feel it on my arsehole. He spits and spits again. It is degrading. But it turns on me on beyond belief. Then his finger is back. It is rougher this time. It is violating. More urgent. More desperate. Then he pushes through into me. I gasp. My entire pelvis convulses. He pushes in his finger all the way and then he withdraws it. Suddenly he inserts two fingers. He is rough. It feels like I am tearing. But my entire body is alive. I feel completely depraved. Bent over doggy style in the showers with my twenty-two year old son fingering me in the arsehole. He pounds me with his fingers until I become loose. He withdraws. There is a feeling of loss, of longing. It is immediate. It is intense. I want my son back in me. Back inside. Then I feel his penis back against my anal sphincter. He pushes and pushes. But it is still too big.

'It is not use mom. I am too big'

'Fuck me' I scream. 'I am completely beside myself.'

He pushes in now with force. He is so hard it feels like he is pushing in with a wooden stick. My entire arsehole erupts in pain and fire. He thrusts himself in. The pain is immense and immediate and warm. My anus screams in pain. But it is also bliss. I feel myself wrap around him. He tries to thrust. He goes once. He goes twice and then I lose control. I cum immediately. I feel myself urinating all over the shower floor as he drives himself up and ever up into me. I cum and cum again. Then I feel him lose control. He cums inside of me. It is heaven. It is bliss. I have never been so proud. I have never felt so fulfilled.

We stay attached together in this pose for long moments. Breathing. Panting. My heart is pounding heavily and I can feel his heart on my back. He withdraws from me. I manage to stagger forward and then up. It feels like my butt crack has been torn asunder.

I stand up. I feel his load dripping from my anus. It drips from my arsehole to the floor. Jordan stares at what his happening. I do too. I feel completely degraded. But also elated at the same time. I look at Jordan and the situation is now absurd and we both laugh. We are still giggling when other people enter the shower. Jordan is flaccid now and with all the water and soap they can't see my anus leaking.

We head back to the change rooms. He walks ahead. I limp. This time I don't use the stall.