Abandoned Ch. 01

"Ok I will come over tomorrow. I promise."

Jake eyed Lucinda's house from outside. He was parked in front of her house the next night and saw that she had a few lights on. He wondered if she was thinking of him. He got off his truck and headed to her door. His hands were shaky but he managed to ring her doorbell.

Lucinda opened her door wearing a beautiful dark blue silk robe and her hair was brushed and left hanging loose. She was beaming. "Hey. Glad you could come over." She stepped aside and let him in. He heard her lock her door and he turned to face her once again.

Jake kissed her on her cheek and then a quick kiss on her lips. "Nice to see you. Very nice robe you have on."

"Thank you, I just got out of the shower, wasn't expecting you to come so early," she replied shyly. "Did you want some coffee? I can put on a fresh pot."

"Yeah coffee sounds good."

"Great! Then have a seat there and you can turn on the TV if you like. I'll go make the coffee."

Jake took a seat on her couch and took his wallet out of his back pocket and placed it on the coffee table along with his keys. He looked around her lovely home and noticed she had many paintings up on her wall. The lighting was dim since she only had two lamps on. He kept looking hoping to find some pictures. Underneath her coffee table, Lucinda had a few magazines and what looked like a photo album. Jake got excited hoping to find pictures of his grandparents or maybe even his father.

He grabbed the thick green album and began to look through it. He saw many pictures of Lucinda and her co-workers. It seemed like those were all the pictures she had. Jake was feeling disappointed but as he looked further, he saw Lucinda with what looked to be her parents. His grandparents. Her mother was a tall, thin woman with short dark brown hair and blue eyes. Her father was also very tall with short salt and pepper hair and brown eyes. She stood with them in the picture from what looked to be her college graduation picture.

"Oh no you found my pictures!" Lucinda cried out playfully.

Jake almost jumped out of his seat. "Oh God you scared me!"

Lucinda laughed. "I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. I hope you didn't see any ugly pictures of me."

"No way. You look beautiful in each one Lucinda."

She sat next to him and Jake pointed out the picture he'd seen. "Are these your parents?"

Lucinda nodded. "Yes that is them. My mother looks nothing like me does she?"

"Well only the eyes mostly. You look more like your father."

"Yeah I had been told that a lot."

They both stared at the photograph and Jake decided it was time to ask a few questions.

"So tell me something. You really never married at all?"

"No I sure didn't."

"But you did have a love of your life huh?"

She smiled and nodded. "Yes I did but I lost him a long time ago."

"Yeah you told me about that guy. Lucky guy."

"Let me go check on the coffee. You can keep looking at the pictures if you like."

Jake did continue to look but found nothing. At least he had seen Lucinda's parents. A few minutes later, Lucinda came by setting down two cups filled with coffee.

"I brought the sugar cubes and milk and crème since I didn't know which one you preferred. "

"Milk is fine," Jake said still staring at the picture.

Lucinda poured the coffee and they sat sipping and talking about their day. Jake wanted to ask more questions but he knew he had to take things slow. Just then, Lucinda's phone rang.

"Excuse me for a minute. Let me get that." She said getting up to answer her phone.

Jake drank his coffee peacefully but then almost choked when he heard Lucinda practically sobbing into the phone.

"Look I already told you to stay out of my life mother. I don't need you to be telling me what's right and what's wrong. I am an adult now!

There was a brief silence and then Lucinda spoke again. "No I will not! Please just let me live my life for once!"

Jake just listened. He knew Lucinda was very upset but he had to find out why. Had her mother always hated her because she had gotten pregnant at an early age?

"Ok well I'm busy right now so we are going to have to talk about his tomorrow. Goodnight mother!"

She slammed the phone down and continued to sob. Jake stood up and went to her side. He put his arms around her trying to comfort her. "Are you OK? I mean what's wrong?"

She cried and couldn't speak at first. Jake just stroked her hair and kissed her forehead. He waited for her to calm down. Her tears were wetting his t-shirt.

"I-I'm sorry Jake. I'm sorry you had to hear that."

"It's ok. I just hope you're ok."

She sobbed more and held him tighter. His embrace was so comforting. "I am. No wait I'm not!" She took a few deep breaths before she looked up at him. His eyes danced as they looked into hers.

"What's wrong Lucinda? Talk to me."

"I just got upset with my mother. She's always trying to run my life. Even after so many years. She thinks I'll make mistakes all of my life. That'll I'll never do something right."

Jake stroked her hair and face. "What do you mean mistakes? We all make mistakes throughout life."

She looked so serious. She walked away from him and paced the room. "Jake I had a baby once."

Jake gulped. "Y-you did?"

She looked at him nervously. "Yes. A long time ago. I was only 17 at the time. I had a baby. It was a boy."

Jake felt his hands begin to tremble. "What happened to him?" Jake asked almost scared to hear the truth.

"I had to give him up. I was young, and my parents were not going to support me at all. They told me that if I decide to keep the baby that they would disown me and never speak with me again! At the time I didn't care so I ran away from home. I was only four months pregnant then. I stayed with friends and a cousin of mine for a while until I finally gave birth to my baby boy."

Jake slowly took a seat on the couch and patted the seat next to him. "Here sit down. Tell me more."

Lucinda made her way to Jake. He put his arm around her as she went on. "You should have seen him Jake. He was so beautiful. I held him in my arms and I cried. I didn't want to give him up but I knew I wouldn't be able to provide a good life for him. So I decided to give him away. I tried to locate his father, which was the guy I told you about yesterday over dinner, but I had no luck. I was desperate so I did what I thought was right and left my baby in front of a church! I abandoned my baby boy! Oh Jake it was the hardest thing I ever had to do! I didn't want to. I wanted to keep my baby and take care of him and watch him grow into the handsome young man that I knew he would be. I left him there without any papers or even a note. I hadn't given him a name either. I just knew him as my baby boy. The love of my life! The news got out about an abandoned baby and I turned myself in knowing I would eventually be found. I told the authorities I wasn't able to care for my child and that I had to give him up!" Lucinda began to sob and Jake held her in his arms. He too felt tears swelling from his eyes.

"Jake I can still remember my baby so well like if it was just yesterday that I held him in my arms. He smiled up at me and he knew I was his momma. He was the most precious thing I had ever seen! I think of him every single day of my life! I love him with all of my heart."

Jake couldn't hold back his tears. He began to cry along with his mother. It was her. She was his mother. God she was beautiful! He understood her reasons and loved her even more. They both cried in each other's arms and Lucinda felt her heart melting. She never thought a male would be affected by her story. A story like that would have scared most males off.

"I didn't mean to make you cry Jake," Lucinda said wiping her tears.

They both laughed softly. It felt good to have someone supporting her and letting her know she is who she is. She was tired of all the macho men that could care less about her problems. Jake was so different. He was kind, understanding and open minded. The kind of man you could share secrets with and trust. "It was just a very touching story Lucinda. You don't know how much it meant to me."

She wanted to kiss him again. But this time she wanted a deep long wet kiss. She wasn't sure if he wanted the same thing. Jake held her in his arms and he loved the feel of a woman in his embrace. Her eyes looked up at him full of passion.

"I want to kiss you," Lucinda said softly.

Jake wanted to just push her away gently and tell her that it was wrong. That he was her son, but instead he leaned down and planted a softy kiss on her lips. Lucinda felt her body on fire as the young man kissed her. Their lips parted simultaneously and their tongues slid into each other's mouths. It was the hot and passionate kiss Lucinda had been fantasizing about ever since she met Jake. It was so sexy and she felt as if she never wanted to stop kissing him.

Jake felt his toes curl up as his beautiful mother kissed him. Her lips were soft and so warm. Her tongue massaged his very gently. He felt his hands gripping her tiny waist wanting to be with her so badly. Lucinda broke the kiss as she tried to catch her breath.

"Wow! Jake, that was so hot! I'm so hot for you!"

Jake felt his cock growing inside of his jeans. "Lucinda you are such an amazing woman!"

She stood up and stepped back and Jake's eyes widened as she fumbled with her robe and let it fall open and onto the ground. She stood naked before Jake. Jake had never seen a more enchanting sight his entire life. Her breasts were a small b-cup size it seemed with large dark pink nipples that were already erect. His eyes traveled down to her flat tummy and small waist, then down to her pussy. She had no hair and looked completely baby smooth. Her legs were tanned and so smooth. One would have thought she was in her late 20's not her thirties.

"Lucinda....oh my God!" Jake could barely speak.

She opened her arms to him. "Come to me Jake. Please."

Jake got up and went to his mother; full of love and passion. He wrapped his arms around her and she pressed her naked body against him. Her skin was so supple and she smelled so delicious. She loosed herself from his embrace and looked into his eyes. Their blues eyes were glued to each other as if they were trying to remember this moment for the rest of their lives.

Lucinda reached up and kissed Jake. Jake couldn't resist her kisses. He parted his mouth and their tongues slid against each other's. Jake wanted to stop he really did, but it was too late. Lucinda was absolutely irresistible and he wondered what man would be able to stop. Their kiss was hot and very wet. Lucinda moaned softly as she kissed him. Jake began to walk her over by the wall. He pressed her up against the wall as they kissed harder.

Lucinda picked up one leg and wrapped it around Jake's waist. Jake ran his hands down her body and stopped at her breasts. Her nipples hardened between his fingers and he gently pinched them making her moan more. He loved touching her breasts. He wanted to suck on them and make her feel even better. He moved his head down and put one of her nipples in between his lips. His tongue then flicked the nipple very fast and he could feel Lucinda's body almost shaking.

"Oooh yes! Kiss my breasts! Suck on my nipples!" Lucinda begged.

Jake took turns sucking on both her nipples and squeezing her beautiful breasts. Lucinda felt as if she would climax right then and there. His mouth felt so wonderful teasing her breasts. Jake ran his hands down her back and onto her buttocks. He grabbed them feeling how firm they were. He pulled her closer to him and could almost feel the heat between her legs go through his jeans.

"You have such a beautiful body Lucinda!" Jake rasped.

She kissed him harder and felt Jake's hand travel down between her legs. She moved back a little to give him access to touch her. His hand felt shaky as it finally reached it destination. He could feel her so wet and hot. He rubbed her pussy and watched her tilt her head back and moan louder. He loved looking at her getting pleasure from his touch. He could feel her pussy lips so slick and he gently spread them with his fingers allowing her swollen clit to peek out. He got a hold of her clit and massaged it between his fingers. Lucinda wailed sounds of pleasure. Her nipples were so erect. Jake leaned down to kiss her neck and trailed kissed down to her breasts again. He sucked on one nipple and let his finger find Lucinda's opening.

He searched without looking until finally he felt her pussy hole. He slowly dipped one finger in and could see Lucinda biting on her lower lip as if she was trying to contain herself from cumming. Her breathing was heavy and Jake could feel her juices coating his finger each time he slide it in and out.

"Yess! Keep doing that Jake! Oh God baby don't stop!" Lucinda cried out.

Jake could feel his erection throbbing and wanting to be inside of her. He could do it. Tonight could be the night he lost his virginity but he knew there was a limit. He couldn't have sex with Lucinda, not yet at least. Not until the truth came out.

"Stick another finger in me please!" Lucinda implored.

Jake slide yet another finger inside of his woman. She felt so hot and ready to cum. She moved her hips as if she was trying to fuck his fingers on her own. Jake moved to her other breast and sucked on her nipple. At that moment, he felt her tremble and he took her nipple out of his mouth. He had to watch her face, her expressions. Her eyes were shut tightly and her mouth opened as if she was trying to scream but she couldn't. Jake pumped his fingers faster inside and then felt her pussy clench his fingers.

"Mmmmghghhhh I'm c-cumming! Oooh Jake I'm cumming!" Lucinda thrust her hips and her entire body shook as she got her pleasure.

Jake watched her cum and felt as if he would almost cum in his pants. He wanted her to take care of his hard on but knew the time was not right.

Lucinda finally opened her eyes and looked at Jake. "That was so incredible! I came so hard!"

"You felt so good cumming on my fingers," Jake added.

She reached up to kiss him again. It was another long wet kiss that Jake didn't want to stop. He knew that she wanted to have sex but he couldn't, not yet.

"I want you to spend the night with me Jake," Lucinda said in a softy voice.

Jake slowly put her leg down that she had wrapped around her waist and cupped her face. "I can't. Not tonight."

She looked disappointed but seemed to understand. "I know we just met. I'm sorry please don't think I do this all the time."

"I would never think that. I know the attraction between us is very strong. I do want you. I want to make love to you but I can't. I need to sort some things out."

She grabbed her robe and put it on. "That's fine Jake. I'm willing to wait for you."

Jake felt so nervous. He was finally able to be intimate with a woman. A woman he was slowly falling in love with more each day. "I have to go Lucinda, but I will call you tomorrow night. Is that OK?"

She nodded and they kissed once again.

Jake walked outside to his truck and waved to Lucinda. He turned on his engine and began to drive off back to his hotel that night. He still had an erection. He could still smell Lucinda and feel her beautiful body. He reached up and smelled the two fingers that had been inside of Lucinda and he got even more excited. Her smell, such a wonderful feminine smell was left on his fingers. He had never been more excited in his entire life. He had to figure something out soon. Lucinda was his mother and now he was in love with her. Why had life gotten so complicated?

* * *

Lucinda lay on her couch and stared up at the ceiling. She let her robe fall open again and touched her breasts imagining it was Jake touching her. She had cum so hard that night. It'd been such an intense and wonderful orgasm. His touch was so wonderful. She smiled and ran her hand down her tummy but then something caught her attention.

She turned to look and it was Jake's wallet. She knew it would be wrong to look into it but she had to. She raised her body up and sat on the couch holding the wallet in her hands. She slowly opened it up and saw two credit cards and some cash. She wanted to see if he had any pictures of his family. She looked and saw his driver's license. Her eyes widened.

"Date of birth March 31, 1986?" Lucinda asked herself in confusion.

She gasped. "He lied to me! He's not 23! He's only 18! Oh my god!"

She got up and paced the room. Why would Jake lie to her? He seemed so perfect! She wanted to call him and tell him but she decided she would wait. She would wait until he called her the next day and she would ask him in person why he lied to her. There had to be a reason behind all of this.

Then chills went up her spine as she looked at the year. It'd been the same date her baby had been born and the year she'd give up her baby boy. The worst year of her life! She sobbed and wondered why she had such bad luck with men and life in general. If only she had kept her baby boy then maybe at least she would have had him; her baby boy had been the true love of her life.

* * *

Jake had finished jerking off that night and finally was able to go to sleep. He felt something was missing but couldn't figure out what it was. He fell asleep that night and wished the day would go by fast so he could get to see Lucinda again.

* * *

Jake had called Lucinda at work several times but only got her voice mail. He figured she was probably out in meetings for going out to the colleges. He couldn't wait to see her again that evening. That night he would reveal to her that he was her son; at least he hoped to have the balls to do so.

Lucinda went from one meeting to another that day and her mind was on Jake. He'd been incredible last night but the fact that he had lied about his age really scared her. She wanted to confront him just to get the truth. He owed her that much.

* * *

It was past seven that night and Jake hadn't heard a word from his mother. He wondered where she was or if she had regretted what they had done the night before. He decided to go see her and took a few deep breaths, as he wanted nothing more than to tell her the truth about him being her son. He had gotten tired of waiting for her to call so he decided to go to her. He slipped on his gray button up shirt and pair of black slacks and put on his boots. He grabbed his keys and then realized his wallet was missing. Where in the world was his wallet? He searched desperately and then his memory came back to him. He'd left it on Lucinda's coffee table. His heart raced knowing she might have looked at it and seen his information.

Oh God she knows! She knows I lied to her!

He was about to leave but as he opened the door Lucinda stood outside with a serious face. Jake smiled weakly and knew something was wrong.

"Lucinda, what are you doing here? I was about to go to your house since I hadn't heard from you all day. Did you not get my messages?"

She nodded. "Yes I did. Jake we need to talk."

Jake agreed. "We do. Come in please."

She stepped in and held her breath for a moment. She didn't want to scream at him or get upset. She needed to stay calm.

"Did you want something to drink?" Jake asked.

Lucinda crossed her arms and stared at him as if she was afraid of him. "Lucinda what's wrong?"

She uncrossed her arms and held out his wallet. "Here you left this at my house last night."

Jake nervously grabbed the wallet and set it on the nightstand. "Thank you."

He looked at her and her eyes had tears. "Why did you lie to me about your age Jake? You told me you were 23 and it shows your only 18 on your driver's license."

Jake didn't know how to respond. He stood silently as Lucinda waited for an answer. It had to be the truth. He didn't want to lie to her anymore. "Lucinda I'm going to tell you something but please don't hate me. I never thought we'd go this far. I mean I think I'm falling in love with you and I'm really scared of what you are going to think of me when I tell you what I'm about to tell you."