Advanced Primatology Ch. 08

"I can't say it. It's too embarrassing. You can't make me say it."

"You don't have to say it," Chad drawled at her, sweetly, laughing a little too. He put his hands to her waist and held her. "You can just do it."

He bent his face down and looked at her. He wasn't nervous at all, and he wasn't embarrassed at all. He was looking at her and holding her in a way that was making her feel less nervous too.

Kate looked up at him and pressed her hands into his chest and backed him against the wall again. She stepped right up to him until her breasts were pressing against the backs of her hands and their crotches were almost touching. She could feel the heat rolling off his crotch in waves and she was pretty sure he could feel her heat too.

She turned her head to the side and kind of nuzzled up into the side of his neck. She held her nose right up against his stubbly beard and took a long breath in, just drinking in the scent of him. That's all she'd wanted. Just to smell him like that.

She exhaled slowly, sighing with pleasure, and brought her nose to the other side of him and drank him down again, losing herself in his scent. It was a mixture of lake water and sweat and maybe a little of his sperm too from last night with Karin and a heavy dose of testosterone for sure. It smelled heavenly. It was powerful and raw and it was making her feel lightheaded and a little out of it.

She didn't even notice really, when he held her a little closer to him with his hands tight around her waist. And she didn't really notice when she just melted into him and started smelling his neck and shoulders and chest all over.

He smelled perfect and he felt perfect. She had her hands around his waist now and her breasts were pressed right up against his chest and they felt like they were made to be that way. The muscles all along the side of his waist were so solid and massive but supple too and responsive to her touch and she'd never felt anything like them. She had her crotch pressed up against him and it felt like it was designed to fit together tight to his and to grind against him a little like she was doing right now, without even realizing.

Kate took one more whiff of him and then she leaned back to get a better look at his face. Their crotches were pressed against each other and Kate could feel him stiffening a little in his damp speedo. She could feel herself sliding against him in her tiny suit bottom that was a little damp now too, but not from swimming. He was definitely getting hard now and she was definitely sliding against the base of him a little.

Chad smiled at her, sweet but cocky too, and Kate liked it. He let his hands slide to her hips. Kate was looking up at him and her eyes were half closed and a little glassy even and she could feel his cock getting long and stiff between them. She could feel her lips swelling up in her tiny suit bottom and opening and moistening for him. There was nothing but a little wet spandex between them. Her hands were on his naked waist and her tits were resting against him in her bikini top. She knew they felt heavy and full against the top of his stomach and the bottom of his chest. He was just the right height.

"Happy now?" Chad asked her.

Kate shook her head.

"You want something else?"

Kate nodded.

She flashed him a devilish smile as she took his hands in hers and guided his arms straight up over his head. She backed him tighter against the wall. She leaned and pressed her weight on him and brought her nose to his armpit and took a long breath in, sighing a little louder this time when she exhaled.

"Don't get the wrong idea, okay? Don't let it go to your head," she told him as she brought her nose to his other armpit and breathed in smooth and deep. She closed her eyes and smiled.

"I like you okay? I like working with you and I think you're smart and I'm attracted to you.

And it's okay if we fool around a little as long as we keep it to ourselves so people don't get the wrong idea. Okay?"

Chad nodded at her and played it cool and quiet.

"You can still be with Karin and Jess and Elise and any of the other the other girls because I'm not going to do any of that stuff they do with you, okay? We can fool around with each other a little while we're working together during the day if it feels good and it helps us be a good team. But we're not going to sleep together, okay?"

Chad nodded and held her tight to him and she melted into him again.

"There's something else I'd like to do. Promise you won't laugh this time?"

Chad nodded.

"I want to feel your beard."

He smiled at her, surprised a little, but he didn't laugh.

Kate reached up, looking right at him with her big brown eyes, and started scratching and raking her nails all over his neck and the sides of his face and even through his hair. He held his hands tight on her sides and pulled her toward him and she relaxed right into him and drank in his scent. Her suit bottom was soaking wet now and their crotches felt a little more slippery and they were sliding against each other a little more.

Kate put her hands to his chest and leaned back and looked at him again. Her crotch was making little circles against the base of his shaft. He was looking at her now in the way a guy looks at a girl when he knows he's going to have sex with her eventually, maybe not right now but soon for sure. He wasn't even bothering to pretend any more and neither was she. She had no idea what her rules were. She looked down and admired the way his big cock was filling out his speedo. She could make out the shape of his wide, mushroom head through the wet spandex.

"You like it?"

Kate looked up at him with a dreamy expression and nodded slowly.

"Yeah, you like my beard?" Chad teased her. He knew she'd misunderstood him.

Kate rolled her eyes and blushed.

"I'm not sure if I like it. I need to try something else."

She reached up and put her hands behind his neck and pulled him down to her and opened her mouth, warm and wet.

She couldn't believe what a good kisser he was and how good it felt to be held tight against him like that while their tongues were playing together and they were breathing into each other's mouths. She couldn't believe how skillful he was with his tongue and his lips and with his hands around her waist. She loved the way he just dropped them to her cheeks like that and cupped them, almost sweetly, but pulling her toward him firm. It was obvious right away that he'd kissed a lot more people than she had, and she could feel right away that they were on his turf now. They were playing his game. There was not doubt that he was a more experienced and knowledgeable lover than she was and she knew that the further they went with each other the more they'd be in his domain.

They were kissing each other full on the mouth and their tongues were wet and twisting together. Her other lips were wet too and they were sliding against him through the damp spandex and he was so hard. She had no idea where her boundaries were any more.

Karin was just a little bit younger than her, and being a postdoc wasn't that different from being an untenured professor, and being engaged wasn't that much different than being in a marriage that had just been torn apart by your shithead husband and had to be rebuilt again brick by fucking brick. And Karin had fucked Chad god knows how many times last night, and god knows how many different ways, and she probably loved every second of it. She didn't know what her own rules were at the moment but she was pretty sure that what she was doing now with Chad was okay. Otherwise it wouldn't feel this good. Otherwise she'd stop herself. If she wanted to do it this badly then it was okay. As long as they kept it to the days when they were working together and it didn't bleed over into the nights and start complicating things.

Chad had his stubble beard against her neck now and she still wasn't sure whether she wanted him to shave it for her later, but she was very glad he hadn't shaved it yet. It felt electric the way he was scratching her with his bristles while he kissed and licked and sucked her neck and even bit it a little. She was pretty sure that was fine. And she was just fine with it when he grabbed her little sport bra top by the bottom and pulled it up over her tits, fast and sure, and they just spilled out for him. And it was fine when he took them in his hands and weighed them and bounced them and squeezed them like they belonged to him now and he knew just how to treat them. And she knew it was right when she reached down and snaked her fingernails inside the waistband of his speedo and down inside and felt for him. She wasn't breaking any rules when she held his cock tight by the base like that. And not even when she stroked it a little and they held their mouths close to each other and looked at each other and groaned and sighed.

She couldn't believe she had his real cock in her real hand, finally, and she couldn't believe how hot and fat and hard it was. She couldn't believe how thick it was and how much it weighed in her palm. And she couldn't believe how long it was as she started to stroke it up and down, making a loose circle with her forefinger and thumb and pulling the skin gently up his shaft, making sure she felt the whole length of it, from balls to bulb.

There were no rules any more about what she could do to him with her hands, and there were no rules about his hands either. He took his right hand from her breast and slid it smooth and sure into her suit bottom and found her wet lips and spread them and painted her all over with her juices. He could massage her like that every morning and every day at the swimming hole as long as they kept it within bounds. As long as they said good night after the evening work was done and went to separate beds.

"Don't let it go to your head okay? I like you and I think you're hot and I want to do things with you. But you have to keep your head."

Chad was nodding and smiling.

Kate was close already, just from the thrill of stepping over the line with him like that, finally doing it for real. He was making her so hot with his hand working her breasts and rolling her nipples and his finger stroking her clit and making it purr for him. His cock felt so hot and hard and heavy in her hand. She stroked it hard and started picking up the pace. She could tell she'd be cumming around his hand in no time and she wanted to badly. She wanted him to see her like that. She leaned into him and smelled the sweat and the lake water and maybe the sperm on his neck and her saliva now too. His scent was so masculine and raw and she was practically drunk from his fumes. Her stomach was tensed and the little muscles around her pubic bone and her anus were starting to quake and spasm. He had his mouth held tight to her, like she'd just had a heart attack or something and stopped breathing and he was trying to bring her back. He had his tongue in her throat and she was groaning out for him loud.

"Ummmmmppph, O god, mmmmmppph."

And then he stopped stroking her and held her breasts from the bottom and pushed them up to him with his big hand. He brought his mouth to her breasts and started kissing and sucking and licking her nipples, one after the other. He was tapping her clit, her fat red drum, with the middle finger of his right hand, keeping a steady beat and just tapping her and tapping her, just right, as her pelvis started vibrating and bucking and quaking. Her nipples were swollen and red in his mouth.

She was holding his cock hard now with both hands like it was a handrail on a train or something and she was trying to stay on her feet as the ride got faster and wilder. She was hanging onto him for dear life with both hands and she couldn't see or hear anything and her clit and her nipples were so plump and juicy she was afraid they might burst. Chad's tongue and finger kept sliding over them and circling them and her pelvis kept humming. She was breathing in and holding it for an instant and then just letting it go, and every time she did the little waves of pleasure got a little bit warmer and a little bit brighter and she had to hold on to Chad's cock a little tighter to keep from falling over as her knees buckled and she moaned into his mouth.

She started counting to herself and holding her eyes closed tight like she did sometimes when she wanted to prolong her pleasure. He had his middle finger and forefinger up her wet canal now and he was stroking her clitoris with the fat part of his thumb and she was squatting down a little on his hand and grinding her pubic bone against it and quaking harder and harder and she looked down and she could see her juices dripping down from his hand and she looked up and he was looking right at her. She leaned forward into his chest and opened her mouth and started licking him and smelling him while he thrust his hand up inside her and thumbed her fat button. She squatted down on him and rode his hand. And then her spasms got faster and more intense and he had to put his arm around her back to keep her from falling over. She was biting his chest now hard and his hand was all the way inside her and she'd counted all the way to five or maybe six and she hadn't stopped quaking.

The next thing she knew Chad was holding her tight to him and she was drinking in the heavy scent off his chest and armpits and her whole body was glowing. She could hear Elise and Karin calling for them from outside the women's cottage, and wondering where they were, and worrying about the time. And she could hear footsteps coming toward them down the grassy slope. Chad's cock was in her hand and his hand was on her crotch and they had to think fast or someone would find them and get the wrong idea. She pulled away from him and pulled her top down and rearranged her suit bottom.

"See you at the swimming hole later, okay tiger? And don't you dare shave that beard."

She gave him a quick peck on the cheek and turned and hurried away.

Part 3

Kate wanted to kick herself in the head when they finally found M group, a little further up the mountain than last time, and she realized that Brad and Mahalia were already gone. Of course they were! It was the perfect time to just slip away unnoticed! She should have seen it coming but she hadn't. It was the perfect time because the second most popular female in the group was at peak fertility and every male in the group was wild to mate with her. Mahalia knew that she had to sneak off with Brad now, before her own sex skin started swelling, and her odor changed, and the males turned their attention to her and started herding her and maybe beating her to keep her close to them, to keep her in their domain. So she just slipped off with Brad while the other males were busy challenging each other and mounting the other mature female. Kate was cursing herself out loud because she should have seen it coming. Mahalia had fooled everyone, including her.

"Fuck me! I can't believe I was so fucking stupid!"

She said it so loud that a couple of the female chimps looked at her, eyeing her curiously.

"Let's go. We have to find them."

She stood up and put her pack on her shoulders and waited for the other three (Chad, Karin and Kevin) to follow her up the mountain. She needed to stay in contact with Brad and Mahalia the whole time they were on safari together, mating exclusively, so she could observe them closely and take careful notes. Otherwise she wouldn't be able to publish her research and her new theories wouldn't be worth shit to anyone. No one would care that Mahalia had chosen Brad because he was sweet and attentive to her, body and mind, and she wanted to have a baby with exactly those traits, with that personality. And no one would care that females like Mahalia were playing the long game. That maybe over millions of years, or tens of millions of years, more and more mature female chimps would make the same choice as her, and evolution would work its magic, and chimp society would transform for the better. And maybe generations and generations from now the descendants of Mahalia would be the empresses of the forest. She knew it was true but no one would give a crap unless she could prove it by watching her with Brad first hand.

"Let's go!" No one was moving and she was feeling more and more pissed off.

"We can't," Chad snapped back at her. "M group's territory goes all the way down to the lake. So Brad and Mahalia have probably gone deeper into the mountains to hide. It will take a while to find them. And even if we do, we'll be too far away from camp to get back before night. We don't have tents or food or enough water or anything. We need to go back to camp and gear up and make a plan. We should fire the emergency flare so the other groups will come back to camp too. Then we can set out in the morning and we'll be prepared."

Kate knew he was right, and so did Karin. They looked at each other and nodded. Everyone stood up and put their packs on their shoulders and turned and started marching as fast as they could straight down the mountain. When they got far enough away from the chimps that they wouldn't scare them Chad took the emergency flare out of his backpack and lit it and fired it straight up. That was the sign that something big had happened and everyone needed to get back to camp as fast as they could.

Part 4

Kate's mouth was dry and her heart was racing as soon as they got to camp and she saw him, but not from pleasure and excitement. It was more disbelief and rage. She couldn't believe the nerve of him to actually come here!

Brian was standing there in his pressed white shirt and his pressed khakis like he'd just hopped off a luxury jet from Rome or Paris or whatever beautiful city he was being famous in, and getting praised for his brilliant discoveries. Maybe he was even getting his cock sucked too. She didn't know anything for sure about her husband any more. The picture of Elise on her knees in front of him with his dick in her hand had been bad enough. But strange as it seemed what she found out about Karin had been even worse. She really couldn't believe that Brian had threatened her like that when Karin caught him with Elise in his office. She really couldn't believe he'd threatened her career and used his power and authority over her to intimidate her and silence her. She'd always loved him in part because he'd always been one of the good guys, one of the new kind of male scientist who didn't act that way to young women with brains and determination and big dreams. He'd always been the kind of guy who didn't do that kind of thing because they knew it was unfair, and it felt wrong, and it was bad for science too if women didn't have a fair chance to get their voices heard. She was angry and hurt about Elise but at least she understood it. But she couldn't understand the way he'd treated Karin, and she didn't know if she could forgive him for it.

She threw down her pack and walked right up to him and grabbed him roughly by the arm and yanked him and pulled him right up the slope to the women's cottage.

"What the fuck are you doing here? What the fuck are you doing here when I told you to stay away or I was going to fucking leave you? What part of that didn't you understand?"

Brian was looking at her scared and sheepish but she could tell he was glad to see her all the same. It was really pissing her off. He was so sure of himself underneath it all!

"I'm sorry Kate. I couldn't stay away. I had to talk to you. I'll only be here overnight and then I'm flying back out to Geneva. I had to talk to you and try to explain."

"I don't give a fuck what you had to do, okay? I don't give a fuck about that. This is not the right time, okay. This is like the worst fucking time in the history of the planet and you should not fucking be here because I told you not to come."