"Oh, cherie, I thought you knew—after all, they lived together. They were lovers for years. Oh my god, how could you not know," she said, a worried frown now encompassing her exotic face.
"There must be some mistake," I said, grasping at straws, "My wife has lived with me continuously for the last twenty-six years. That is our bedroom with the wallpaper we hung together. That is our bed that we still sleep in TOGETHER," I said.
"I should go," she said beginning to rise.
"No! SIT," I said, "You don't drop this on me and then just flee. Who are you and how do you know my wife and me and FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, WHO IS PHILLIPE."
The story came out slowly and reluctantly. Avril's husband, Philippe Du Monte, was a painter and world-renowned restoration expert. In 1989, he had been hired to restore six paintings vandalized on the South Mall. I remembered the incident of the man who thought he was the reincarnation of Michelangelo and needed to fix the paintings. After an extensive search the State Office of General Services hired a Canadian firm to do the restoration. There was some controversy at the time about hiring out-of-state, but the experts were quite firm. They wanted only the best. Nothing less would do. Apparently, Philippe Du Monte was the man chosen.
Shortly after Philippe arrived to begin work, the affair started. He met Karen in the South Mall when he was working in the Museum building. She worked in the Tower building. They were virtually on top of each other. Avril and Philippe had an open marriage, at her insistence.
"We were young and did not wish to miss anything, but mature enough to understand each other's needs," she said.
She was happy that he found someone when he was away. He traveled back and forth to Montreal, but spent most of his days and nights in Albany for three years. Then, there was the period that began in the summer of 1990 when he moved into my house and stayed. Avril visited on a number of occasions. She knew I was away and still married to Karen, but the reason was never explained. She assumed that I knew of the relationship and approved.
"I just assumed. She spoke of you lovingly and praised you as a husband and father. I understood that Philippe moved in because you could not be with her, and there were such small children. Two boys who needed a man's influence and a lonely woman. We had two girls in their teens, away at boarding school. Philippe spent their holidays with us. Karen spent Christmas 1990 at our house in Mont Royal. My daughters loved her and the boys as I did. How could you not know?"
Whatever doubts I still had about her tale were dispelled, as 1990 had been an... unusual year. A monster invaded his oil-rich neighbor and sent my country and others to war. I had foolishly stayed in the Naval reserves, albeit the inactive reserves. I had left the Navy as a senior Lieutenant and was promoted in the reserves to a full Commander, the result of the work I did in the reserves and on government contracts. My skills were in high demand that August; I was surprised they waited until Saddam's troops crossed the Kuwait border to activate me. The telegram came on the sixth of August. I was gone two days later and woke up on August 9th aboard the Ike. The next ten months of my life were something equivalent to a nightmare played out above the Persian Gulf, Saudi Arabia, Kuwait, and Iraq.
The one thing that kept me sane was the belief that at home waited a loving wife and two incredible boys. They were all mine, and I was going home to them. When the Grumman F-14 Tomcat engine flamed out on a flight with me in it, I knew I would survive because Karen waited. I was on my way from the Eisenhower to Saudi Arabia. It was January 16, 1991, the day before we started air combat. I didn't worry; the pilot and I ran through the restart engine routines. Each effort failed until our last Hail Mary attempt. It should not have worked—the book said it would not—but it did.
A half-dozen times I saw men die, sometimes close enough for me to wear their blood. Cables failed, planes crashed, and more men were casualties from my maintenance crews than pilots. It's a fact of war. The collateral casualties are always the greatest in number and the least well reported. Accidents happen while men under enormous pressure try to do what should be impossible. We were hurling heavier than air ships into the sky and bringing them down safely... most of the time.
No matter; Karen and the boys waited safe at home for me. They spent part of the Christmas of 1990 in Montreal. I never knew why until now. I remember Kevin talking excitedly about being in a strange city and the two girls, Simone and Suzan, sisters. No mention was made of anyone else, and a not quite six-year-old was not clear on a poor phone connection from the other side of the world. I told Karen I loved her every chance I got, but it wasn't often and apparently it was not enough, although the affair was already apparently a year in progress by the time I left.
"She loves you dearly and with all her heart. Philippe was her second man, her petite passion, her older experienced lover. She did not have much experience. They were, as the saying goes, in love with being in love. As much friends as lovers," she said looking at me as if this explanation should mean something.
"When Philippe died three months ago from a stroke she came to his funeral. I asked for you, and she said you were well. She told me that the last of the boys had moved out, and you and she were happy and still in love. I was happy for her even in my grief. I brought the painting since Philippe requested that she have it. I should have realized and given it to her then. It is magnificent, no?" she said looking at me for validation.
I rose up walked forward, looking directly at the evidence of my wife's complete betrayal.
"It is very beautiful. He has captured her better than any photograph. He has her exactly. A beautiful whore," I said.
Avril gasped, "No! No! You must understand theirs was a thing of beauty, innocent love. Please understand," she pleaded.
I could only shake my head.
She tried for half an hour to convince me of something, I was not sure what. She hesitated to leave the painting lest I destroy it.
"It is very valuable. Please promise me that you will see it safely to Karen," she said.
"Why not? I shall not move it from where it sits. She is nothing to me now."
Avril left, still explaining and crying softly.
"Please, speak to Karen— do nothing foolish. You need not let it trouble you..." she said, as the door closed on her. And on my life as I had known it.
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20 YEARS SECRETS AND AFFAIRS
are they easier to cope with than one more recent, TK U MLJ LV NV
Hope the painting is destroyed by the end
The husband should film himself urinating on and then lighting the portrait on fire. That won't resolve anything, but it will make for a good piece to the story.
MY SEQUEL TO THIS CHAPTER
My apologies to RichardGerald for posting this here. I am happy to remain a nony mouse but if he wants to post this as a new story rather than as a comment then please feel free. I have assumed that Avril has told Rob more than was revealed in this chapter but nothing more than what Karen reveals in chapter 2. My sequel takes the form of a letter to Karen, written by Rob and left on the table. Please excuse the non-USA spelling of some words. Here she blows!
My dearest Karen,
For two days now I have sat and looked at the painting of you, and it is indeed a beautiful painting. I see the room we decorated together, your grandmother’s chair, and the bed we shared, made love in, and snuggled in with our boys when they were young. I see the love in your eyes and the enigmatic smile on your face, just as I have seen it for all our married lives. But now I know that I was not alone in sharing those special moments and building those intimate memories. The love and affection that I imagined we equally shared turns out to be less than equally shared. You received all of mine, but I did not receive all of yours
I know you will say you love me, and that your affair was a loving and beautiful one and somehow justified because of that. Avril certainly felt that way but I cannot share that opinion. If it was so beautiful why did you hide it from me for the almost 20 years it went on for? No matter how I try to see it from your point of view I still see a wife who has lived two lives – one with her husband and one with her lover.
From what Avril has told me your affair started soon after the birth of Kevin. She also told me that you were going through a period of depression and had lost interest in sex, and that Phillipe had re-kindled your appetite and that I was the benefactor. I suppose I should be grateful for that, but I rather think you never entered the liaison with the object of improving our marriage. Hell, there are plenty of professional councillors who do nothing but get marriages back on track, but I suppose a good fuck was quicker and cheaper. If only you had been honest and confided in me at that time we may have moved on and made our marriage even stronger. Instead, you have deceived me in a cruel and heartless way.
Your incredible deceit is made even worse because although your lover and his wife had an understanding and acceptance that they would seek love and sex outside of their marriage, I recall no such agreement between us that you could also partake in a similar way. Yet this is exactly what you have been doing for almost 20 years. While your lover, his wife, and you were in on the secret, your loving cuckolded husband was not.
I know of two couples who have had rocky marriages, where in one case the wife had a brief affair and in the other the husband had one. Both affairs were short and the guilty parties owned up and begged forgiveness which was granted. Both marriages are still going strong over 16 years later. If they could do it, why couldn’t you? I think I would have forgiven you if you had ended it before I went to Kuwait, but we both know that your adultery actually increased once I had gone.
Karen, I don’t know if I ever told you, but the only thing that kept me going during the war was the thought of you and the boys waiting at home for me. Imagine the deep hurt I now feel when I look at that painting, knowing that as soon as I was out of the door your lover was taking my place, in our house, in our bedroom and in our bed. Did he sleep on the same side as me? Did he cuddle you and share intimate smiles like we did? Did you even think of me when I was away, or were you too preoccupied with your own selfish needs?
Which leads me to subject of the relationship I have with my boys. When your lover moved into our house Kevin was six and Oscar would have been only two. Do you have any idea at all of the psychological damage you have probably inflicted on them, especially on Oscar who was in his formative years when the bond between father and son is at its greatest? When you invited Phillipe in you not only got a lover but the boys got a surrogate father. They saw you and him living as they had seen us live, and must have wondered if this was normal. If that alone wasn’t enough, you compounded the damage by telling them they could never divulge your adultery to me, obligating them to always be careful in what they said. No wonder I seem to have an uneasy relationship with them. By living with your lover in our bed for 10 months you not only destroyed my trust in you, but you also destroyed the close bond that should exist between me and my sons. That was something that was not yours to give, and for this I can never forgive you.
And what about those little trips you did to Montreal? I now know that your deceit continued right up to the time Phillipe died, only three short months ago. Avril said that your physical relationship had ended years earlier, but that is little consolation when it had been continuing for almost the whole of our marriage.
As I write this I keep looking at the painting, but what I no longer see is the loving wife I had. She has been replaced by a heartless monster. Her smile is now a mocking laugh, a little “in joke” between her and her lover at my expense. In some way, the painting has steeled my resolve to divorce you as soon as possible. I am moving out tonight and will not be here when you read this. I am prepared to split everything 50/50, which should appeal to your sense of humour because 50% of your married life is what you gave me.
And please don’t even try to contact me to “explain”. I know you will be surprised, even hurt, by what I am doing. You will be wondering how I could be so heartless because for the last 20 years I was happy with you, and you haven’t changed so why do I want to divorce? But that’s the problem – you haven’t changed and you can’t change the past.
On the other hand, I am not the husband you left 2 days ago. I’ve realised that the marriage I thought I had was a sham. I thought I had a wife I could trust with my life, but that trust has gone. I thought I had a wife who shared my views on marriage, but I was so, so wrong. I thought I had a wife who was faithful and honest, but she has failed miserably on both counts. The wife I knew in my mind is dead and I’m grieving. The wife I had would never have done the things you did to me and my boys. So please, don’t try and impersonate her and pretend she has come back. The wife I knew, loved and cherished is dead and now I just want to mourn in peace.
Regards from Someone you once knew.
Rob placed the letter on top of the table by the painting, took off his wedding ring and placed it on top, then started carrying his belongings downstairs to the moving van.more...
What a crap!!! I bet it ends in cuckold/wimp!!! MINUS 5*!!!
She is the worst slut of wives, married and cheated in a way its beyond reality!!! How can people live with such a burden?? How can she look in the eyes of her husband how can she live a life out of lies and deception??? Its one of the deal breaker for partnership!!! And only insane or perverted people can refer to love to hold on on such a marriage!!!more...
I usually believe in redemption, not this time!
She is a weak willed, round heeled slut. This was no spontaneous short term dalliance, it was a continuous and deliberate affair that she and her "sophisticated" French Canadian friends described as something of a grand passion. On the contrary, she felt sorry for herself and was too self centered to pass on the opportunity. She even convinced their children to conceal the facts of her behaviour. She Has all the hallmarks of s sexual sociopath; he should kick her to the curb and get on with his life.more...
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