"I'm okay John, just tears of joy."
Lying half atop him I told Ben that I wanted to come home.
"I love you and will not be separated from you ever again. I want to come home to you, we'll live here and take care of Mom and each other. Dad's inheritance was staggering, I never had a clue. It will be enough to get me moved here, make some improvements and live until I can find something that I really want to do. There will be plenty left over for lots of rainy days. "
"Thank you, John, I may be the happiest man in this town, I'm certain that I am the most well fucked. You are spectacular at making love."
"yeah, I'm finally making love with the one I love. The difference between what we did and sex is like night and day. You're pretty spectacular yourself Benny, I had to hold on for dear life when you started bucking and fucking my cock."
Ben locked eyes with me as we stared into each others soul. We were on our sides facing each other, arms and legs entwined Hard cocks pressed between our bellies. Slowly a grin started spreading on Ben's handsome face and in minutes we were hysterically rolling around and laughing. It was a release of the fears and tension brought about by needing to of tell the most important person in our life that "I'm Gay".
The rest of that Saturday was spent loving and laughing like I had never done before. Ben filled me with joy, pure and simple. I couldn't keep my hands off of him, I was always touching, caressing him. Once as we lay recovering from a mind blowing orgasm I thought that Dad would be happy knowing that Ben and I are together, at last, and here in this house.
Finally around 3 pm I remembered the rental car and we scurried about taking quick showers and burst out the door at a run like we did at 10 years old. On our way back Ben took me to his house to get some of his things. He gave me a tour and said he thought he would keep it and lease it out.
"All Gay Guys own rental property don't they. Besides, with the College and Ft. campbell, It will be leased in a heartbeat once I get it ready for the market and do a few updates in the baths and kitchen"
Back at Dad's I called Mrs. Barton and asked her to come over for dinner. When she arrived she had George with her.
"I thought I'd see how he reacts to the place now that your Dad isn't here." She said.
We all watched as George dropped his nose to the floor and started sniffing his way to Dad's bedroom, tail wagging at a frantic pace. We followed and found him lying in his dog bed beside Dad's bed. He stayed in Dad's room until dinner was on the table. At dinner,I had purposely avoided sitting in Dad's chair, Mama Barton sat and the other end of the table with Ben and I facing each other. During the entire meal George lay beside my Dad's chair. Ben's legs and feet were constantly touching me under the table. I felt like I was in a dream but I knew it was real, I could touch him, smell him, taste him but most important of all, he filled my heart to overflowing. Ben Barton and John Hadley, together at last.
Ben nudged my foot as he turned to his Mom.
"I did it Mama...he's coming home to live with us. I convinced him that this is where he needs to be."
She reached out and clasped her hands with both of us.
"I can't say I'm surprised. I'm so happy for my boys. I've always known that one day you two would be together. Benny, you rent out that house and move in here next door to your old Mama."
"Yes ma'am, we've already talked about that, but it will have to wait until after we've done some remodeling and updating the kitchen and baths. We may even add on, like a great room adjoining the kitchen, we'll look and magazines and books before we decide. I've even thought of adding a walkway of paving stones for us to walk on back and forth between houses. We need a garage too, Maybe even fence in both backyards together so George can wander around and easily beg at either back door. Ben will be almost as close as he was in his bedroom at your house, Mama Barton."
Later Ben and George walked Mama Barton home and Ben came back alone, they took George's bed from Dad's room with them.
"George just went right into the house with her. She will never say it but I thinks she's glad to have him there."
"It's okay by me Bennie but she always has the option to bring him back home anytime. She doesn't have to keep him with her. I know how much Dad doted on that Dog and I'm sure she's done the same. Now Ben, clear the table to the sink and I'll get theses dishes washed and in the drying rack so we can go play."
Ben came to the sink with all three plates and silverware, sat them down, jerked my lounge pants to the floor, grabbed my butt cheeks and thrust his tongue into my anus. I felt light headed and giddy as Ben chowed down on my eager butt. I leaned over the sink as far as I could, spread my legs wide and grabbed my cheeks and pulled them wide apart. My legs quickly turned to jelly as Ben continued his assault on my ass; the sink was now holding me up.
I actually felt relieved when he pulled his mouth away, his face up my ass was such an intense sensory overload that stopping it let me ease back from the brink of ejaculation. About three deep breaths later I felt Ben's cock pushing at my entrance, I reached back and spread my cheeks again while Ben squirted lubricant into my butt. After the workout he gave my ass with his tongue his entry was no problem he went in halfway on the first stroke with only a long 'aaaahhhh' from me. In less than a minute I was in the pleasure zone. Ben was a natural born lover, he used his wide, fat cock on me like no other man I had ever known. He had me moaning and gasping for more as he rode my hungry ass to glory. When we reached our fantastic orgasm and our body movements slowed to the pace of cold syrup, I started to slide toward the floor, completely used up, too weak to stand. Ben and I lay in a heap on the kitchen floor and slowly our breathing and heart rates returned to somewhat normal.
I raised my head and looked around.
"What happened? I was washing dishes and now we're piled up on the floor and my ass is vibrating!" I managed to keep a straight face as I asked him.
I heard Ben start giggling,
"Sorry Johnny Boy, I sort of ambushed you there. In my fantasies about you over these years that one was near the top. Just seeing you there cleaning the dishes sparked a memory of the times I have dreamed of taking you like that. I hope you don't mind it, cause there's long list of ways I want to do it with you...Say...you kinda got off on me eating your butt, didn't you."
"Well Yeah! The love of my life sneaks up and takes me sexually. Tries to eat me alive...fucks me into a stupor...That's a huge turn on Benny. You did notice how hard I fought you didn't you. Try as you might, you can't rape a willing man Benny. I'll be willing just as long as you want me Ben. Being with you feels so good. Hmmm...I'm feeling better Professor. Barton; weren't we going to go play in our bedroom?"
"but babe, I need a little more time to recuperate...recharge this limp weapon here."
He was holding his cock by the foreskin, showing me that it was lifeless for a while longer.
"Not to worry Ben. All you have to do this time is just lay there and take what ever I decide to do to you. It doesn't matter what I do...you know it's gonna feel good... come with me Ben."
We were walking to room, kissing as we went, both bare assed naked and both of us were lost in the newness, the joys of sexual intercourse with his long desired partner. The absolute connection that felt so familiar yet so completely awesome
Once into the room, I pushed Ben face down onto the bed and again I covered his body with mine, our fingers laced together, holding hands as I moved and wiggled around trying to get more of my skin touching Ben's. His humping, wiggling butt distracted me, making me rise up on my hands and knees. I sat back, my lower legs under me just admiring Ben's physical beauty. Broad shoulders, nicely pumped chest , his torso tapering to a sinfully ridiculous 28 inch waist, and the quintessential bubble butt. All covered with his luxurious chestnut brown hair on his chest, arms, legs, torso and even on that perfect butt.
Ben turned his head to one side. "Why did you stop Johnny Boy, you teasing me? Getting me all sexed up then just quit and sit up. You're a cruel man John."
"Oh Ben, I'm just admiring your rocking body, and all that hair. Jeez, a hairy man turns me on! It's like edging...you know getting ever so close to blowing a nut but scaling back, falling back just so we can see how close we can get again. Do this for a couple of hours and when you finally shoot, all the people on this side of town are gonna hear you roaring as you blast your cum all over the place."
"I think I saw a video or maybe it was on the internet about edging. Those guys seemed to enjoy it." Benny said.
"you just gonna sit there and look? Touch me, rub my butt...do something...you have me all worked up and just sit there. Damn it John...take me, FUCK ME...I need you in me. get that fat cock up my butt pronto Mister. Do it hard Johnny...fuck me hard."
I guess we will always wonder who fucked who this time. Ben went feral on me. He became a madman as he thrashed and jerked about; trying his best to get more of my my cock up his butt. We rolled and now Ben was sitting on my hips, well maybe it was more like his butt was dancing on my hips, All I could do was lie there with my hips thrust upward as his ass fucked my cock. I saw his eyes roll back and knew he was in the zone...I felt the tingle in my testicles and grabbed Ben's cock and started jacking him. It was only moments until Ben roared like an animal and his cum covered me, it was in my hair, on my face, chest and torso. Finally Ben collapsed atop me and I put my arms around him hugging him tightly to me.
"Oh god Benny, I love you so. Sex with you is so very different. Nothing has ever been so intense. It's so good to be with you, it's good to be home"
"I know Johnny, seems like my life just began when your Dad passed away. Now that we've become 'us' there is joy in everything we do. Loving you was easy, it started when we were ten years old. I never knew that being loved by you could be so awesome."
The remodel took three months and ten days. Ben and I had a new family room/kitchen/dining area complete with fireplace and a 60" Flat Panel TV, Island bar with stools, a table with 6 chairs. Plus a room full of den furniture and books and toys. We had New appliances, dishwasher, Stove, fridge, microwave, counter tops, sink and wood floor. While the work we had done was extensive, the character of the place remained the same. I could still feel my Mom and Dad there and was comforted by the familiarity of my childhood home. We redid the baths in the master as well as the hall. A new garage with duplex apartments upstairs and parking for four autos.In a college town rental units are at a premium and really boost to the property value.
While all the improvements were nice and very appreciated, the one over riding joy in my life is being with Ben. He's my rock, life would be so empty now without Ben loving me. Oh... and there is other news. I've started two businesses since the house was finished. The first is a long time love and passion for designing and assembling stained and leaded glass panels. I use one of the garage apartments as my studio. The other is a consulting business. With my Industrial Engineering background I am a natural for helping to plan out a new business venture. From initial cost studies to final planning, I offer a service unique to this small town.
Mama Barton and George come for dinner most every night, on Sundays she likes to cook so she won't forget how she says. We encourage her to cook fried chicken every chance we get. She says her cooking is better for us that what we serve up. I'm sure she's feeding George off the table instead of dog food. That's why he hardly ever leaves her side. They both seem happy together so I keep quite about the food.
Ben is only one year away from Tenure which will give him a big boost in salary. I've tried to convince him that my money is his money but he is reluctant to spend it and he gets frustrated with me always buying him gifts. We're flying Mama Barton to California to visit with her cousin for a week and Ben and I will fly with her and have a week in San Francisco and then fly home with her.
Our life is nothing spectacular, just two guys working our jobs, making his Mom happy by including her in our lives. She's always ready for a trip to the market, to have her hair done or to go to lunch with her friends. She's become obsessed with playing Bridge lately, but try as I might she will not tell us how much she has won.
I've found that there is wonderful satisfaction in knowing that you are with your soul mate. The one person that knows you best, desires your love and company and completely satisfies your every need most especially emotionally and sexually.
It's been quite a year since my Dad passed away. The reunion with Ben, the new life we now have together. The everyday happiness and pure joy I feel living my life with Ben. Just when I thought that nothing on earth could make our lives better, Ben came in carrying a huge box with a big bow. He sat it on the floor as I eyed the box them him. He began to chuckle after watching me switch my gaze from the box then back to him.
"Open it goofy! It won't jump out and bite you."
There were a series of boxes each progressively smaller inside the first box, each had a note encouraging me to keep opening the boxes. Finally I held a very small box in my hand and opened it to see two simple gold bands. I was stunned and my emotions choked in my throat keeping me from speaking but tears rolled down my cheeks, I nodded, mouthing the word 'YES' as I gave them box to Ben and held out my left hand. The hand and my body were visibly trembling as Ben slipped the ring on my finger. Ben's eyes were locked with mine the entire time..
"John Hadley, with this ring I pledge my life and my undying love to you forever. For twenty two years you have been the most important person in my life. My soul male, my best friend and for this past year my lover, my companion and my partner in life. With every fiber of my being, I love you John and never want to part from you again."
Tears streamed down my cheeks as he professed his love. I wiped away my tears of joy and took up Ben's ring as held out his hand.
"You love has been the most constant thing in my life Ben. Living and loving with you has opened my eyes so wide to the joys of our everyday world that had previously just slipped on by. You've given me more joy in the past year that I can ever remember. I too pledge my life and my undying love to you for ever and ever. I love you more than I can possibly say Ben."
Ben rose and pulled me up into his arms. I clutched him to me never wanting to be anywhere but in his arms. I felt his lips kissing my neck again and again my hand touched the spot.
"your little kisses at my neck are the most loving, sensual expression of your love for me. I treasure each and every one of them. Back last year when I first came here, they puzzled me a little, you would get this odd little smile that I didn't understand each time you kissed my neck. I know now that you were telling me you loved me, trying to give me a clue that we could happen, be together if I was willing."
Suddenly Ben jumped up from his stool.
"OH!!! I almost forgot...come with me Johnny."
As he reached for the doorknob he told me to close my eyes and not open them until he said I could. When he finally told me to open my eyes there before me sitting at attention, and looking as if she would burst out with wiggles everywhere, was a gorgeous, fawn and white Boxer Puppy with a black mask. I opened my arms and laughed as she leapt into my arms giving me a bath in her special kisses.
"I saw her in the window and just couldn't resist." Ben said.
She will be good company for George too, and he'll get some exercise chasing after her. She's yours to name Johnny boy.
Just then Ben took off at a run across our back yards with the puppy bounding behind him. It seemed that she bounced on springs as bounded along after Ben. Mama Barton's back door opened and George rushed out, nose to the ground as usual.
"Look Georgie, a new playmate for you!" she said to the dog.
"Boys come and have some tea!" we sat on her back porch sipping sweet tea and watching the dogs get to know each other. Suddenly the Puppy streaked away and George went right after at his usual slow trot."
Mama Barton came back out with the tea pitcher and topped off our glasses.
Suddenly she gasped "Oh My!"
She picked up our left hands and looked at the rings. At first I thought she would cry, her eyes teared up but she fought it off.
"I've always known, you know. I knew when you were little and fell asleep holding each other, even when you were in High School you slept like that on the weekends. I knew that one day you two would find each other. Love is love, no matter who we are. We can help who we fall in love with, it is all part of His plan. There is a reason for you two to be together."
She turned and turned to look at Ben.
"So when were you going to tell your mother this great news?"
I spoke up in Ben's defense.
"Mama, it just happened a few minutes ago. Ben gave me the ring and then the puppy. You knew almost when I did. I owe you thanks beyond measure Mama, this boy of yours sure did turn out to be a good man and a real keeper too."
Looking like she had just remembered something she had forgotten. She said she had forgotten something and rushed back into her house. She stuck her head back out to us.
"dinner at seven here tonight, don't be late."
I laughed and Ben just shook his head.
We were talking and not paying attention to the dogs when out of the corner of my eye I saw something flying toward me, a quick glance confirmed that the puppy was airborne and she landed in my lap and onto my stomach. George trotted up behind her wagging his tail. Just as quickly as he had landed in my lap she was gone again running with George and jumping over him back and forth as they played.
Suddenly as I sat there watching the dogs play I shouted out...
"ChaCha"
The puppy stopped in mid run and looked at me. I turned to Ben...
'did you see that! She stopped when I yelled 'ChaCha', how do you like that for her name Benny, we can call her ChaCha, she's always dancing around."
"I like it Johnny Boy and it suits her too. ChaCha it is."
I tried again...
"ChaCha, here girl...come."
She was at my side in seconds. I looked over to Ben who was smiling at us,
"I can't decide who's happier about this new venture, you or ChaCha." Ben said.
"That's an easy one Babe, it has to be George that is happiest. His tail hasn't stopped since he came outside."
"She will be a good running companion to, John. That way I won't have to worry about you out running, she won't let anyone close if she thinks they are a threat."
"She's wonderful Ben, and such a beauty too. You need to run with us, Professor Barton, we'll make a really hot threesome, don't ya think. What more could I ask for. My Man and my dog by my side, jogging with me!"
Ben surprised me by going out with us for a run. He hasn't done that in months, despite my constant urging. With Chacha on a long lead I let Ben get a step ahead of me so I could watch that world class bubble butt of his in action. In less than a minute my cock was hard as stone, straining to break free of the confining jock strap. After about four miles Ben stripped off his tank top and balled it up into one fist. I had to run ahead so I couldn't see his perfect body glistening with sweat over his neatly trimmed chest hair and that tantalizing treasure trail that led into the waistband of his bright red shorts..