Conflicted First Time Cock Sucker Ch. 03

"Fuck, don't drown him man." It was the voice I'd recognized.

"He always shoots a lot of cum." Mark laughed, "I love to watch guys try to take his load."

(Who the fuck is Mac) his cum flowed and I sucked hard trying not to let anymore flow out (my hand – and his balls – are covered with cum). Brad's body jerked as he pumped another load of cum (fuck, more cum is spilling out of my mouth; it's too much) and I heard the new guy (Mac) and Mark laugh as I was literally chocking on all the cum in my mouth. More and more cum gushed out (fuck, how much more) but it wasn't quite as much (it's still a lot) and I swallowed it without too much leaking out of my mouth this time.

"I've never seen anything like that." It was that familiar voice.

"Yeah, I love to watch 'em choke." Mark laughed.

Finally he wasn't pumping quite so much cum and now I could swallow it all. He grunted and a little more cum spilled into my mouth – and down my throat – then it was just that familiar dribble of cum that came out of a dick (this shouldn't be familiar) when a guy is completing his orgasm; his dick started to go soft (it's still really fat) as he pulled it out with another pop when the fat dickhead came out of my mouth.

"Damn, I love seeing that." I looked up at the voice and my heart sunk.

(Fuck, Mac's the fucker I've sucked off before) and Mark was now in front of me lifting me up. He looked at me and shook his head.

"You've got cum all over you face." He laughed, "Now hurry up and get naked so I can get off."

(Oh god, why are they doing this to me?) there were too many of them to resist, so I stripped off my clothes and stood in front of them naked – as I stripped, so did Mac – and although I was scared, my cock was still hard and throbbing. Mac walked up to where I was standing in front of Mark (he's hard for you again) and I dropped to my knees in front of both of them. They both stood at an angle with their cocks pointed at my face and Mark grabbed my head and pushed his dick into my mouth.

"You're right Mac," Mark said as he started to push his dick into my mouth, "he fights for a few minutes, but then he just gives right in, doesn't he?" I heard Mac laugh as Mark slid in more of his dick.

Mark now had both of his hands back on my head and pulled my head toward him every time he moved his hips forward (yeah, you're wishing you hadn't open your door) and his cock moved back and forth in my mouth. He let out let gasps of breath every time he thrust his hips at my face and I wanted so bad to be able to touch my own cock, but I held onto his hips just so I could keep up with him. His dick pushed down hard and I felt the tip inch into my throat again (he only has about half his dick in your mouth). He was punishing me with his cock and all I could do was to hold on and let him go crazy in my mouth. Then he pulled out and for the second time tonight – I was little dazed from all the cock I'd been forced to suck – and I stared head on at his monster dick (that was just in your mouth).

"OK Mac, get some of this bitch." He was breathing hard as he spoke.

Mac now grabbed my head and that cock that had been in my mouth just this afternoon was pushing back in and I placed my left hand on Mac's hip as I jacked off with my right (finally, I can give my cock a little attention). He pushed his dick in and out (he's getting that rhythm going) with his hips thrusting forward and then pulling back (my dick is so fucking hard) and I should have known I'd regret ever having met this fucker; I continued jacking off on my knees as he fed me his cock.

"Let me get some more of that, Mac." Mark waited until Mac pulled out before pushing his cock back into my mouth, "I need to see if I can get this cocksucker to take all of my cock."

Mark was not gentle as he shoved back into my mouth. Pushing as much of his cock in as he could fit (fuckin' relax your throat) and I could feel the tip going back into my throat; I relaxed as much as I could and felt his dick slowly inching in (he's still not all the way in). Mark held my head as he rammed more and more cock into me and I just held onto his hips and let him fuck my mouth. (He's giving me more of a throat fucking than Mac ever did) his dick pushed in a little more each time he thrust his hips forward and I was doing my best to breathe out of my nose.

"Damn, I think you're almost there." Mac was standing right next to Mark as he spoke.

He was too (his dick is down your throat) and as the last bit of his dick went in my mouth, my nose was tickled by his bush hair; this didn't stop him from trying to force more down inside of me. His grunts were loud as he held my head in place on his cock and fucked my throat as hard as he could (keep your throat relaxed are you're going to choke and this fucker wouldn't care if you did); my throat was full and I was just happy I hadn't gagged (let him do what he wants; it will end eventually).

"Ugh...ugh...ugh...ugh." More familiar sounds coming out of me with each deep thrust into my throat; he fucked my mouth deep and hard – eventually was taking a long time.

He looked down at me as I looked up – or eyes met and I'm sure my eyes looked disparate for this to end – his eyes were lost in the lust of the moment as he continued ramming his cock in and I was now totally his to use anyway he wanted. (Maybe if you rub his balls, he'll catch a nut faster) as I had with Brad, I reached one hand up to his balls and rubbed them softly as he continued to jam his cock down into me.

"He's getting so good at this." It was Mac, "I think I'm a good teacher." He and Brad laughed at that.

Mark's balls were soft and spongy in my hand and I slowly rubbed them – he didn't let up on the throat fucking –I heard him moaning (he's getting close) so I started rubbing his balls a little harder. His dick was pounding into my throat and his hips were moving so fast back and forth as he grunted louder and fucked my face harder (please cum) and I just wanted this to be over. (Why isn't he cumming yet?) my hand was rubbing his balls trying to entice his cum out and he just kept pounding his dick into my mouth; (I can't take much more) and I reached behind him and rubbed his ass with my other hand. His ass muscles tensed hard every time he thrust his cock forward into me (rub his asshole) and I slowly slid my hand down between his ass cheeks and pushed my index finger against his puckered hole; that finally sent him over the top.

"Ahhh....fu...ck...." His cock expanded in my throat.

(He's finally going to shoot) with one hand on his balls and the other pushing into his asshole (your fingers going up his ass) Mark's body went ridged and his dick pumped down my throat (fuck, finally) and I was happy – only because this would soon be over – his balls pulled up into the sac as he shot another load (he's moaning so loud) of cum down my throat and I felt his asshole tense around my finger each time his cum pumped out of his dick.

Then he pulled all the way out of my mouth – holding my head with one hand and jacking his cock with the other – my mouth was still open wide as several shots of his cum flew straight out across my lips and onto my tongue. He gushed another two shots; one across my lips – some going in my mouth – that landed on my cheek, while the other shot went higher in the air and landed across my nose and into my eye. For some reason, I didn't flinch as the cum shot out of his dick, but had stopped rubbing his balls and ass so I could hold on to his hips with both hands and watched in amazement as more cum pumped out and into my mouth.

He grunted as two fast blast came out of his pee-slit, one splashing against my chin and the other one landing as a ribbon of cum across my bottom lip. My mouth closed so I could swallow some of the cum and as I did, he shot another load that hit my lips (that would have gone in your mouth too) and dripped down my chin. I grabbed his cock with one hand and took him back into my mouth just as another load – not a lot – emptied out; I swallowed it all. His body jerked as the last bit of cum also dribbled out of his dick.

With my right hand – starting at the base of his shaft – I squeezed his cock and ran my hand up to the tip (you're milking him dry) and he grunted loud as I sucked the last bit of cum out of the his dickhead. Even though he was done cumming, his dick jerked small amounts that I sucked out and swallowed still holding his hips as I ran my mouth up and down his now semi hard cock.

Continuing to suck his dick, I looked up into his eyes letting his cock slowly slide back and forth in my mouth (I don't want him to take it out yet) and he looked down at me, but now that he had cum, his eyes didn't look as angry as they had. Then he was done and pulling out (he's still breathing heavy) and I could tell by the look in his eyes that he was satisfied.

"Fuck, that was hot." Mac said, "Over here cocksucker."

Mac grabbed my head and pulled me onto his hard cock (I can handle him better than Mark's cock) and right away he was fucking my face (one more and this is done) not down deep into my mouth, but long slow strokes that slid in and out. It was weird that not only was there a familiarity with Mac, but I was also familiar with his cock (you're not supposed to be familiar with a cock). The size of the head and the length of his meat as he fucked my mouth (he's not ramming into you like Mark did) with long slow strokes; almost as if he took pity on me after the face fucking Mark had given.

With one hand I rubbed his balls as I stroked the base of his cock and moved my head up and down on his dickhead (you still haven't cum) feeling my own dick throbbing between my legs. If he thought I sucked him good before, I wanted to make sure he never forgot this time (why do you care). Both of my hands were now rubbing around his ball sac and the base of his cock and I could tell from the moans he was surprised how much I was into sucking him off (so am I).

"You're learning, boy." He let out a moan after he spoke.

"Fuck, he's worshiping your cock, Mac." It was Mark, "I'm telling you though, that didn't feel like head from a beginner, I think he's had previous experience; a lot of previous experience."

"Oh...oh...yeah...oh." Was all Mac could manage.

(He's going to cum) I wasn't scared of his cum now, because I didn't have a choice and I moved my head up and down on his dick – taking about half his cock into my mouth and stroking the other half with both of my hands – and I actually felt his dick swell in my mouth (he's going to cum) and I started sucking harder and faster.

"Ahh...ahhh...fuck....ahhh." Even though my eyes were closed as I worked his cock, I knew his were too as those sounds escaped his mouth.

To finish him off, I started sucking hard on his dickhead; running my tongue around the tip and licking into his pee-slit (his balls feel so good) and sucking the head as hard as I could. Both his hands were holding my head and his knees buckled as the first shot entered my mouth and I swallowed it all just before the next shot of his juice flowed out. It was true that I was learning, because I've already learned that it's much easier to handle a man's cum if you suck just the tip of their dick when they're shooting.

"Ahh...ohh...uh, uh, uh...ahhh." Were the sounds Mac made as he emptied his cum in me.

There were two more big shots of cum before he started to slow down and go limp. His dick finally came out of my mouth – I sucked the last bit of cum off the tip – and he stood above me breathing heavy; face flushed.

"Fuck, boy," Mac was trying to catch his breath, "when you put your mind to it, you can really suck cock."

Brad was already dressed and Mark was getting dressed when I got back on the couch. Mac came over and sat next to me (his cock is still oozing some cum) and started to stroke my still hard cock. While he stroked he looked into my eyes and maybe it was because I was so turned on, but I felt something toward him (yes, because he's stroking your dick, that's all; it will leave as soon as he does and then you're back to hating him) and I couldn't help but wrap my arms around him as my cum built in my balls.

"This is what you want." He whispered in my ear as he continued to stroke my cock; with my arms wrapped around his neck, I laid against his chest, "This is what you desire and need." My arms were tight around his neck as the first wave of cum left my balls and ran up my dick.

"Ahhh..." My first shot made its way out of my dick and squirted into the air and landed on Mac's stomach and hand.

"That's it boy," My body quivered against him as my cum boiled up (Barbara never made me cum like this) and flowed out of my cock, "it feels good to release it." He pumped another load out that made me jerk hard as I held him tight.

"Fuck, Mac," Mark's voice had a tinge of distain in it, "you two sweethearts now?"

"Sometimes control comes through affection." Mac spoke gently as he stroked my dick, "And sometimes you got to give a little Mark, to get a lot." My dick wasn't shooting as violently as it had and I let go of Mac and fell back until I was lying on the couch (you wrapped your goddamn arms around him).

The hard on was gone and I breathed heavy watching Mac (his eyes are cold) realizing that he wasn't being nice to me when he jacked me off, but instead he was just trying to control me with his pretend warmth. (You've now been used by three different men) and I felt like crying knowing that they saw me as nothing more than a plaything and yet they had made me do something extremely intimate with them. Something that you'd do with someone you loved and had affection for, but to all of these fuckers, I was nothing more than someone to help them get off; someone to help them catch a nut.

As I laid there watching Brad and Mark getting ready to leave, Mac went into the kitchen and got the towel hanging on the stove and wiped my cum off of him as he walked back to where I sat on the couch. Watching him, I couldn't believe this had all happened – it was dreamlike, but it wasn't a dream.

"We will do this again." He was still wiping off my cum as he spoke.

He handed me the towel and I started to wipe the cum off my face, but I didn't answer him.

"Hey guys, thanks for your help." Mac said to Brad and Mark as they left my apartment and then he turned back to me, "You'll never know if someone new you meet is someone that I've set up to meet you; even women. So, you either come over to my apartment on your own tomorrow, or I'll plan another party for you." I sat in silence as he spoke and knew I hated this man, "And you will suck who I say you will suck or the next time it will be five or six guys at once; and I know a lot of guys with big dicks that would love to get off in your mouth."

He was dressed and standing at the door to leave (fuck you) and I was still naked on the couch. He opened the door and smiled as he turned back to face me.

"I really am the first dick you sucked, right?" The smile never left his face, "Hmm, I wonder."

"Fuck you." I yelled, but after he'd left and shut the door behind him.

(Three more dicks in your mouth) I couldn't believe that I had just sucked off three cocks and that I'd sucked Mac (he now has a name) twice today (he's not going to leave you alone). What the fuck am I going to do, I wondered, knowing there was no way that I wanted to do this again, but not knowing how I could now stop it; he's not going to leave me alone (He'll be back one way or another) and I laid on the couch still naked and fell asleep from exhaustion.

Sleep brought dreams – dirty nasty dreams – of me on my knees sucking a cock; even my dreams betrayed me.