A Special Night, Laci's First...

Prologue:

My name is Lawrence, I'm a young 40 something widowed white male, living a heterosexual life. However I have my feminine side, her name is Laci and as such I am a transvestite. I have preferred the long classical term of transvestite for a genetic male who dresses in women's clothes. But crossdresser also works as well.

As a transvestite in my full on Laci mode I have found that I have bisexual feelings and thoughts. It's odd as a typical dude, living mostly as a guy I have zero interest in sexual desires with men. Being widowed with a 20 something daughter who is A'Ok with my Laci side I have been sexual with genetic females such as my now late wife. As a transvestite I'm a what you would call sexually virgin with men. Nerves have held me back as such but since my wife's passing due to a car crash I have been coming more and more out as Laci, including going out and about, in recent times going to clubs with a few genetic girl friends who work at the office in the company I work at has really allowed Laci the sensuous and quite cute crossdresser to begin to bloom.

Yes, some office girls know about Laci and we've gone out a few times. I'm the eldest of the group as most are in their late 20's or early 30's but they love seeing the working dude Lawrence transform into feminine, sexy and cute Laci as we tend to socialize.

So this written story is an account of a night out as Laci with a few office girls. It's a Saturday night, and I'm showered and getting ready as Laci. The office girls who will be going out with me are Tammi (33 years old), Jenny (29 years old) and Katie (28 years old) They will be by to pick me up whom I will be done up as Laci... So onto the account of this night.

The Story of a Special Night, Laci's First Rendezvous.

I'm in a bit of a rush now having showered and given myself a wonderful lotion rub down as I am getting into my girlie mode. I just love dressing up as cute and sexy Laci. I'm a bit behind as the girls will be by at 7:30pm to pick me up tonight, so I rush a bit to get ready. The plan for us is to go out for a fun ladies night dinner as a place called 'Sammy's Bistro' a conventional but classy restaurant, then we will go to a very cosmopolitan night club called 'The Edge.' It's open minded for any and all to come. So it's not uncommon to find transsexuals, drag queens and transvestites there along with gay couples and groups, but its also a popular club for straight, bisexual couples and singles.

I'm now dressed in my black high cut lightly padded to help give me some curves silky panty and matching black silky bra. My modest, high quality but perky breast forms are in my bra give me a modest B cup look. I sit at my makeup mirror and put on my face so that Laci can rock it tonight. Concealer, foundation, setting powder help to smooth out and make feminine my face. It's a good thing for crossdressers to get the foundation on well and do some hi-lights and contouring to feminize her face. Smokey eyes will be my look with gray to smoke with light and darker purple colours to make my green eyes pop. Rimming my eyes with kohl eyeliner and shaping my kept rather androgynous eye brows with dark brown pencil and powder to get a more open eyes and girlie look in brows. I use a light purple/pink blush to hi-lite my cute cheeks. My lips are drawn in blood red lip colour for a touch of fierceness. Light powder to smooth my look and then spritz of Chanel No. 5 perfume which was my mother's favourite perfume so it's an emotional fragrance for me as a girl and with that I am done with my makeup.

Laci is a lucky transvestite as she looks very cute and generally passable, but as Laci I am very feminine in mannerisms and have found that I'm treated as I present, a female. I never forget that gift by God to look to be girlie looking in my face and my tall 5'11" normal to slender body with killer gams.

I look in my full length mirror and say, "Damn girl you are so blessed to have killer and rather long legs."

I can pull off short skirts and dresses well. Pantyhose is also in my opinion a staple for finishing legs be you a real girl or a wannabe and play girl like me. Silky and sheer pantyhose make legs look sensuous and smooth to the eyes that will have the pleasure to see said legs.

My outfit for tonight is a white silky chemise with lace around the bodice. I white satin long sleeve blouse and on my legs black silky sheer pantyhose. Mmmm I'm looking good and sexy. My skirt is a black short but not a true mini skirt, short leather straight skirt. Stepping into it and pulling it up over my lightly padded pantied hips and booty is sensuously fun. Pulling up the back zipper is a reminded that I'm wearing cute women's clothing.

I sit back down and apply blood red coloured artificial nails in a gently long but not too long style to my fingers. I have to use my fingers for my work so as such are not suited to grow out nails. I put on a pair of silver dangling multi hooped earrings, a cute silver boxed cut heavy style necklace, a ladies silver bracelet watch. My wig tonight is my blonde with light auburn hi-lites just past shoulder length with cute bangs and a wispy style wig to it. It frames my made up face so sexy and cute.

Looking up I see it's 7:21pm. The gals will be here soon. I grab a cropped black faux fur jacket and pull out my Pleaser brand black over the knee boots. 4 inch cute spiky heels look sexy and fun but will allow me to be all night long in heels. As I zip up each boot over my feet and legs I tell myself how much I love heels and over the knee boots.

The doorbell rings I grab my black over the shoulder purse filled with my ID. phone and cash inside. I scamper down stairs my heels click on the hardwood floors of my foyer as I then open the front door.

Tammi smiling says, "Hey girl, you ready for a fun ladies night out?"

I reply, "Yeah I am, come on in for a moment gals."

As Tammi, Jenny and Katie enter we all greet each other with girlie kisses. Tammi is dressed in a black shirt dress just above her knees with black pantyhose and black suede 4 inch spiky high heeled knee boots on. Her jacket is a pink denim jacket,

Jenny has a pink satin blouse on a black knee length straight skirt, black pantyhose and shoes are black 4 inch spike heeled pumps. She has a white shawl on as well.

Katie is in a gold satin blouse, black denim mini-skirt, black back seam pantyhose and 5 inch black patten spike strappy pumps. Her jacket is a black leather biker style cut.

All the gals are made up and perfumed up for a fun girl night out.

I grab my keys and we all step out of the house as I close my front door. We all click clocking down my walkway in high heels as we walk to Tammi's Jeep Grand Cherokee and like proper ladies we each all step up inside the Jeep. The smell of perfume permeates. I sit in the second row of seats with Katie and Jenny sits up front with Tammi driving. The look of us all is so feminine, sexy and girlie... I love it so much as a transvestite as I can just let my life's stresses flow away as I take on the roll of Laci, a cute, sexy and passable transvestite.

The drive to the restaurant is normal and about 10 minutes in length. The chit chat is very girly and yes myself as Laci carries on quite well with girly chat. We talk about each others outfits, fashion in general a bit of news events and talk about guys. The girls are hoping for some fun times and maybe connections with men. Discussion about such involves me as my coworker girl friends know of my growing desires since my wife's passing and growing acceptance as a transvestite that I have some bi-sexual desires. They know these feelings only come with me in girlie, Laci mode. Bi-sexualism is an a'ok thing to talk about. The girls know I am a virgin with any sexuality with men. Of course I'm nervous but I feel so sexy and cute and we all talk about maybe a hook up and especially for me. It's all quite intoxicating, yet the male in me is a bit funny about it. But Laci is dressed to thrill and well after a few previous nights out over the last many months where no hook up was made, maybe tonight will be different.

Arriving at Sammy's Bistro us girls step out of Tammi's Grand Cherokee, heels clicking, the girlie chatter cracks the air. Click clock the sound of high heels enter the front entrance of the bistro. We are met by Jack one of the front of the house staff, telling him of our reservations Jack walks us gals to our table. I'm so enjoying this moment. Yes, all the girls are enjoying things but somehow being a part time girl in my crossdressing I soak it all up even more.

Seated we begin to look through our menus as our waitress Tiffany addresses us, "So how are you ladies tonight?"

We all reply, "Good."

Tiffany compliments us on our outfits and asks what are our plans tonight. We tell her that after dinner we are going to have a fun time at 'The Edge' night cub. She smiles and notes that she and her friends enjoy 'The Edge' as well.

Taking our orders she gathers our menus and walks away.

For the rest of our time at Sammy's it's more girl chat, it feels so good for me to just relax and be with some positive, lady coworkers and friends. Of course during our meals we all do the girlie thing of going to the ladies room to primp and preen. Being a respectful and endeavoring to pass and act like a girl there is no issues with me in the ladies room. It's not my intention to be some crude, look at me I'm a bloke in a dress and pervert to gain access to a ladies room. I'm carrying on like a confident, cute and sexy girl.

As dinner wraps up we all get our jackets or shawls on, grab our handbags and it's off to 'The Edge.' Looking at my silver bracelet watch I see its about 8:45pm so the night is still pretty young. Each of us touch up our perfume in the Grand Cherokee as we get to the night club and soon we are parked and again four, sexy, cute and playful chicks step out and plant our high heels on the asphalt. It's cool and dry tonight with just a wistful cooling breeze which flows up our skirts or dresses. For me it's an electrifying feeling walking outside with a short skirt, sexy black pantyhose and high heel over the knee boots on.

As we enter the club, music is playing for those who want to dance. It's a fairly busy place on weekends and this Saturday night is no exceptions. As I noted earlier 'The Edge' is a cosmopolitan club, you find straight and gay singles, couples, groups including not uncommon to see transsexuals, drag queens and transvestites like me so it's a fun and comfortable place to be at.

The brawny door man greets us as we enter and gives and ok or not on the dress code. Of course we know from being here before what to dress like and our door man who's name is Greg a big 6'5" 265lb. former football player treats all of us as the cute ladies we are.

We decide to find a table not to close to the dance floor so that we can talk, relax, scan the crows and yes maybe flirt and prowl for some fun. For me this as a chick is still kind of new but each time I come out to 'The Edge' with the girls I get a bit more confident and braver. I learn cues genetic girls have to be better prepared for night club fun.

I'm not the only dude in a dress here tonight. We notice at a far booth a few drag queens who are here and look to be finished a show at maybe one of the true gay bars in town and they are well being naughty with a couple of men. Tammi notices a popular Youtuber trans gal in another booth with her boyfriend. On the dance floor is a mix of straight couples, a girl like me, a transvestite dancing with a guy and a couple of leather men gays doing their stuff. As I said it's a cosmopolitan club.

We all order drinks, Tammi being the designated driver is ordering her drinks virgin style. We all chat on all sorts of topics, from current news, to fashion and makeup and me as Laci being with three lovely young genetic girls the talk gets to men. It's incredible to be able to as do this Laci as in my male mode Lawrence much of this discussion would not happen. In male mode with others notably blokes it's more sports, politics, cars and yes chicks talk, to which in my male mode I'm perfectly good with. As Laci who is say a feminine escape for me in her persona girlie talk is so much fun.

Soon guys do come around and ask the girls to dance. At first they say no as we all have only been here for a short while, but they invite the men to call on them after the girls had some time to soak up the mood of the club.

Katie soon notices a gent who seems to be eyeing me. My drink in hand straw pressed to my blood red coloured lips I casually look to where she tells me he is. He is standing at the bar leaning back on it a beer in hand as if he is scanning the crowd. He is about 30 feet away. As I sip my drink I look at him.

Katie asks, "Well Laci what do ya think?"

He's easily 6'2" or more and oh maybe 200-210lbs, maybe late 40s so a bit more mature than me. He has clean cute light brown hair and is wearing a black button shirt, under a black leather biker style jacker, faded blue jeans, looks to be in a pair of Daytons.

I reply a bit sheepishly, "Na... he can't be lookin at me." I add, "Yes he looks cute." I pause giggle as it's kinda strange for me to talk like that about another man for in my male mode it would be of little interest, but a cute and sexy Laci I am in girlie mode.

Jenny leans in giggles and says, "Hun he is lookin at you, trust us GG's we know what and when men look at us chicks." she puts her arm around my shoulder sips her drink and adds, " Laci this is still new for you hun but it's time to accept, you look cute and sexy enough that men will see and look at you, by the way babe, mostly straight men or ones who swing both ways who like trannys and crossdressers."

Tammi adds, "Girl flirt with him, see how he responds." she pauses and see's I'm a bit nervous, "Come on Laci, look right at him with your sexy made up eyes, smile and put that red straw to those hot lips and sip your drink, keeping your eyes on him."

So I do that and its electrifying... He responds with a light smile and he casually raises his bottle of beer at me.

Katie says, "Yep he's on to you Laci. It will be interesting if it's just simple looking at you as eye candy or maybe more."

We all carry one for a few more minutes and then Jenny takes control stands on her heels and grabs my wrist bringing me up on my heels.

She says, "Come on, come with me to the little girls room, you will be passing near by him as you do so, dammit girl you take your sexy made up eyes and look at him with a flirt as we walk by."

I choke up and say, "No.. I can't do that."

Jenny adds, "Hell ya you can, you want to live like a cute, desirable chick tonight, well you are here dressed as Laci, Lawrence the dude in you is back at your home. It's Laci's time girl."

We both then walk towards the ladies room, my heart is pounding and I can feel it and hear it even over the music playing in background. As my heels click with each step a part of me wants to run away, another wants to play and see what happens with this man.

As we both walk past him, Jenny whispers, "Look over your shoulder and right at him Laci, smiling too."

As if under her command I do that and observe him look right back at me, him scanning me from head to toe and back up again as he smiles back at me. My heart feels as it's going to jump out of my throat as we enter the ladies room. I make my way to the counter put my hands on it to keep me from passing out. I looking in the mirror see Jenny looking back at me in the mirror, a couple of other ladies are just leaving.

She says, "Well hun welcome to the world in which us GG's live, kinda scary huh?"

I looking at her reflection say, "Oh Hell ya, remember I'm still a dude, this is as a full on girl out clubbing is still kinda new to me."

Jenny reapplying her lipstick stares at me, stops and says, "NO! you are not a dude tonight, YOU! are LACI! a sexy, desirable chick. Lawrence is at home watching a movie, or something got it?"

I stare at my reflection and I see a cute, young 40 something lady staring back at me, I say, "God you are right but I'm so nervous."

She is putting her lipstick back in her purse and is proceeding to a stall to pee says.

"Hun I gotta use the loo, you relax, fix your hair or makeup, being cute and feminine is what men look for, ok?"

I say, "Yes Jenny you are right." I move to use a loo too.

As we are done and back to preening in the mirror some other girls come in including the popular Youtuber trans girl. Jenny asks her what she thinks about my look? To which the trans girl reply was I got it as a hot little crossdressing gal, so flaunt it.

Jenny, says. "Laci, I think I should walk out a few moments ahead of you, that way you will pass the guy on your own and well who knows? Huh?"

I reply, "Yeah, I guess so, but I'm still nervous, this is all sorta new to me, but well, yeah."

The trans youtuber is now preening in the mirror and she stops, turns and says, "It's Laci? Right? Can't help but hear you all talking. Hun you looking to hook up with a dude?"

I look towards her and reply, "Well yeah I guess, it's been something I have thought about often since I came out as a transvestite, but well I've never done it before."

She smiles and says, "Hun if this is a desire of yours to be swooned off your heels by a dude you fancy." she scans me from top to bottom, "Girl you got it, you look divine, have fun, when I decided I was trans I knew for me that I would want to follow desires I had for good men and well Laci I love it, so just go for it, strut in those heels and see where it goes."

I smile and reply, "Yes, thanks for your moral support."

She walks out and Jenny also begins to walk out looking back, saying,"Girl, you want a chance to see if this guy is interested in you, then well girl you know what to do."

I look into the mirror, check my hair and say to myself, "Laci you have wondered what it would be like to have a man interested in you, well Darlin this guy could be it."

I then walk to and open the ladies room door and step out into the hallway. The guy has moved near by where it will be hard to pass without some possible interaction. So I swallow hard and begin to walk down the hallway. I glance up to the guy and he looks and smiles.

As I am about to walk past him he says, "Well hello beautiful."

I stop look at him, smile and reply, "Hi, well thank you."

He replies, "I have noticed you and girl you look great, I see you are here with some girl friends."

I say, "Yes, some ladies that work in the office for the company I work for. I have a good time of being girlie with them.

He says, "I love your boots, always love gals in over the knee boots and you make up very cute as a girl."

I blush and reply, "Well thank you."

He moves closer to me, leans a shoulder against a wall and fidgets with his finger and says, "My name is Johnathon. What is yours?"

I stand facing him reply, "My name is Laci, it's nice to meet you Johnathon."

He smiles and says, "Beautiful name, Laci. Would you and your friends like me to buy you all a drink?"

I reply, "Well, I guess that would be nice."

We begin to walk back to the table where my girl friends are and as I sit down Johnathon introduces himself and they to him. He says to them he wishes to buy all of us a drink and we all give him our order. He walks away to the bar to tend to this.

Tammi says, "Well Laci, you have a real man interested in you, feels good huh?"

I smile and say, "Well yeah but it's still so odd for me but yeah Tammi it's kinda fun."

Katie adds, "Well Johnathon is definitely a hunk, heres to you maybe having a good time with him." As she then finishes her drink.