Computer Geek Ch. 05

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Kate breathed lighter as she entered her apartment and the familiar sight of her things. This wasn't like her. Following a man home and having sex with him in a bathtub. They haven't even come near a bed. Was she becoming a nymphomaniac?

At least he knew how to please a woman, she had to admit. She had often felt pain when having sex with her previous boyfriends. But Scott was even larger and still the pain had quickly been replaced by an aching need to be filled to the rim. She felt her nipples tightening and felt her pulse escalate just by thinking about him

Sex with Scott was definitely good. But was there more than that? He seemed to want more from her, but as far as she knew, men could be great deceivers when wanting sex with a woman. She had been fooled in the past - to think herself in love and then realise that the man was just after her body or to add another number to his list of conquests.

That past had made her suspicious of all new acquaintances and she feared getting hurt again. She was angry with herself for feeling that way, but still she couldn't deny who she was. She longed to change her personality and become more reckless -- to throw herself into this new relationship and not think about what could go wrong.

Maybe it was about time that she did just that: Take a chance and throw herself into the life that she really wanted to have? It was tempting. Especially the thought of giving Scott a surprise and having sex in his office. She felt reckless just thinking about it. It wasn't her style at all.

Maybe a shower would help clear her mind, she thought with a smile. A really cold one.

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