A Strange Turn of Events Ch. 04

I waited for days for Mandy's next reply to our story. I had all of her e-mails and pictures she had sent me. I wondered why she didn't write me? So after a few days, I sent her another e-mail and waited again.

Then finally I got my reply. She told me she was not going to be involved like this again. She said she had some personal things going on in her life and was stopping her writing for now and wouldn't be corresponding like this again it was sort of a New Year's resolution..

But days later, I read another of her stories co-written with another man. Later on I read more of her new stories. Many involved affairs with women. Was she a Lesbian who was only teasing a man? Was it just a fun time for her. I'm sure, to pull my along and then crush my emotions. For me, well I will always remember her beautiful body and face from the many pictures she sent me. And I have all of her personal e-mails to me and I now believe it was only a game for her. I wondered how many other men she had hung out to dry with her loving and lying sexy words and photos. I wondered if she had my personal notes and if she got of again and again on them.

I'm still hoping she might write me one day and finish this story or at least tell me true fully why she stopped writing me. . Until then I stay hopelessly locked in the memories I have in my brain and lust and desire in my heart and loins for a woman I actually never met. The pictures she sent showed me everything she could offer a man and it was those pictures and her e-mails that gave me one of the most sexual feelings for another human being I have ever had. Many nights I jerked off looking at those beautiful sexy pictures and imagining what it would be like to have her in my arms and making love to her like the story above.

I wonder if Mandy does the same thing? Does she think of me or has she completely forgotten me and moved on to another fool. I know now she only played me for her own personal kicks and masturbation stimulant. But then to be honest I used her pictures and e-mails to do the same thing. But I am the one who would have wanted more. But it was over. I guess!!!!