Becoming the Man He was Meant to Be Pt. 01

"Oh fuck! God Billy your cock is amazing!" She screamed as she came while he continued to drive his full length in and out of her.

Billy's emotions were a torrent of mixed feelings as he came inside his sister. Their combined passionate cries clued everyone in the to the hot siblings incest. Tony who had just cum in an unknown mouth got to his feet and found the light switch. As eyes recovered from the blindness of the sudden illumination they saw the couple holding each other as they recovered from their powerful orgasms. The orgy continued for a couple more hours with every conceivable combination of players occurring. Finally the participants began to give into sexual and physical exhaustion. One by one they found a spot to sleep. A couple alone, most with another's naked flesh pressed to them. Sherry and Kelly left their guests around four am and cuddle up together in Sherry's bed.

Billy awoke about an hour after dawn needing to piss very badly. He stumbled down the hall and found a bathroom. When he looked through the curtains and saw the full light of day he panicked. He ran back to the playroom and shook Jake hard as he babbled that they were late and going to be in for it. When he explained to a very sleepy Jake that the sun was already high in the sky his friend understood immediately. They had been out all night without telling their parents and had missed morning chores. Billy knew his father was already going to be in bad mood over Connie's sudden departure. They scrambled to find their clothes and head home while the others rolled over and went back to sleep. It was well after noon when Sherry came into the playroom and announced that breakfast was served.

Chapter 14 -- Orgy Afterglow (Aftermath)

With no real reason to be modest considering how intimately they knew one another the remaining party goers gathered around Sherry's dining table without bothering to dress. Wearing the same sexy robe she had started out in the night before Sherry served up an old fashion country breakfast. The group ate heartily and was especially grateful for the large pitchers of orange juice. After breakfast Sherry offered her guests the use of her bathrooms for showering. All enthusiastically accepted the invitation.

Larry and Janet shared one shower and gently made love after washing each other. Seeing each other fuck multiple other partners and the excitement of having so many new experiences had once again strengthened the bond between the couple. They were happy to be alone for a bit and just enjoy each other. Serena and Jillian shared another shower. There was no sex in that shower. They just gently washed each other's sexy bodies. At Tony's request Sherry and Kelly took Connie with them. They had already washed so they concentrated on washing the former farm girl. Connie had several gentle orgasms as the two whores washed and teased her body.

Jeremy and Tony each showered alone. Tony knew he could have had any of the others but preferred to be alone. As he washed away the remnants of the wild evening he smiled. He was a very happy man. He also felt very lucky. But there was a tinge of worry underlying his happiness. He was sure that he would always have Serena and Connie. However, he could not know what would happen when Jeremy graduated. At that moment Tony could not bare the thought of not having his sexy sub stud in his life.

Jeremy was having far different thoughts. As the warm water washed the sudsy lather from his body, Jeremy reached down and fondled his growing cock. He closed his eyes and thought briefly of the orgy and the mass of writhing naked flesh he had been a part of. But as if a spot light had been shown in his fantasy soon all he could see was he and Tony. Jeremy reached around and slipped a finger into his still soapy ass as he remembered the feeling of Tony fucking him in front of everyone. He stroked his cock thinking of Tony until a small squirt of cum oozed from his little slit. His orgasm was a shudder of pure joy. He was in love with Tony. It was a kind of love he never imagined that he could feel for another man. He knew it was a more powerful connection than he had ever before known.

After the showers the six remaining party goers put on the clothes that Sherry and Kelly had managed to gather up from the parlor and playroom. The Hendersons went home to their bed to rest up before it was time to open the pub. Jillian went across the street to begin settling into her new home. Tony dropped Serena and Jeremy off at the hotel. She needed to change and Jeremy being on vacation was going to sleep. Tony took Connie to the office to meet her new boss, Jack. Fortunately her suitcase was still at the office so she had something more appropriate to change into. Sherry and Kelly returned to cuddling in Sherry's bed. Sherry was much happier with Kelly as her bedmate than she ever was with Jeff.

When Billy dropped Jake off the look in his friend's father's eyes told a scary tale. Jake didn't even have any brothers to lessen the burden of morning chores. As late as it was that meant Jake's father and his sister must have had to handle everything. As Billy drove away he heard the old farmer who was rougher around the edges than his own father yelling at Jake.

"What the fuck were you doing out all night you no account excuse for a son? I had to take your sisters away from their damn chores to help me do your fucking work boy! That left your sweet tired mother to do more work. You best not have been in some whore's cunt!"

"No Sir. Me and Billy was just out fooling around and we had a few beers. I am sorry. We fell asleep is all."

"Shit what a dumb assed excuse. Anyway I hope you ain't saying you are a little queer boy and you and Billy was sucking each other's nasty cocks. Fuck I could see you being a queer but not old Billy Dimpler."

"Pop, I swear it weren't nothing like that. I ain't queer," Jake lied while silently praying his father would believe him.

The truth was Alexander Stanson, Jake's father had sucked a lot of cock when he was Jake's age. Had he been true to himself he would have accepted that he was gay. But that simply wasn't something he could do. So he suppressed his desires and found a girl that would marry him. Even though his marriage was mostly loveless, his wife was about the only good thing he had. He often felt bad that he simply could no longer get hard for her. He was an unhappy man who had given up his true self to be what others thought he should be. His own sexual leanings were the reason he so quickly jumped to the conclusion that his son might be out sucking cock. However, he couldn't imagine that Billy Dimpler would be a cock sucking fag. Alex had known Billy's father all his life. He had no doubts that Robert Dimpler was a straight arrow and wouldn't be raising up no queer boy. He figured if anything queer had gone on it was Jake that done it. He knew young men were horny all the time and lots of them wouldn't turn down a free suck.

"Damn, son, you know I got to take you out back and wail the tar out of you. You got to learn responsibility and you can't be no fag around here!"

"I know pop and don't worry I like girls."

Mr. Stanson was not one of those fathers that enjoyed physically punishing his children. It was part of his job like any other chore. He had to teach the boy. If he is queer I will just have to beat it outta him he thought to himself as they walked to the back yard.

When Billy got home his father was out in the fields with Don. The first one he saw was his little brother, Teddy.

"Billy, you are really in for it. You best go find some of that stuff takes the sting outta sketter bites and rub it all over you butt," He said with mischievous grin. I ain't never seen pop so mad as he was at breakfast. First Connie left to move to her new apartment without even saying goodbye and then you were out all night."

"Hush up, Ted. I am a man now. I can stay out iffin I want to."

"Well you may think that is so, but pop was cursing about cold teats and you being an ungrateful lazy son in front of momma. He don't hardly seem to think you are some big man now."

Billy pushed Teddy aside and went to his room. He was a little worried about making his father so mad, but even a strap to his bare ass was worth the night he had had. The worse thing at that moment was the mixed feelings he was having over fucking his sister. He loved it and felt ashamed over it at the same time. As he contemplated his feelings the thought of his father knowing what happened popped into his head. He wondered what his father would do if that happened. He needed to talk to someone about his thoughts. He wished he could see Tony, but he knew it might be awhile before he got away from the farm again. He didn't have much time to contemplate his feelings before his father burst into the room.

"Well at least you ain't dead. You got an explanation for why you worried your momma half to death and left your chores for others to do, boy?" Mr. Dimpler asked in a surprisingly calm tone.

"I am sorry, poppa. Jake and I ran into some girls we knew last year in school. We had a couple beers and well things led to other things. We lost track of the time."

"Billy you trying to tell me you got yourself a girlfriend now?"

"Well gee I don't know if you would exactly call her a girlfriend."

"What the hell would you call her after you spent the whole night with her?"

"Pop it was just something happened. You know how it is with boys and girls my age."

"I knowed how it is and you ain't no little boy anymore. There's consequences when you start messing with pussy."

Billy was stunned to hear his father say a word like pussy. It was rare that Mr. Dimpler cussed at all. A bar of soap had been liberally used on the children's mouths to teach them to keep their language clean and Mr. Dimpler provided a good example. Billy didn't really know what to say. He had started with the idea that a half truth would be easier pull off than an outright lie. Now it seemed he was in for an uncomfortable conversation with his father.

"Well boy did you fuck that girl last night?" His father demanded to know.

"Um, yes, I couldn't resist. It was my first time ever doing that. We was kissing and stuff and she just kept a rubbing on me and telling me how handsome I was and all. I didn't really know what was happening until we was both almost all naked. It was really her idea. After well I fell asleep with her."

Mr. Dimpler wasn't entirely sure his son was telling the truth. He was reasonably sure that Billy had fucked someone but the circumstances didn't seem right.

"Billy are you ok son?"

"Yeah I think so pop. I feel a little odd. What we did was fun and all, but I don't love her none. I thought sex stuff was about love."

Billy pressed the lie hopping his father's concern would lessen or eliminate the punishment he had coming. His father set down on the bed next to him and put his arm around his shoulder.

"This is kind of hard to explain. You know people aren't so different from them animals out there. God made us all want to have sex so we would make babies. Them dumb animals they don't have any thoughts like us or feelings really. So they just have sex with whatever partner is available. People though we have emotions and a sense of right and wrong. That helps us resist our natural urges until we are with the right person."

"Are you saying I did wrong last night? Cuz the truth is I don't feel like it was wrong."

"Well I can't really say that you wuz wrong, Billy. Hell you had yourself years of built up natural desire. Pretty girl starts to rubbin her pussy on a fella and nature has a way of over powering common sense. But son, that's when you have to remember your responsibilities. It is one thing to give into nature when a girl like that seduces you. I can't hardly fault you for that. But not getting your butt home after I can't abide."

"I know pop and I am really sorry. But I need to ask, what if next time I see her she wants to do that again. What am I supposed to do? I think my natural urges might want to do it again."

"Well I can't really tell you what to do. You got to decide what kind of man you want to be. Are you going to be the kind that beds any skirt that will open her legs for him? Or you going to be the kind of man that attracts a good woman like your mother. You know if you start messing with too many of them easy girls the nice ones won't want to have nuttin to do with you."

"I will try to remember that if something like this happens again."

"Good. Now you know I am going to have to help you remember about not neglecting your responsibilities."

"Yes, Sir, I know."

Billy knew he was in for a pretty good whipping. But he didn't really mind at that point. He had had a great time at the orgy. More importantly though he had had the best conversation he had ever had with his father. He knew Tony was right about his father being there for him. Though there would still be many things he would never discuss with him the door was open for a more honest and loving relationship between them. He hung his head shamefully as he followed his father down the stairs and out the back door. His mother and Sharon had been instructed to stay in the front of the house. That suited them fine. They knew what was going to happen and they didn't wish to be witnesses. Billy's younger brothers found a window in Seth's room where they had a good view to watch the punishment. They both thought the idea of Billy getting an ass-whopping was funny. Don busied himself elsewhere. He had no desire to see what he figured was going to be pretty brutal. His father's anger over Connie needed an outlet. Billy's ass was likely to be that outlet.

"Drop them drawers son. You know you deserve it bare assed," Mr. Dimpler said calmly.

Billy had no idea what he deserved. He also wasn't going to argue with his father. He quickly lowered his pants and braced himself against the wall of the tool shed. As he presented his bare buttocks for punishment, Billy decide that he did deserve a bare-assed beating. He had fucked his sister and worse wanted to do it again. Mr. Dimpler laid the leather strap hard on his son's bare ass almost twenty times before he dropped it to the ground and went into the house devastated by what he had done. He had gone beyond punishment and he knew why. Although he didn't really know what was going on he was angry and devastated over Connie's sudden departure. He feared she too was involved in bad behavior. Billy was afraid to move since his father had not said anything. He remained there with his pants down and the cool air giving him slight relief from the searing pain of his abused ass. Billy struggled to fight back the few tears that trickled from his eyes. Though he didn't want to, Mr. Dimpler had to summon his wife to tend the cuts and welts on her son's ass.

"Oh lord, son," Mrs. Dimpler exclaimed upon seeing Billy's backside. "He didn't mean it, baby. I know he is sorry. He never would have sent me out here if he had wanted to do this to you. It was a bad night."

Mr. Dimpler had gone to his room and was sobbing in his hands. He was ashamed to have been so brutal and to have done that to his son. He was also immensely proud of his son. He had taken the punishment like a real man without objection. He knew he had raised a good boy. Worse he was scared for the fate of his youngest daughter.

"It's ok momma, I know he loves me. He wants me to be a good man like him."

"You are a good man Billy. Your father loves you more than you will know," She said as she rubbed salve on the wounds. "He doesn't show things much I know. I have to tell you this wasn't all about you. He is tore up inside about Connie."

"I know that too momma," Billy said, still fighting tears while enjoying the feel of the salve being rubbed on his bare flesh. "I understand how he feels about Connie. She is special to me too."

Mrs. Dimpler couldn't help but notice the size of Billy's cock as she carefully bandaged his bottom. His long cock was hanging freely between his open legs. The slight arousal Billy was feeling from the salve being rubbed into his bare bottom while not causing a full erection had sent enough blood to lengthen it from its flaccid state. Billy was only the third grown man she had ever seen naked. His equipment made that long ago Ballmon man look like a little boy. While Billy's father sported a more than ample cock clearly he was not the model for Billy's penis. Though she knew she should just look away she was too fascinated to resist ogling her son's impressive pole as she finished the bandaging. She was a bit embarrassed by her secret thoughts. She wondered what it would be like to go to bed with him. As Connie was her husband's favorite Billy was hers. She had never had a sexual thought about her son before. The tingling in her loins made her hope her husband would be willing to go for afternoon sex the first time in years."

"Ok, that is the best I can do for now. You will live but don't plan on sitting for awhile. This evening I am going to have to clean it up again. Right now I need to go tend to your father's wounds."

"Thanks momma," Billy said as he pulled up his pants while trying to hide his cock from his mother's view.

He took a walk out toward the meadow to think about all that had happened. He was oddly happy that his father had been so brutal. He wished that he could talk to him and tell him it was ok. But there was no way to explain why he deserved the beating. He was also concerned about the reaction he had had to his mother's nursing and what might happen when she once again touched his ass. He was relieved when it was decided Don could take care of the bandage change. Mrs. Dimpler had her own concerns about her reaction to seeing her boy naked again.

In the end it was clear that the orgy and the days that followed were the source of self revelation for all of the participants. In those few days before Ballmon's spring session began all of them came to understand more about themselves.

Tony's transformation from a shy, socially inept yet competent young businessman to the man he was born to be was nearly complete. He had embraced his sexual dominance and bisexuality. He was becoming ever more comfortable with idea of his being able to feel deep love for multiple partners at the same time. He was cognoscente of his ability to attract a great many people male and female as lovers. He knew well that he had changed Jeremy's feelings about sex partners. There was no question of his little mop-top sub's devotion. There was also no doubt in Tony's mind about his deep love for Jeremy. Tony felt love for many people at that point. But Jeremy was special and stood above even Serena in his heart. Ty was also very special to Tony, but in a different way than Jeremy. He loved Ty and considered him his best friend. It was that friendship that made the relationship so special. Tony couldn't wait to see his fun loving surfer boy and tell him all about the events in Endeavor that winter.

The other young men in Tony's life each held a different place in his heart. Young Billy whose virginity he had taken felt like a protégé. Tony doubted he would ever give up wanting to play with Billy's oversized cock. He knew Brian was likely to be a short lived thing. He had helped a shy unsure kid blossom. He doubted Brian would ever refuse him but knew in the long run the kid needed a steady boyfriend and those three friends he liked to play with more than he needed a domineering master that mostly gave him to others for amusement. Steve was a bit of a paradox in Tony's mind. He had shared everything with him including feelings he didn't even share with Ty. There was always an undercurrent of sex but it just never seemed to happen. Tony had little doubt that there would continue to be occasional spankings and blow job exchanges. Friends with benefits was the closest term Tony could find for that relationship. JJ and Bob were like a pair of wild cousins. He liked them as buddies and thought they were funny. They were also cute and it was no secret that they were available to Tony anytime and anywhere. He still didn't know why he had continued to rebuff them. Even Don had become a kind of buddy. They weren't bosom buddies but the experience of watching Don fuck Cindy had cemented a bond. He had also realized that Burton and Jack were more friends than employees. There were other guys too, but those relationships were mostly about the sex: Larry, Tim and Jake.