An Affair to Remember

"Oh Jim. Yes, yes. Eat me, suck me. Oh god, I'm coming, I'm cuummmimmmg!!"

I kissed her pussy again as I slipped up her body. She immediately kissed me passionately and then began to lick her cum off my face and lips. She expressed her pleasure at what I'd done.

"Oh darling. You give such great head. Nobody could do it like you do."

I wondered how many she was comparing me to.

I didn't take any pleasure in her remarks. I hoped I could get my cock up soon but in my imagination I could picture her and her lover together and I remained soft. When she reached down to put my cock inside her I could feel that she had a moment of panic but she recovered quickly.

"I think your little man needs some encouragement. Bring him up to me."

I moved my body up and she engulfed my flaccid cock in desperation and began what was almost an expert suckling of it. I kept thinking about her with Derek's cock in her mouth, cumming and she swallowing it. My cock refused to get hard. Mona was almost crying when I eased out of her mouth.

I knew that she desperately wanted me to cum in her in the event she was pregnant. I wouldn't have minded doing that if I could overcome my thoughts of her and Derek. It didn't really matter if she were pregnant or not I reasoned. It was over, so I might as well tell her. I sat up on the side of the bed.

"Mona, we have to talk. The reason I can't get hard is that I keep visualizing you with Derek."

I heard a gasp from her and when I turned to look at her she was looking back at me in horror.

"It's over Mona. I'm going to divorce you."

She suddenly got up and ran toward the bathroom retching. I could here her in there heaving into the toilet as her world crashed around her. Finally, she stopped and began to sob. I got up and looked in the bathroom. She was laying by the toilet with her head cradled in her arms and her naked body sprawled grotesquely on the floor. I left her and went down the hall to the other bath where I showered and then went into the spare room where I dressed. Going downstairs I poured myself a drink and waited for her to come down. She would want to salvage something from the wreck of our marriage, even try to talk me out of divorcing her.

Sitting in the room, lit only by the light from the kitchen I nursed my drink and thought about my life and where it was going from here. I was still young and could still have the family I wanted. My career was on an upward spiral. Maybe overall it all wasn't too bad but I still felt depressed.

I could hear that the sobbing sounds from the bathroom had finally stopped. I guess she was starting to begin her passage into denial and would be down soon.

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A few minutes later I heard her coming downstairs and watched as she came into the living room wearing a robe and sat across from me. I reached up and turned on a light.

"Are you ready to talk now? Are you ready to explain why you did it?"

"Yes.," she whispered. "I really don't know why. The first time we did it I swore I wasn't going to do it again. We started meeting for a drink after our meetings and you know how horny I get after a couple of drinks. It seemed so glamorous and sophisticated to do it and it got easier after a couple of times. Then he got me to suck his penis and we started doing things that I thought were perverse when we made love. I think listening to Sally tell me about how good it made her feel to cheat on her exhusband made me want to try it. I should have realized after she told me that they divorced because of her cheating that this would happen."

"Why did you do it the first time? Was there something in our conversation we had before we married on mutual fidelity, trust and respect you didn't understand? Or was there something in our wedding vows to forsake all others you didn't understand or couldn't agree with? If you couldn't understand or couldn't agree with it, why didn't you tell me? I've wasted five years of my life on you and now I've got to go looking for another wife. Hopefully, I can find one this time that understands what marital fidelity means."

"Oh god Jim. Can't we get around this somehow? I love you. I don't want you to leave me. I want your children. Please honey."

"Let's get one thing clear. You no longer have the right to address me with terms of endearment. You lost that right when you allowed him to fuck you. Do you understand?"

I was getting mad at her attitude. She was still in denial that we were going to be divorced, but I had to control myself and stay on the high ground.

"Speaking of children, when do you think you'll know if you're pregnant?"

This was the second time tonight that I'd seen her turn ashen and gawk at me like she couldn't believe what she'd just heard.

"Oh my god, my god. You know."

"Yes, I know Mona. Why do you think I faked that business trip. I wanted you to start feeling some pain. That is the primary reason that I am going to divorce you. You deliberately tried to get pregnant by your lover. You were hoping I'd fuck you after waiting a day after he'd deposited his seed in you and then hope I'd assume responsibility for your lover's child. Well, that isn't going to happen. What you tried to do was as traitorous a thing as any woman can do to her husband. It was totally disrespectful to me. There is no way under the sun I can ever forgive you for that. And even if you hadn't done that, I might have tried to forgive you if you had done it once and stopped, but you kept going back for more. You became addicted to cheating and there is no way I can ever trust you again even if you took twenty years of therapy. Now, do you have anything to say that will mitigate your actions?"

"No." she replied as she looked at me with tears streaming down her face. "I'm so sorry."

"That's it then. I've initiated action with Ed Wiltse to have divorce papers drawn up. They should be ready Monday. We split all our assets 50/50 and there will be no alimony and even if you're pregnant, no child support. It won't be my child. Do you agree with that arrangement?"

"It sounds OK. I will talk to a lawyer before I sign, but it sounds OK." she sobbed.

"Fine then. I will sleep in the spare room until we begin our formal separation. In the meantime I will be looking for an apartment. You can stay here and entertain your lovers after I'm gone."

"It's over between Derek and I."

"I gathered that from your emails. Too bad you didn't make the break a long time ago."

"Oh god. You've seen our emails?"

"Yes, and I've made a copy of them to take to your lover's wife tomorrow along with dates and times of your meetings at the Red Roof Inn. I think she will have something to say to Derek after she's seen them. According to the motel records you met there thirteen times. You also used a credit card in your maiden name. You must have saved it from before we were married in anticipation of cuckolding me someday. It makes me wonder how many more there were before Derek. His wife ought to know he could be facing child support payments if you're pregnant. It will be up to you whether you pursue that."

"I don't suppose you could not involve him in this? He has children."

"I don't think he should get off Scot free on this because he has children. I may still pursue an alienation of affection suit against him."

Please don't do that."

She was accepting the fact of the divorce now, Her crying had stopped and she was beginning to think rationally.

"We'll see."

"That's it then?"

"No, tomorrow I go over and explain it all to your folks and your brother. I don't want you to be giving them some cock and bull story that makes this all my fault. They need to know what a slut their daughter is. If you're pregnant, I'm also going to find a way to let your co-workers and our friends know what you've done to me."

"Oh god!!"

She began to cry again.

I got up and went upstairs to bed.

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The next morning I was up early and gone from the house before she arose taking a copy of the emails and motel data with me She had cried most of the night and must be exhausted now. I had breakfast at IHOP. From now on I would be eating out quite a bit so I thought I'd get used to it. Taking my time over a my coffee I waited until 7:30 and headed over to Mona's parents. They were early risers so I didn't think it would be inconvenient for me to arrive early.

Knocking on the kitchen door I saw that they were at breakfast and Mona's dad waved me in when he saw who I was. Entering I they pointed to an empty chair at the table as her mother poured me a cup of coffee.

"What are you doing over here this early Jim? Would you like some breakfast?"

"No, no breakfast. I've already eaten at IHOP and I've got some bad news that I didn't think you should hear second hand."

"Bad news?"

"I'm going to divorce Mona."

A loud crash immediately followed as Mona's mother dropped the coffee carafe she was still holding onto the tile floor; breaking it.

"Divorce?!! Why Jim? Surely you're not serious? You were planning to start a family."

"I've found out that she's been cheating on me for the last few months and she may all ready be in a family way by her lover."

Mona's younger brother, Simon, entered the kitchen having been wakened by the carafe hitting the floor in time to here my statement.

"Oh, shit!!" he exclaimed as they all stared at me as though I'd told them the world was coming to an end.

They all started to babble at the same.

"Are you sure? You've got to be kidding!! Where is she? Can't you get around this? Who is the other man?"

I tried to answer their questions as best I could.

Yes, I'm sure. I have emails and motel data to verify it and she admits to it. She's at home right now as far as I know unless she's gone over to her friend Sally's for sympathy. I don't think I can get around this because I'm positive she tried to get herself pregnant by him and foist the child on me as the father. That's something no husband can forgive. Her lover is Derek Mathews, the head librarian. He's married also and I understand he has children."

Mona's mother jumped up and ran to the phone.

"I'm calling her right now. This is too horrible to believe that a daughter of mine could act so badly."

"I wish you would." I responded. "She's going to need some support and I think some condemnation because I don't think she realizes the terrible thing she's done. She's not only ruined our marriage but probably his also."

"Mona must have been still home because I heard her mother start to question her as I stood up. Mona's dad took my hand and with tears running down his face told me how sorry he was. I really liked her parents and her brother and hated to dump this on them but there wasn't anyway to soft peddle it for them. I left feeling sad at what devastation this was going to cause to so many people.

I had found out where Derek Mathews lived and headed over to his home.

Parking in the street in front of their modest bungalow I went up to the front door with the packet of data and rang the bell. Derek opened the door and looked at me with tears running down his cheeks.

"Can I help you?"

"I'd like to talk with your wife and give her something Mr. Mathews."

"I'm sorry, my wife isn't here. Give it to me and I'll give it to her."

"Mr. Mathews, I know Mona has called you and told you I was on the way. There is no way you can stop me from getting this information to your wife or stop me from talking to her. I would suggest you let her come to the door or I will be filing suit against you for alienation of affection."

He hesitated and then looking away he called back over his shoulder.

"Marge, there's someone here to see you."

Then to me he said, "You bastard!"

"No Mr. Mathews, you are the bastard for having an affair with my wife and trying to impregnate her. You've destroyed my marriage and I'm hoping I can destroy yours."

With a sigh he turned away from the door as his wife came up.

"Yes?" she asked obviously puzzled by her husband's obviously distraught condition and my obvious agitation.

Mrs. Mathews, I have some bad new for you. Your husband has been having an affair with my wife for the last several months and I am in the process of divorcing her. I have copies of emails they've been exchanging which document the affair and a list of the dates and times they met at the motel for you"

I felt so sorry for the sudden look of shock on her face as she digested my words and tried to make sense of them.

"Oh my god! Are you sure?"

"You can ask your husband Mrs. Mathews. He's standing right behind you."

She turned and looked at him and he suddenly broke down crying.

"I'm sorry, Marge. I'm so sorry."

Her face was ashen as she turned back to back to me and I expressed my own sorrow.

"I'm sorry too Mrs. Mathews that we married such sorry excuses for mates. I'm also sorry for you and your children. You should realize that my wife may be pregnant by your husband. I guess we won't do anything about that until it happens."

Handing her the package I told her she could do what she wanted with it and then turned and walked away. She looked so dazed and sad that I was almost grief stricken. I wish there had been a way to shield her from this devastation.

I had done what I set out to do and headed back home. When I got there Mona's car was gone and I didn't know or care where she'd gone. Just a short time ago I felt incomplete unless she were around or I thought she were safe somewhere else. Now, I didn't care. I changed my clothes and started cutting the grass.

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EPILOGUE

Mona was pregnant and against her families wishes she opted for an abortion. She's now essentially estranged from them.

Our divorce went through as I'd initially proposed and I'm now single looking for a new wife. I've been burned once by someone whom I thought I could trust without question, so I'm bothered by what new criteria I should use to select a new one. I've been going to therapy and doing research on psychological morality. Don't know whether it will help at all, but I'm still looking.

I did get one more chance to have some revenge on Mona. Two years after our divorce I heard that she was engaged and found out whom she was marrying. After I laid on him what I'd experienced in my marriage to her he backed away from the engagement. It was a small victory and I've got mutual friends who will tell me if she tries again.

The Mathews didn't divorce but I understand she's keeping him on a very short leash. I guess having kids can overcome having to break up a family. I'm glad I found out about Mona before we started our family.