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"It wasn't like that," I pleaded. "Even though it was exciting at first, it was never better than what I have with you. I forgot for a moment what was most important to me."
"You can't be that stupid," he snorted.
"If you asked our children what was the most fun and exciting thing they did last summer we both know what their answers would be. It would be their trips to Six Flags! There's no way our little pool in the backyard or even our trips to Crystal Lake could ever compete with the excitement of an amusement park.
"That's what your affair with that piece of shit was, a trip to an amusement park. The excitement of doing something illicit, the thrill of having sex with someone besides your spouse, and you've made it very clear he was bigger and better than I am. All those things made your little affair a hell of a lot more memorable than anything you were getting at home, didn't it dear?
"You say you know you've hurt me but there's really no way you can know that kind of pain. You've no idea what it's like to lay there night after night wondering why you weren't enough for your spouse. Thinking, if you'd known she was dissatisfied, you would've tried anything to make it better and more exciting. There's no way to describe the empty loneliness of holding the one you love and knowing she's lying to you. Each time she declares her love, it's poisoned by her secrets.
"Sarah, I'll never be able to compete physically or emotionally with your little affair. It'll be something you'll always remember. To think otherwise is just plain denial. There's only one way someone could ever know the hell somebody goes through when their spouse cheats on them and that's to experience it themselves.
"Honey," I whispered, my heart in my throat. "You're not suggesting..."
"David," Mr. James intervened. "Are you saying you intend to have an affair yourself?"
I felt the blood run out of my face at the thought of my husband with another woman. Right after I'd ended my affair I'd tried to imagine him cheating on me. I tried to imagine the pain of my betrayal through his eyes. The guilt had nearly overwhelmed me. Now I was facing the cold reality he was considering doing just that.
"Please David," I pleaded through my tears. "I can't do it. I know it's not fair, that I'm being hypocritical but I couldn't take the thought of you planning to have an affair. Please don't ask me to do that!"
He stared at me for several seconds. Finally he sighed deeply.
"Sarah, at home on our computer there are two encrypted files, named Alpha and Omega. Included in those files are the things Rachel sent to me. There are things in there that are hard to watch, at least they were for me, but I believe you need to see it too. You need to see it if for no other reason than to make sure there aren't any more secrets between us.
"I'm scheduled to fly out to Phoenix later this afternoon for a few days. I need to wrap up that project so I won't be able to talk much while I'm there. I'll try to call you tomorrow night."
He looked over at me and spoke as he stood up and prepared to leave the room.
"The password you'll need," he said sadly, "is 'Chicago'."
My heart sank. I watched helplessly as my husband walked out the door.
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- COMMENTS
Anonymous2 months agoI never understood how a woman can do something sexual with another man that she denied her husband. An affair is the ultimate betrayal, but adding to it by doing things that you denied your husband during the affair pushes it to beyond 'ultimate betrayal'. Way beyond. That act makes it pure unadulterated evil meant to disrespect your husband (or wife if the shoe is on the other food) to an incomprehensible level. You belittle your partner as an insect.
Anonymous3 months agoThere is no way I could get back together with this woman if this were me. Zero chance. "You destroyed my trust in you, our marriage and our family. Go enjoy your bigger cock and better sex. You're dead to me bitch." That's my response.
Anonymous3 months agoRE: the big cock debate below: And yet there are a proportion of women out there who love big cocks and enjoy them more. Yes, it's not universal, the way that many believe, but some women prefer big.
oldtwit12 months agoOh this is good, really a good build up all the way through this part, and what a cliff hanger you have left us on.
I like the way you have written this
sbrooks103xover 1 year ago"The business travel, the frequent late nights trying to make project deadlines, and the hustle and bustle of raising two kids had left me exhausted." - Not too exhausted to have an affair, apparently.
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"can be a huge stroke to a woman's ego" - And here I thought it was only male egos that caused problems.
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"Why did you give it to him before you offered it to me?" - I thought she was careful NOT to do things with David that she did with Mark.
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I thought he was going to say that he'd already had an affair.
