Becoming the Man He was Meant to Be Pt. 01

As for women that area still remained complicated. Serena was his love and in a very real since his property. He had no doubts about her devotion, loyalty or love. He was also very much in love with Connie. Were he a different man she was the one who he would make his wife. He still felt the need to work on Serena's jealousy. He never even got a hint of jealousy from Connie. She had not lied to him when she pledged to be his on his terms. He knew he had three amazing pets that he could expect to do anything he asked; Jeremy, Serena and Connie. He also was learning the limits of his power and knew not to ask for anything they could not give. Sherry was another interesting relationship. He knew he could own her if he wanted to, but he preferred to continue their original relationship. They cared for each other and enjoyed each other privately. Sex was different with her, special without any pretense. It was just simple lovemaking. Kelly and Jillian also were beginning to take a place in his heart. They were mostly playthings, whores. But he happened to like whores. Those two he liked a lot.

There were three other women he thought about. His feelings for Janet differed slightly from his feelings for her husband. Larry was a nice guy who was fun to have in a group. He would never seek him out alone. But Janet was definitely a fun fuck and a sweet lady. The idea of fucking her behind Larry's back was the most exciting part of the relationship however. Sharon was not someone he could see continuing with in the long term. He did however find the sister act a naughty bit of kink. He wondered if making Connie participate with her sister in a threesome would be beyond her limits. The third woman was Cindy, Don's girlfriend. He had decided that he was going to seduce and fuck her. Watching her with Don had raised a desire that had remained with him. If he thought Don would go for a threesome that would work, but Don seemed far too rigid on the subject. It was clear to Tony that Cindy wanted to try other cock. Her kinky little thing of looking at pictures of naked men while she fucked Don was a clear indication she was ready to explore even if Don wasn't.

Serena's revelations centered on her feelings about Tony's other relationships. The year's earlier threesome had been hard on her. She was not prepared to watch him with another. She feared a return to those feelings. But as Tony changed and became more confidant and she became more and more his submissive pet she began to not only accept his other lovers but be excited about them. Seeing her lover grown into a powerful, dominant, socially confidant man thrilled her. She would do anything he desired. His happiness was her happiness. She also found that being told to fuck others was incredibly arousing. When he watched her fuck others she could hardly contain her passion and lust.

Rekindling her relationship with Jillian had also been a big lift. She had not realized how much she missed having female lovers while she was exclusively fucking Tony over the years. She and Jillian had basically given each other up for money. Having a real lover makes it hard to sell your body they thought. For Jillian, Serena was one of the few lovers she really enjoyed without being paid. Now they could have it all it seemed thanks to Tony. He would always be special to Jillian for that alone.

Serena also quickly became attached to her new sister, Connie. Tony had decided that they should sleep together. The intimacy and their shared position as Tony's pets quickly cemented a connection between them. Tony was very pleased with the growing connection between his girls.

Connie's world was in complete upheaval as was her sense of what was right and wrong. She loved Tony with all her heart. Everything about him excited her and made the bond stronger. She could not imagine anything that he could ask her to do that she would refuse him. Being with Serena had helped Connie to fully embrace her bisexuality. She had always had fun when she played sexually with other females. But that was simply play. From that first night in the hayloft when Tony encouraged her to lick her sister's hairy cunt Connie had felt the powerful stimulus of sex with another woman to make a man happy. It was not until she was alone with Serena and they made love because they wanted to not as show for Tony that she felt the real power a woman had to give her pleasure. Some nights Connie felt as if Serena knew her body better than she did.

Connie and Serena both liked Jeremy a lot. It made them happy when Tony would tell them to do things with Jeremy. He was a sweet guy and great lover. His chubby little cock felt good in their mouths and his cum was unusually tasty. They also enjoyed just having him around in non sexual situations. He had served as their escort when they went to the big city with Jillian to shop. There was a lot of fun and joking and of course flirting on those trips. But there was never sex. That was due to Jeremy. Tony had not placed any restriction on Serena and Connie and Jillian was basically a free agent. So the girls were free to fuck Jeremy whenever they wanted. Tony didn't need to place restrictions on Jeremy, he imposed them on himself. To Jeremy there were only four allowed sexual liaisons: with Tony, when Tony ordered it, when Tony granted permission and with Larry and Janet. The Hendersons were a given in his mind although he was at the point that he would have given them up if Tony asked.

The only dilemmas in Connie's life were the situation with her family and her attraction to her brother. She had not spoken to anyone in her family since leaving the farm so she did not know that there really weren't any issues. Her father had no idea about her having sex with Tony and was just upset over the sudden departure. Her mother was far too worried about her own thoughts about Billy's penis to be too concerned over her daughter sleeping with a nice man like Tony. Don and Billy were happy for Connie to be with their friend Tony. Her desires for Billy would not be so easily dismissed however. She had truly loved having sex with her brother. Other than Tony, Billy was the best fuck she had ever had. She even liked when Tony exposed them to the others. It was a naughty thrill to have others know she had ridden her brother's big cock. Even though she still had doubts about it being right she wanted to be with him again. She wanted to lick his huge cock all over and suck as much as she could. She wanted to mount his rigid shaft and feel it press into her cervix. She wanted him to climb on top of her again and fuck her hard and deep as he had done that night. Secretly she wished Tony would just tell them to fuck so that she would have to do it and there would be no reason for guilt. Anything she did for Tony was ok.

Jillian was very happy as she settled into her new life. For the first time since she ran away from home at twelve she had a family. She loved Serena and felt like Connie was the little sister she had always longed for. She had quickly become attached to Tony. To her he was more pimp than anything else. She could be as submissive as anyone if the john was willing to pay. But she knew she would never truly be one of Tony's pets. She also loved the new house she was to run and her girls. Jillian was anxious for the college boys to return so she could really get her new life going.

The orgy had settled one dilemma for Billy while leaving him with an even larger one. He no longer had questions about his sexuality. Sex with guys was fun but it paled in comparison to the feelings he had while eating and fucking pussy that night. But the way he felt with Connie left him conflicted over something that he found much harder to reconcile. The best part of the evening for him had been fucking Connie. Being with her again consumed his thoughts in the days that followed the orgy. Even being queer didn't seem as bad a thing to him as having those desires for his sister. He avoided his desires by avoiding seeing Connie. Even though his father had made no pronouncements about staying on the farm, Billy banned himself from going into town.

It was not as easy for him to avoid Jake. Though Billy hadn't decided to give up sex with guys completely, he was no longer interested in sex with Jake. Other than Tony, Billy wasn't sure he would want sex with any guy. He knew he would never refuse Tony. Jake on the other hand had totally settled all doubt in his mind about his sexuality. During the orgy he had had no interest in the women. He had eaten pussy when it was pressed to his face, but had not sought it or fucked a single female that night. He knew that he was gay and intended to find a way to live his life with a male partner. Billy was his current choice to be that partner. He had always been close to Billy and was verging on obsession once he had embraced his sexuality. Billy's excuses when he rebuffed his friend's advances weren't strong enough to really dissuade Jake.

Jake had fared better than Billy with the punishment also. While Jake's father had wanted to wale into his son's hide to cure him of any queerness, Mr. Stanson couldn't bring himself to be so cruel. Jake's pants remained up and the halfhearted lashes were barely felt through the stiff material of his jeans. When he finished, Mr. Stanson told his confused son that he loved him and always would no matter what. The old man decided that day that his son's happiness was more important than what people thought about queers.

For Janet and Larry things became almost crystal clear. They were both bisexual and loved sharing. They both got a thrill seeing their partner having sex with other people. They both wanted as much variety in their sex lives as they could have. They also loved each other more with each new encounter. The week following the orgy they spent a great deal of time openly discussing all their feelings on their sex lives. They felt a strong connection to Jeremy, but the orgy made them realize he was not enough. The last revelation they shared both had feared might destroy everything they were building. But the honesty of the week gave them courage. As the New Year dawned the Hendersons agreed to a completely open marriage.

They would continue to have shared sex with others but each was open to the other having sex outside the group scenes. The only condition was complete honesty between them. The honesty began with them sharing everything that had happened without the other to that point. Janet told Larry about fucking Jeremy and Tony. Larry told her about the two guys whose cocks he had sucked and the one who had fucked him over the last couple of years. They had all been Ballmon students.

Sherry and Kelly embraced their feelings for each other. Neither would ever be exclusively lesbian as both liked cock. But after Jeff, Sherry found the softness of a female bedmate was preferable to a steady guy. Kelly whose original affection for Sherry was more like daughter for mother in her mind realized that she had been in love with her Madam for a long time. For them cock was for fun and profit, love was reserved for each other. The big bedroom Sherry once shared with Jeff became a very happy place of sanctuary for them. Kelly kept her room for seeing johns. Sherry outfitted another for herself for those nights when she decided to turn a trick. The only man who would ever be invited into their special place was Tony. He could have anything he desired as far as they were concerned.

End of Book One