Becoming Her Wife Ch. 02

"I can't see how a women can let her husband do that sort of thing? I mean
how could you go home with your husband and make love to him knowing that he had
sex with a couple of men. I just don't understand that."

"I can but I was raised differently from you. I never heard that sex
between two people of the same sex was wrong. Forcing yourself on someone is
wrong and forcing someone to do something they don't want to is wrong. Allowing
some one to do something because they want to is not wrong. And forcing someone
to act in a way that is not natural to them is very wrong."

"That doesn't explain how a women isn't turn off knowing her husband just
sucked another man's thing and let it cum in his mouth." I told her

"You told me yesterday that you can understand why a women can do it with
another women. Tell me why you said that."

"A women taste's good she smells good just the texture of her pussy is
wonderful."

"Okay so you have a basis to go by. You know what she's smelling what
she's doing, tasting, right?" I told she was right. "Now don't you think I have
the same basis when it comes to giving a man pleasure. Don't you think I know
what it's like having his cock going in and out of my mouth? How I enjoy his
smell the tasted of his pre cum and his sperm. Can't you see how I can
understand the pleasure my husband would feel when he gives pleasure to another
man. I know you can't understand how a man can get pleasure from giving pleasure
to another man. That because you never have."

"So what are you telling me I have to suck a, you know a thing, to know
what turns you on about them." I asked

"Yes. I'm not saying I want you to or you have to do it. I just saying to
get a frame of reference you have to at least try it once." She told me. I
understood what she was saying it did make sense. I realized I didn't know what
a cock felt like or tasted like or what cum tasted like. So how could I
understand why a man likes giving head to another man or for that matter why a
women would. After I though about it for ten minutes Josie said

"Look enough talking about sex. I'm so horny I could chew nails right now.
Lets go do something I want to do." When I asked her what she wanted to do she
shouted shop. So we went shopping

She made me buy three new suits because she said mine were looking kind of
ratty which I knew was true. Then she took me to her hairdresser to have my hair
trimmed; mostly I had the split ends removed. I had a manicure because my nails
were pretty rough. While I was in the hair salon Josie left to do some more
shopping, she came back just as I was getting done.

She bought me two leather jackets one was like a sports coat while the
other was like a bomber jacket. Then we went to the S&M leather store. If it
wasn't for Josie I would never had the courage to walk into the place. Josie
strolled in like she owned the place.

When you first walk in you saw all kinds of clothing from chaps to full
coveralls. As we strolled toward the back you started getting more into the
sexual part. There were handcuffs, gags, whips and restrains of all kinds. Josie
had been picking up stuff as we walked around nothing in the sexual side thank
god. She handed me an arm full of cloths and told me to go try it on. Her voice
was more of an order than a request.

I went into the dressing room and put on the first pair of leather pants.
Just as I was getting it zipped up Josie opened the door. She checked the fit
and how my package fit inside them. She was spouting commands to me to turn and
how to stand. Then as she watched she had me change to another pair of pants.
Then she did the same thing. When I had tried on all the clothes and was back
down to just the panties she handed me a pair of boots They looked just like the
one's she had worn yesterday, but these where in my size.

"I just want you to see what it's like to wear them." She told me.

They hurt to stand in them. My calf muscles strained in ways they never
had to before. She handed me three more pairs of pants and told me to try them
on and to let her know if they fit. She left the dressing room taking all the
cloths I had already tried on, including the boots. It took me twenty minutes to
try on the three pair of pants but they didn't seem to fit no matter how hard I
tried to get them on. When I came out of the dressing room I found Josie at the
check out counter. She had ten boxes of things to be carried out and it was
already paid for. When I handed her the things that didn't fit she dropped them
on the counter to be left behind. I had a hell of a time getting everything to
the car. Luckily She had drove in her land rover, the Porsche would never had
carried everything we bought.

After getting take out food we drove back to her house. Josie handed me
several boxes and had me take them to her bedroom. When I was coming out of her
bedroom to get some more packages. I met Josie coming out of another bedroom.
She didn't say what she was doing and I didn't ask, but I knew it had something
to do with me and I wasn't sure I wanted to know.

After we had emptied the car Josie and I hung every thing up. Then I took
the take out food and put it bowls and heated it up in the microwave before
setting it on the table. Josie mean while had gone to her other bedroom. When
the table was set and dinner was ready I call her to eat

"You're going to spoil me." She said as she sat down at the dinning room
table. She added, "You know I think this is the first time I ever sat and ate
in here. You better watch it sir I just may trick you into marrying me."

"I should be so lucky." I told her before I could stop myself. Then to
cover my self I said "Sorry I shouldn't have said that."

"Why did you say it?" She asked

"I was just joking, but it didn't come out all that funny." I told

"Nick I told you I would never lie to you. I really don't like it if you
lie to me now why did you say that." I could tell she was pretty upset and I
didn't know what to do except tell her the truth."

"I really don't know why I said that, it just came out that's all." I told
her truthful

"Okay, but don't get visions of marrying me I don't think you can be the
man I need you to be and I can't be the women you want me to be. Let's just
enjoy the next six weeks and let it go at that." The rest of our meal was eaten
in silence. There was a line that was crossed and I was not sure who crossed it.
After dinner was over I asked?

"What are we doing tonight?"

"I have some business to attend to right now. Why don't you clean the
dishes and then you'll find some instructions in the bed room." She told me as
she left the room for her den.

I did up the dishes and turned on the dishwasher and then went to the
bedroom to find the instructions she had left for me. On the bed I found two
sets of cloths. One was a pair of my khaki pants with a button down shirt and
the leather sport coat. The other set was a pink nightgown with a matching robe
and pair of high heel slippers. Between the two sets of clothes I found two pair
of pink panties with a heart embroidered on each with the word Nikki on one and
Nick on the other embroidered in the center of the heart. I picked up the note
and it read

"My sweet Nick I'm giving you the option on what you want to do tonight.
You have to decide how far you want to take my dominance of you and how fast you
want to go. If you don't think you want to move that fast then shower and get
dressed as Nick. We will go out to one of the clubs and have a good time. If you
want to go a little faster and become Nikki for me then go into the bathroom and
follow the instructions that are taped to the mirror. If you decide on Nick
don't look at the instructions for Nikki. Either way you choose we're going to
have a fun time. My desire for Nick will not diminish because you became Nikki,
or because you didn't become Nikki."

I thought about this decision for a long time. I feared that if I choose
Nikki then before I knew it my nightmare from last night might come true. But I
was positive Josie wanted me to become Nikki for her. Why else would she go to
all this trouble? I knew I like wearing the panties. I really liked it because
she wanted me to, but could I be conformable as Nikki. I know when she is
pleased with me I feel so good, like I just won the lottery or something. After
much debating with myself I knew if I didn't try and became Nikki for her I
would regret it for a long time.

I dropped the note on the bed and went into the bathroom. On the mirror
was an envelope with Nikki's name written on it. It was taped to the mirror in
such a way that if I removed it she would know. I reached up and pulled the
envelope off the mirror and opened it.

"Dear sweet Nikki. I will be so glad you decided to become my Nikki. I
know we will have a lot of fun now; you will be my special girl only you and I
will know about her. As far as the rest of the world is concerned there is no
Nikki. To become my Nikki I want you to take the hair remover you will find on
the counter top below this letter. I want you to coat your body from the neck
down, including your under arms your pelvis area your legs and your bottom. If
you can't reach your back I will get it for you later. After you are completely
covered I want you to set the timer for twenty minutes.

You may start to feel an itching or burning during this time. Please let
the timer run it's course, this is so much easier then shaving and it will last
longer. Once the timer is done then you can shower it off. Make sure you use the
conditioner after you shampoo. After the shower and you are dry, use the
moisturizer all over you. It will help with any irritation. Make sure the
moisturizer is all rubbed in to your skin before you get dressed. Thank you
again, for doing this, I can't wait to see you."

Once my decision was made I got on with it. With in minutes I was
completely coated with hair remover and the timer was set. It had to be the
longest twenty minutes of my life. By ten minutes the burning and itching was
getting bad by fifteen minutes it was unbearable. By the time the timer binged I
was ready to scream. I jumped into the shower and let the spray cool my body as
I watched my body hair being rinsed down the drain.

After the shower I did as I was told with the moisturizer. Then cleaned up
any mess I had made before going into the bedroom. While I was in the bathroom
Josie must have come in and put Nicks clothes away. I put on the pair of panties
nightgown and the heels. Thank fully they were only two inches high. Under the
robe I found another note.

"When you are done getting dressed I want you to go into the entertainment
room. There you will find a glass of wine, enjoy the wine it comes from my
families vineyard. Sit on the couch and wait for me. When I know you are ready
for me I will make myself ready for you. Thank you for choosing this."

I went to the entertainment room and found the wine and sat down. I felt
very comfortable sitting there waiting for Josie. When I crossed my knees I
crossed them like I've seen countless other women do. The heel that dangled from
my foot looked very sexy to me.

Fifteen minutes later Josie walked into the room. She too was wearing a
nightgown, but hers was black. With her jet-black hair and her dark skin and the
shinny black nightgown she looked like a goddess to me. My cock had gotten hard
after I put on my nightgown now that I was seeing Josie it grew even harder. I
was beginning to wonder if I was going to cum with out it being touched.

I stood and she came to me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled
me down for a kiss. When our lips touched it was like I was being shocked with
electricity. The tingle was stronger then ever before. Over the last day I had
gotten use to the tingle and I could kiss her longer, but this time it was so
intense I couldn't last long at all. My cock throbbed as if it was going to cum
any second. I pulled my mouth from hers and broke the spell. She laid her head
on my chest panting for breath

"I don't know if you felt that, but it had to be the most intense kiss we
have ever shared. I thought I was going to have an orgasm just from that one
kiss." She told me as she got her breathing under control.

"I know I was afraid I was going too and I'd make a mess in my panties."
At the word panties Josie's whole body trembled.

"Please don't I want you to wear them all night? Should I get a condom in
case you can't control it?" She asked

"No I think I'll be ok. I'd hate to have to cover myself and stop this
wonderful feeling of the satin rubbing against me."

"Do you want me to get a condom and jerk you off then we can clean you up
and you'll be safe from any accidents." She said. Her words alone almost had me
cuming.

"No I'll try to hold out. Besides what about you, you need to cum too."

"Oh I was planning on you getting me off tonight. If I don't I may become
a raving lunatic." She told me. Then we kissed again. Instantly I knew I
wouldn't hold out through one more kiss, they were that intense. I pulled her
from my lips and said

"Maybe you better get that condom." She smiled up at me then kissed me
lightly before dashed into the bedroom. Mere seconds later she was standing in
front of me saying

"Raise your night gown and I'll put it on you." I raised my gown and held
it bunched up around my waist as she went to her knees. She then lowered my
panties and said as she rolled the condom down my cock.

"Oh Tanya was right you do have a nice cock. Not too big but big enough to
give me lots of pleasure. There you're all safe now. Do you want me to jerk you
off or do you want to wait to see if you cum with out it." She asked after the
condom was in place. I wanted her to do it but I told her I'll wait then she
said

"I can jerk you off while I lick your balls." Her tongue touched my ball
sack and the tingle went right through me and I came.

"Oh poor baby. You were so close." She said as she licked my balls some
more and jerked my cock in time with my cuming.

I collapsed on to the couch and Josie followed me down still licking my
balls. Josie was having fun as she squished it around my now softening cock. She
released me.

"When you get ready go clean yourself up and we can continue." She told me
as she ran her hands all over my now hairless legs. Then she said, "You know you
have some really nice legs. I'll bet they'll look great in stockings and
garters."

"Let me get cleaned up and if it's all right with you I'd like to talk
about this before we go to far." I said as I motioned to my now female clad
body."

"Of cause sweetie. I'll be waiting right here when you get back." She said
as she helped me to my feet. I went and clean my self off and went back into the
entertainment room Josie was putting a disk into the DVD player.

"Now my sweet what do you want to talk about?" She said as she sat down on
the couch and patted the seat next to her.

"I want to talk about how far you're going to take this dressing up
thing?" I asked as I sat next to her and she took my hand in hers.

"First of all you made the choice to dress up tonight. I gave you two
options. And this is what you chose. Do you feel I made you choose this one?"

"No I did choose this and I'm not sorry I did. I knew it would excite you
if I did do it. My problem is I don't won't to wind up looking like Tanya." I
could see a puzzled look on Josie's face then shock took its place.

"I hope you don't think I had anything to do with making Tanya the way she
is?" She studied my face then said "Oh my god you do. Let me set it straight I
didn't do that to her she did that all on her own." She was silent for a moment
then said

"Nikki why would I do that to her or you for that matter. If I wanted a
female lover I'd go out and get one. Don't you understand that for me someone
like Tanya as a lover is useless? She doesn't have a pussy to eat or a dick I
can fuck. If I want a man I want him to moaning in pleasure under me. I want his
cum inside me when we're done fucking. Tanya is a dear friend of mine but I
would never take her as a lover. And I'm not one of those bitches that get their
jollies from turning a perfectly normal guy into a half man half girl and then
dumping her to start on another."

"I'm sorry I just had a bad dream last night and it's still bothering me."
I told her. She asked me about the dream and then said

"You poor thing why didn't you say something earlier today. No I would
never do that. Not even to my husband. Oh sure I play at dress up and it really
excites me when men dress up to please me. But I would never ever do that.
Besides I couldn't do anything like that to you, you'll be leaving in six weeks,
the most I could do is pump you full of hormones but once you stop taking them
your own body would return you to normal. I guess taking you to see Tanya last
night was big mistake. I just thought you would get a kick out of it that's
all."

"It's ok as long as I know you won't try that on me. I really like being a
guy. I really like dressing up for you. This material feels great against my
skin. I like the way you tell what you want me to do; I like the control you
seem to have on me. I just don't want to end up like Tanya."

"I'll never do that to you. I know you have no way knowing if you can
believe me, but I wouldn't do that to you. I don't know what to say to make you
believe me." She said

"All I can do is trust you and for some reason I do I feel that we have
something between us. There is a reason we met when we did and I want to find
out what it is." I told her as I took her hand in mine. Then we kissed and again
the tingle was so intense. Gasping for breath we pulled away.

"Tell me does this happen to you every time you kiss some one. I know I
kissed a lot of girls and it's never happen to me before?" I asked her

"No it's never been like this, nothing even close to it not that I have a
lot of experience." She told me

"What do you mean your not that experienced?"

"You have to understand I don't find many men that appealing. I set my
standards kind of high." I laughed and said

"You've got to be kidding. You picked me didn't you?"

"Nikki you are one in a million. You are great looking and a hell of a
kisser. Plus you don't walk around with a chip on your shoulder. You are cordial
to women; you don't try to force yourself on them. If they say no you don't
think it means not yet. No you are one in a million."

"Thank you, but you must have had other boyfriends. Didn't you?"

"No not many. Most will put up with my antics for a date or two but none
of them wanted to make a long-term commitment of it. Most guys don't like my
bossy attitude. They think they can control me after I date them once or twice.
Like I said you are one in a million."

"You're not a virgin are you?" I asked

"Lord no I've had my share of sex. More most likely." There was something
there that was left unsaid I knew better then to ask. She then claimed my mouth
with hers.

My hands slid over her body her nipples harden to my touch. Then she
forced me down flat on to the couch as she lay on top of me. I took her firm ass
cheeks in my hand and gave them a squeeze. Josie moaned into my mouth as her
body slid like a snake on top of me. She pulled her mouth from mine and said