Caroline Ch. 06.05

"But they shouldn't be should they. I told Belinda that I loved you, she laughed and said I was a besotted fool tempted by a young pair of knickers so I put the phone down on her."

"Are they all like that?" I asked.

"No," he said resignedly, "when I told my youngest we were getting married she told me to 'go for it', go out with a bang she said." He managed a smile and ogled Lena, "I like the 'bang' idea but I'm not sure about the 'go out' bit."

Lena laughed as his mood relaxed a bit, "I like the 'bang' bit as well and I suppose I should be flattered by the 'young pair of knickers'."

"She always did have a sharp tongue did Belinda. I wouldn't mind but they are filthy rich, worth more than me. Look Lena, I'm going to have to go and see them all, try to patch things up. I'm not going to invite them to the wedding." He suddenly became very earnest as he took Lena by the shoulders, "They are part of my life, but a part that is behind me, you are my life now. You, Jo, Guy, and, God willing, our young one. But I've got to 'close' this Lena. Do you mind if I go and see them this afternoon and tonight."

She kissed him and snuggled up, "No, I don't mind. Do you want me to come with you, you know, moral support?"

"I'd love for you to come but it wouldn't be fair. I think Jane would be OK, she's the youngest, but the other two would be difficult and it would mean you either waiting outside or being insulted. I'm not prepared to put up with that so it's best, I think, that you stay and keep Jo company. After all," he said smiling, "I'm sure the two of you can spend hours deciding how to change Guy. Remember, he is very inexperienced!"

Lena didn't laugh, she was obviously worried about him, "Are you sure? It's not going to be very pleasant is it?"

"Oh, it's OK. I can deal with them. Anyway, they've all got their own lives to lead. They shouldn't try to tell me how to live mine should they. Look, I'll take the other car and leave shortly. I'll stay overnight with Jane and I'll be back mid-morning in time to get ready to go out, OK?"

"I'll miss you," Lena said.

"So will I," I said quietly.

"You two look after each other," he said the laughing added, "I'll just have quick shower then I'll leave. Now don't you two do anything I wouldn't do tonight."

"We couldn't could we," I laughed, "we don't have the right equipment!"

Lena insisted that he have a sandwich and coffee before he left and the saw him off. I was in the kitchen clearing up when I heard her the front door close. She didn't come in the kitchen and I wondered where she'd gone, then I heard crying from the lounge. I went in and found her sitting and crying.

"Oh Lena," I said, "what's the matter. You haven't had a row have you?"

"No," she managed to say, "no, we haven't had a row."

"Why are you crying then?"

"Jo, he might not come back, they might change his mind. They are his daughters after all, and he has five grandchildren. He might think it's too much to lose, you know, if he marries me. Even carries on with me. Jo, I'm so frightened."

"Lena, Lena. Don't cry," I said cuddling her. "He'll be back. He told you didn't he. Oh, sometimes I get so exasperated with you. He loves you, you must know that by now. You are his family now, you, me, Guy possibly, and your baby. You've got to stop doubting him you know. He doesn't doubt you does he, you know, with Guy. Now stop crying and buck up. Don't be silly. He will be back, you know that really don't you, don't you?"

Quietly she said, "Yes, I suppose I do, but Jo, he has all that past that I'm not a part of. It frightens me, it frightens me that it all might call to him, you know, make him regret me and everything. He does love me doesn't he?"

"You silly girl, of course he does. Look what he said earlier. Has he ever lied to you, seriously, has he?"

"No," she stuttered.

"Well then, why do you doubt him now. Come on. I insist you stop crying and come and help me in the kitchen. Then we're going out shopping. I want something to wear tomorrow to turn Guy's head and you can help me choose it. OK?"

She sniffled and stopped crying. "I'm sorry," she said, "I shouldn't doubt him should I? You won't tell him will you. It's just that I don't like being away from him now. Jo, this love business is very painful you know." Then she smiled, her mood changing, "What are you going to wear for him, sexy or demure. Come on tell me?"

So she was all right now and, after we'd cleared up, we went out shopping. What to wear. Lena wanted sexy, but then she always did. Lena loved sex. I found that out about her very early on, soon after she came to live with me. She spent a lot of time in my bed, sad, lonely, and upset about what she had heard. She wasn't naïve, she'd seen and heard enough of her mother with men that she knew what sex was all about, but she was a virgin then. Hearing these two boys talk about raping her, having her bottom, tying her up, everything, had really upset her. That's why she ran away. When we'd played together as kids we'd touch each other, exploring the way kids do, but never anything else. It was never sexual.

I suppose I had always wanted her really, without knowing it. We are both really lucky. Men are our favourite but we like each other and other women as well. I suppose you'd say we were bi-sexual. We found that out after a couple of years of living together. Lena was just eighteen and I as 21. Lena isn't beautiful in the accepted sense of the word, button nose, lovely mouth, big blue eyes, and a smile you'd die for, she's cute, cute as a button and she has that certain something, something sexual about her. Even more so now she's so experienced with Mike but even at sixteen she was sexy. She says I'm more classically beautiful than her, I don't know but I didn't really have that certain thing she had: confidence? I don't know. When we slept together later then it just came naturally to both of us. Kissing, then touching, then licking: the whole thing and we enjoyed each other so much.

I was worried then that she mightn't be interested in blokes. I'd had a couple of boyfriends, had sex with one, not bad but not very good either, so I wasn't a virgin and loving Lena like that didn't make me like boys any the less. When we made love in those days she was so intense, passionate. I suppose it was a release, a release from the fear of what might have happened to her at home. Because I was worried I introduced her to a few boys and, before long, she had a steady young man, bit of a twerp really, but she did bed him. And I mean it that way, she was not one to hang about so, in the end I was worried the other way, that she was too interested in boys, and in sex. I sort of put a block on it really, controlled her more, explained to her how she should value herself and, fortunately, she took notice and calmed down a bit.

I suppose that's why Mike is so good for her. He may not have her every night like some young stud but when he does she is well and truly 'fucked', if you'll excuse the language. (And I know now how she feels!) He's also introduced her to so many variations, anal, positions, all the things they (and we) do, not to mention all the things she's seen in the DVD she wants to try. So she's happy on that front, she gets all the sex she needs.

What she needs more than anything however, is stability. That why she got so upset today about Mike, she fears deep down that it's all just temporary and might disappear, Her mother was not the best, 'uncles' all the time, different men in the house, so she never knew that father figure. I'm sure that, in a way, Mike is that for her also. I'd tried to be like a mum to her but I'm only three years older, so sometimes I have to be her sister and I'm also her lover. I'm glad she's found sex and stability. I suppose it is that fear of losing that which affects her sometimes, like today.

I'm sorry to digress but it is important for you to understand how she feels so you won't think she's some sort of sex maniac. She's just a highly sexed young woman. So, when we go out shopping for clothes, for whatever occasion, she always wants to dress sexy.

"You should make him want you. You are very sexy you know, and he does fancy you." She was trying to make me buy low cut stuff, semi see-through stuff, tight jeans. Anything to say 'sex' to him but I thought that was wrong. I thought that might scare him off.

"Lena, I'm not going to wear anything like that tomorrow and that's final. I'm certain that will scare him off. Look, he still thinks that I belong to Mike doesn't he, despite what I said and what Mike said, so it's important to make him like me, sex can wait. I don't want to be throwing myself at him, just be nice to him, friendly and interested. I thinks that's best. What do you say, come on, honestly?"

"I suppose so," she said reluctantly.

"Anyway," I said, "we'll be going to Italy on Sunday so there's not much point in trying too hard now is there."

She gave a little smile, "No, not really," she said strangely.

I was puzzled. Lena's not good at hiding things, she has too open a personality for that, so I was sure something was going on but decided not to press her. In the end I chose a pair of black trousers, tight at the waist but not too much around my bum. A lovely pink blouse, not see through with long ruffled sleeves. Very elegant I thought and a new pair of shoes, about 2 inch heels. I had a black jacket at home I could wear if I needed to.

Lena was going to wear scarlet. It was Mike's favourite, with skirt and boots. He always liked me in that as well. Scarlet is his favourite colour for his women!

Home then, with a couple of oven meals followed by an evening in front of the TV. Lena was still a bit sad, missing Mike I think. I was thinking about tomorrow and Guy.

"Jo," Lena interrupted my reverie, "can I make love to you tonight?" And she looked at me with her 'little girl' face. "I'm so sad. I need you. Please."

That's another thing about Lena. Sex is like a release for her. If she feels low, sad, depressed, sex seems to be her solution. Well, I always like sex with Lena so, despite the fact that I, deep down inside, would rather continue thinking about Guy, I smiled and nodded 'yes' to her.

She came and sat next to me, "What were you thinking about. Guy, I bet?"

I laughed, "Yes, Guy. I wonder how he'll be tomorrow. Did I imagine it all last night. Perhaps he isn't so interested in me as I think."

"Oh, I shouldn't worry about that," she laughed, "he's interested all right but he won't make a pass at you. You know that don't you?"

"I suppose so. When we come back from Italy I'll have to get Mike to have a word with him. If he continues to think that I'm 'taken' by his uncle her certainly won't want to know."

"No, you're right. I don't suppose he will but Mike will have a word with him I'm sure. Especially if he's really interested in you. We'll know tomorrow I think, don't you?"

I looked at her lovingly, "Oh Lena, I hope so but I'm so worried about meeting him again."

She laughed, "You'll be all right. I promise I won't embarrass him this time."

I smiled softly, reached for her and kissed her gently on the lips. "Shall we bath together?"

"I'd like that," she said, "thank you Jo. I love you."

"I know," I said, "and I love you too." And we undressed and bathed together. We sat there for a while, talking about Mike and Guy mainly. Mike was central to our lives now and, well for me anyway, Guy was very much in my mind.

"I wonder what he's like in bed," Lena said giggling. "He's not experienced so I bet he's a 'quick shooter' don't you?"

"How would I know," I said laughing at her. "Lena you are terrible you know, but you're probably right. It takes a lot of practice and control to behave like Mike does."

"Just think," she said archly, smiling at me, "imagine if you, or we, if you let me, can get him to last as long as Mike and he's young so he'll 'reload' quickly. We could go on all night with the two of them."

I laughed, "Lena, I'm not thinking about sex with him at the moment. It's too early for that. We have lunch tomorrow and then I suppose I'll see him at the wedding, then back here. That's the time to start thinking, only thinking mind, about sex. And, only if we still feel good about each other."

"Mmm," she said with that funny little smile. She was up to something! "Come on," she said, "lets get dried. I want you. All this talking about sex with Guy is getting me excited and I hope it's getting you excited too."

Truth to say, it was. So we dried off. Just as we finished the phone rang. "That'll be Mike," Lena said rushing downstairs, starkers, to get the phone. I could hear her end of the conversation.

"We've just had a bath."

"Nothing."

"No, nothing. I'm naked."

She giggled. "You naughty man." More giggling.

"Shall I touch myself?"

"Where?" Then calling to me, "Jo, come down here and listen."

"Yes, she's coming down."

"Yes, she's naked too." To me, "He's on the mobile in his youngest daughter's spare bedroom. Listen." She held the phone so we could both hear.

"Put he phone on speaker," he said, "then you can have your hands free. You must do what I tell you." She switched the phone over so we could hear.

She giggled, "Only if you do what we tell you."

"All right, sexpot," laughter then his voice came over the speaker. "You first."

"What have you got on," Lena asked.

"Pyjamas, bottoms."

"Take them off." A short silence then a shuffle. Lena giggled. "Are you naked?"

"Yes. My turn," he said, "Kiss Jo," I looked at her and she raised her eyebrows. I'd certainly never done this nor had she, I think. Phone sex! I nodded and we kissed.

"Tongues," he said, "now Lena. Kiss Jo's nipples." She did. "Your turn Jo. Tell me what she's doing."

I got into the mood, mainly because Lena was biting and sucking my nipples at the time. "She's licking my boobs. Now she's got my nipple in her mouth. Ooohhh, that's lovely. She's sucking. Oh dear, wonderful." I was laying it on a bit thick for him. Then I said, "Are you hard yet?" Lena looked up from my boobs and giggled.

"Not quite yet. What do you want me to do?"

"Imagine Lena is sucking your cock," I said. "She's got her tongue round the end, poking into that little hole. Is that good?"

"Mmm," he said, "mind if I wank?" Laughter.

"Don't you dare cum," shouted Lena, laughing. "I want it tomorrow."

"I won't," he said. "Now, Jo you are kneeling on the edge of the bed, Lena is underneath you licking you. You lick her. Come on, get like that on the floor."

We looked at each other, giggled and got into position. And we started to lick each other. Lena had finished her period so that was lucky. So there we were in 69 on the lounge floor with the phone on speaker next to us. We weren't giggling now.

"Now I'm coming up behind you Jo. You can feel my cock bouncing off your bottom,"

"Oh yes, yes."

"Where do you want it? Front door or back. It's really hard for you now, bigger than usual like and iron bar. Where Jo, pussy or bottom?"

We were getting into this now. Lena called out, "Let me choose. Surprise her."

"OK Lena, you've got hold of my cock now, how big is it?" I was getting really excited now. Lena was working on my pussy with her tongue sending shivers up my spine. She stopped to speak.

"Ooohhh, it's really big Jo. I'm going to suck it first. Can you feel my tongue round the head. So hot, so hard."

"You're licking Jo now and she's licking you." I was. "Tongues deep inside each other. Now I'm sticking my tongue in your bottom Jo. Put your finger in Lena's bottom, right in. Now." I did and she moaned into my pussy, her tongue pressing against me.

Then Lena, leaving my sex for a moment. "I've got your cock now, nice and wet from my mouth. Are you wanking, playing with yourself. Is it nice?"

"Oh, fuck yes," he said breathlessly.

"Don't you bloody cum," she said laughing, "'cos now I'm putting your cock head against Jo's pussy. Now you push forward. It's going in, right in up to the hilt." As she said this she pushed three fingers into me. I shouted, "Oh shit," nearly cumming.

Then he said, "Now Jo, now I'm going to fuck your bottom. Do you want it, want it in there. Tell me."

"Oh yes. Please stick it in my back door." Now Lena had two fingers pushing past my anus. Sod it, I was cumming. I moaned into the phone, "I'm cumming, Ooohhh, oh shit."

He continued, "I'm filling you with spunk now Jo, is it good. Do you like it? Tell me you like it."

"Oh, I like it. I love it when you fill my bottom with spunk. What about Lena?" I said as my orgasm came down. "Your not hard any more."

He laughed, "This is fantasy. I'm still hard as a rock. Turn over. I'm going to fuck Lena now. Do you want that Lena. Want my cock in you?"

"Oh shit yes, anywhere but please fuck me."

"Where shall we put it Jo, front or back. You choose."

"What about here," I said as I fingered her pussy, "in her pussy. No, let's try this lovely tight little hole here," as I gently probed her tight anus. "Oh my that's a tight little anus. I wonder if this great big thing will fit. Shall we try Lena, shall we?" I asked playfully.

"Oh fuck, stick it up my fucking arse," she shouted out in frustration. "It's been there before, it'll fucking fit!"

"Stick it in her arse Jo, right up. Ooohhh, that's good. Such a tight little ring gripping my cock. So hot. So tight," said Mike as I pushed three fingers into Lena's bottom and sucked on her clit.

She screamed as her orgasm hit her, "Oh fuckkkkkkkk, that's bloody marvellous."

I heard a chuckle on the other end of the phone. "I hope nobody's taped that one," he said laughing. "Are you both all right?"

We were both a bit breathless. It was good, different.

He was still laughing on the other end of the phone. "Lena, are you OK,"

"You didn't bloody cum," she laughed down the phone. "I can't stand waste."

"No," he said, "did you."

"Yes," she said with a giggle, "this is really naughty."

"What about Jo? Jo, did you."

"Mmm," I said, "that was good. Fun. Did you enjoy it?"

"Oh yes. Now I'm really looking forward to tomorrow night! Look you two, go to bed now and enjoy yourselves. I'm going to lie here and imagine what you're doing. Lena, I love you. Jo, I love you. Kiss each other for me. I'll see you in the morning. Bye." With that he hung up. Never liked long goodbyes!

I turned to Lena. "That was fun. I've never done that before."

"No," she said, "but now let's go to bed and do it properly. I want to make love to you."

So we went upstairs to my bedroom and made love. We only came once each. I think we were both excited from the 'phone sex' with Mike. Afterward we lay there in the dark chatting to each other.

"What do you really think of Guy," Lena asked.

"I don't know what to think," I said. "It's so early isn't it. I am attracted to him, I can't seem to help myself and I dreamt of him last night."

"Did you?" She sat up, "Were they naughty. Tell me. What did he do?"

I laughed, "No Lena, they were not naughty and he didn't do anything. We just danced, danced for ages and he held me, not close, just held me. All I really remember is dancing and big brown eyes."

"I wonder what he's like in bed," she said.

"Lena!!"

"Well," she said, "you must have thought about that."

"No, I haven't," I said seriously, "I haven't thought about him that way at all. He's nice and I like him. I'll think about that when we come back from Italy."

"Hmmm," she said. "I wonder how big he is."

"Lena!! Stop it. I don't want to think about him that way, at least not yet. Stop talking like that, do you hear."

"I'm sorry," she said reaching over to kiss me, "I'm teasing. I'm glad you like him. I really am happy for you."

I kissed her back, "Thank you Lena, no more teasing please."