Consequences Pt. 11

"I know you do," I said pulling her into my arms. This time she didn't push me away. "You're right, I should have told you about Jasmine and Tara. I'm sorry. I'll tell you next time, okay? But nothing happened. When Tara kissed me I kissed her back, I admit it. But it was only for a second. If you saw you know this. And I only did it because you got me so hot. Baby you're the only girl I want. It's been that way since the moment I saw you back in college. I swear Jen, I only want you."

I hugged her tight. As I did my hard-on pressed against her stomach. You have to realize, she'd been screaming at me in a tiny string bikini and high heels. Despite our argument I couldn't help getting hot for her.

She reached between our bodies and rubbed my erection. She helped me pulled off my shirt and then she got on her knees, pulling my bathing suit down. She wrapped her hand around my hard cock. "This is mine," she said. She looked at me. "Got that mister?" Then she took me into her mouth.

She went down on me until I was close to cumming. She pushed me onto my back and straddled my hips. She guided me into her, not bothering with a condom this time. She looked into my eyes as she rode me. "You belong to me," she said.

"I'm cumming," I warned.

"I want you to cum in me this time," she said.

"No Jen, you're not protected and I want to be safe," I insisted.

There was a flash of disappointment in her eyes, but at the last moment Jen pulled off and finished me in her mouth.

Afterwards I wanted to go down on her to make her cum. But she didn't want to. She just wanted to snuggle in my arms.

Her head was on my chest. She had her leg thrown over mind. I was absent-mindedly stroking her blonde hair.

"Baby?" she said in a soft voice.

"Yeah?"

"You know how I said you can be with another girl?" she said. "I really don't want you to do that. I know it's unfair -."

"That's okay baby, I only want you," I assured her. "Thanks for tell me that. It means you care about me." I laughed. "I like being your bubble boy."

When she'd ridden me they'd been love in her eyes but no passion. So different from when she was with Jamie.

"It's not too late, you can still hook up with Jamie," I said.

"I doubt it, he's pretty mad at me," she said. "He's probably with another girl by now." She paused then said, "Mike what's the Sapphire privacy issue?"

"You know how we're doing a new version of Sapphire that anyone can invest in?" I said.

"Yeah," Jen said. "You told me there was some loss of privacy, but the transparency more than justified it."

"Yeah, but the government's been asking for code modifications," I said. "It's not clear yet, but I think they're modifying Sapphire so it can be applied to a lot of things. Like tracking people on the web. It's pretty scary."

"Well ... can't you just cancel the project?" she asked.

"The other partners don't want to cancel. All they care about is the money. Anyway, it's too late, the government has the source code," I said. "Jen, lately I've been thinking about quitting. We have a lot of money. I think this is a good time. I don't want to be part of what the government is doing."

"I'm good with that honey, but what're you gonna do?" she asked. "You're kinda young to retire."

"I'll take care of you," I said brightly. "I'll stay home and take care of our baby when you're at work. I figure you're not the stay at home mom type."

"Um, no," she said with a laugh. She gave me a crooked grin. "Kinda hard to have a baby if you never cum in me."

There it was, the 800 lb. elephant again. I said "I've been thinking -."

She cut me off by putting a finger on my lips. "Not now honey," she said. "I shouldn't have brought it up. I'm not ready to talk about it."

"Okay," I said, part relieved, part disappointed. Thinking about it got me hot. "Sure you don't want to see Jamie tonight?"

She leaned on her elbows and looked at me. "You want me to, don't you?" she said with a laugh.

"I bet you want to too," I said. "You're really into him."

"He's kinda young, but I like him." She laughed. "I feel like such a cougar!"

"You look good together, I like seeing you with him," I said my excitement growing. "When are you going to see him again?"

"I was thinking about a month," she said. "We have meetings in Atlanta again then." She looked at me. "I'll probably come down alone. Give Jamie a chance to get used to you there."

"Okay," I said.

She smiled at me. "Does that turn you on, me spending the weekend alone with Jamie?"

"Yeah," I said. "I'll be lonely but excited too. You know how I get."

"I'll try not to fall too much in love with him," she said with a teasing smile.

"You're such a bitch!" I said smiling into her eyes.

She giggled.

"When will you see Alec again?" I asked.

"A couple weeks I think," she said. "I have meetings in Spain, I'll see him after."

"Can I meet you there?" I asked.

"Let me check with Alec but I think so," she said. "He doesn't care if you watch, he thinks it's kinda cool. Kinky cool."

"It's not just the sex," I said. "I like watching you interact with your boyfriends."

"I know Mike, by now I get you," she said with a laugh.

"Who do you like more, Alec or Jamie?" I asked.

"It's not like that," she said. "I like them differently, just like you're different from them."

"You seem happier lately," I said.

"Do I?" she said with a laugh. "I guess it's all that new relationship energy. You know I love that."

"Yeah, that's a big part of why you like the game."

She grinned at me. "You get me too." She shrugged. "New romance is exciting."

"So I think you should call Jamie," I said. "You can win him away from whatever girl he's with."

"Oh I'm sure I can get him back, as long as he's not with Margot Robbie or a super hot chick like that." She laughed.

"You're super hot," I said grinning. "Go ahead, call him."

"You're so bad."

"Come on, I want you to," I said. "You promised I'd see you with him tonight."

"You want me to huh?" she said. "You know if I go back I'm his, right?" she said with a teasing smile. "Right now I'm yours again. But if I go back I'm his until tomorrow. Is that what you want?"

"You won't sleep with me tonight?"

"I'd probably sleep with him. I don't want to jerk his chain, I've already left him twice today."

"Twice?"

"Once in the morning to take care of you, and now," she said.

"Oh," I said. "I thought this morning was my time."

"No Mike," she corrected me gently. "I'm with Jamie this weekend, remember? Or I was. I stopped by to check up on you but I planned to go back to campus and watch his lacrosse practice."

"Oh. Sorry," I said.

"That's okay," she said. In a playful, half serious chastising voice she said "Next time don't drink so much or I won't bring you with me. Jamie was mad this morning. He was even madder this afternoon. I don't love him Mike but I do care for him. I don't want to jerk him around like that. How would you feel?"

"I get it, I'm sorry," I said.

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault. It's Jamie's fault for not letting you stay last night. I'm just saying, if I go to Jamie now I'll probably stay with him the night."

"I know, I get it," I said. "But you need to understand, I can't control if Jasmine comes up and talks to me. She's working on this story and sees me as a source."

"She sees you as a lot more than a source, believe me Mike," Jen snapped back. She closed her eyes, visually trying to calm herself. "Are you serious about me and Jamie tonight? Because I WOULD like to spend time with him to make up for today."

"Yeah I want you to see him," I said, my little head talking for my big head.

"Okay ... then can you avoid Jasmine tonight? I'm your wife. If she wants to talk to you I want to be there."

"Yeah, fine," I said. I had no desire to see Jasmine anyway.

"Okay then," she said. "I'll go see Jamie now." She gave me a quick kiss. "I'll call you after dinner."

"I thought he was with another girl," I said.

"He's not with another girl," she laughed holding up her iPhone. "He's texted me like 100 times."

I promised myself not to drink too much, and definitely no cigars. I was hungry though so I went to Aromas. As soon as I arrived Max tried to give me back the money from the morning. I realized I must have given him about $5000. I insisted he keep the money. I might be hurt or even dead if not for him. It turns out Max and his family escaped from Cuba and they own the restaurant! Max introduced me to his parents (his dad is the chef and his mom runs the front of the restaurant) and his two kid sisters. I immediately became part of the family and the outside table became mine whenever I wanted it!

I allowed myself a scotch. I slowly sipped it as I played back the day. God, so much had happened! What was clear to me though, was this was no casual "fuck buddy" relationship between Jen and Jamie. Jen cared for Jamie. Although that made sense. With Jen she couldn't have just a physical relationship. Eventually with a lover she would care for him.

Jamie was more of a risk than Alec. Alec was married and separated by an ocean. Jamie was young, unattached, and clearly infatuated with my wife. So why did I send her back into his arms?

I knew why. Because it got my cock hard. And for some reason - for some bizarre, demented reason - the possibility of Jen falling in love with another guy turned me on so much.

I people watched as I nursed my scotch. It was dark now but the street lights provided more than enough light to see all the beautiful people walking by. I suddenly clenched my glass when I saw Jamie and Jen walking across the street.

They were with a group of people, both guys and girls. Clearly when Jamie said he wanted to have dinner alone with Jen, he didn't mean alone-alone, he just didn't want me there.

Jen was talking and laughing with Jamie, playfully bumping into him as they walked. She held his hand. More than once he leaned down and they kissed. Not a passionate kiss. More like the familiar affectionate kiss of a boyfriend and girlfriend.

Jamie and some of his buddies went into a liquor store, I guess to buy some beer. The rest of the group (including Jen) crossed the street. There was no way she could miss seeing me, and she did see me.

"Oh hi," she said stopping in front of my table. "Mike right?"

"Yeah, hi," I said. I got up and she let me kiss her cheek, like casual acquaintances.

Jen introduced me around. The other people were Jamie's lacrosse team and their girlfriends.

Jamie showed up a moment later, carrying a case of beer. His buddies were carrying beer too. His smile disappeared when he saw me.

"Having a party?" I asked Jamie.

He nodded but didn't say anything. I saw anger, annoyance and impatience in his face. I guess he wanted Jen all to himself tonight and didn't like the prospect of me going to their party.

Jen sensed it too. She leaned into him. "Let's go baby," she said soothingly to him, rubbing his arm. She held his hand as they walked away, whispering into his ear. She glanced back at me. I smiled at her telling her I was okay. She smiled back at me.

I loved the game but often it was hard. It used to be "baby" was her affectionate pet name for me. I started calling her that too. Way back, I got upset when she called Ricky "baby;" that name was supposed to be reserved for just me! But I'd gotten over that. Jen used "baby" for guys she was romantically involved with, that was just the pet name she used like "honey." It still hurt. That how it was playing this game though. It was thrilling but it hurt too. I had to deal with it.

I looked straight ahead, trying to calm myself. Jen had said earlier to just enjoy myself. I tried to do that, to focus on the delicious hurt of my wife cuckolding me.

A few minutes later my phone buzzed. It was a text from Jen. It said "B patient. L, J"

I wanted another scotch but I told myself no. I paid the bill, got a hug from Max and his family, then went back to the Delano. I didn't go up to the roof top, not wanting to risk running into Jasmine.

I went back to my room. I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes.

I woke up with a start. I groggily looked at the clock. It was 2 am, I'd slept for over 3 hours! I frantically looked for my phone. Jen had sent a text almost 90 minutes ago. It said "Meet us in Room 307."

Fuck! I ran down to room 307. They'd propped the door slightly open. I walked in.

They were in bed, under the covers. Jamie's arm was possessively around her. She was on her side, her head on his chest, snuggled into his arm. He was stroking her blonde hair. She looked asleep.

"Get the fuck out of my room man," Jamie whispered irritably. I stood a moment longer looking at the girl I loved sleeping in another man's arms. Then I left.

How could I have overslept? And why didn't Jen call instead of just texting?

Disheartened I went back to my room and got into bed. I laid down but couldn't sleep. Why hadn't Jen called? The ring would have woken me up. Maybe that was the plan. Jen promised to let me watch, but clearly Jamie didn't want me there. She solved the problem by texting me hoping I'd fallen asleep.

I shook my head. The highs and lows of my cuckold fantasy were so hard to take sometimes.

A little while later, to my surprise, the door opened. My heart leaped seeing it was Jen!

"Hey baby," she said sleepily, seeing me awake. She quickly undressed and slid into bed next to me.

"What happened to you?" she asked. "You missed all the fun."

"I fell asleep," I said. "Why didn't you call me?"

"I did," she said snuggling into my arms.

I checked my phone. Fuck! At some point I'd accidentally switched it to mute.

Okay, it was my fault but I was still annoyed and hurt. I said sarcastically "I thought you were going to spend the night with him."

"Yeah," she said sleepily not hearing the sarcasm. She snuggled deeper into my arms. "I missed you baby."

There it was. Just like that, my whole outlook changed. I went from low to high. I held her tight as she fell asleep in my arms.

When I opened my eyes the next morning Jen was looking at me.

"Hi," she said with a smile.

"Hi," I said back. "How do you feel?"

"A little hung over. I'll be okay," she said. "I just drank water and took 2 Advil. When's our plane?"

"3:30," I said. I looked at the clock. It was 9am. We had lots of time. "You're not traveling this week, right?"

"Nope, I'm home all week," she said. She snuggled into me tighter. "I can't wait for Memphis to be over. Too much away from you."

"Is that why you didn't sleep with Jamie?" I asked.

"Yeah," she said. "I was worried about you when you didn't show."

"I fell asleep," I said.

"Yeah, you told me," she said. "Weren't out with Jasmine?"

"Jen, come on -."

"I'm just teasing," she said smiling.

"Jen can we talk about Jamie?" I asked. "He's a real ass."

"I know he's an ass," she laughed. "He plays lacrosse, what did you expect?" She got up and looked at me. "I told him he has to get over this thing about you being there, or else we're history."

"Thanks" I said. That made me feel a lot better.

"I'm not saying you would've gone to the party last night," she said. "Believe me, you would've hated it."

"Why?"

"You know, a bunch of people - what do you call them, "populars"? - a bunch of populars drinking and smoking weed and trying to one up the next guy. I told you, playing the game is work sometimes."

"Yeah," I said. "You smoked last night?"

"Just a little baby," she said giving me a kiss.

"I never want you to do anything stronger than marijuana," I told her.

"Don't worry Mike, those days are long over," she said giving me another kiss. She stroked my hair. "Baby, is this working for you?"

I told her the truth. "It's really exciting. Sometimes it's hard but as long as you come back to me it's worth it."

"I'll always come back to you baby," she said wrapping her arms around my neck and kissing me.

"Is it working for you?" I asked.

She nodded. "Yeah," she said. "You know me, I like the romance and excitement of a new relationship. I like being with the guy all the other girls want." She looked into my eyes. "But I know Jamie's a player and the only reason it's fun is because I have you."

We kissed. "Why don't we go to the beach for a while?" I suggested. "Just you and me."

"That sounds good baby," she said smiling into my eyes.

Her phone rang. She looked at the caller ID. She got out of bed, brushed her hair behind her ear and answered the phone. "Hey," she said in a soft voice. She mouthed "Jamie" to me.

"Yeah I had fun too," she said smiling. She laughed at something he said. "No, I do think your friends are fun. Okay, maybe not Biff so much. I mean seriously, who names their son Biff?" Jen laughed into the phone, looking at me. She sat on the bed and played with my hair as she talked to her boyfriend. "Lexi said what? I'm old? Tell her she may be younger than me but her tits sag. Yes, I want you to tell her that."

Jamie said something and she laughed. "Yes, he's right here. Yeah you were an ass. Okay, wait." She covered the phone and whispered to me "Jamie says he's sorry about last night, he was drunk."

I shrugged. She gave me a quick kiss. Then she said into the phone, "I think you're gonna have to do better than that." She laughed at Jamie's response.

Getting annoyed, I gave Jen an irritated "how much longer are you going to talk to him" look. She held up one finger - one more minute.

"No, I don't think I'm going to do that," she said with a laugh. "No not happening." She laughed again. "Seriously? No, I'm not going to ask him that." She laughed. "Forget it, no."

I knew they were talking about me. "Ask me what Jen?" I snapped getting more annoyed.

Jen laughed again into the phone. She finally looked at me smiling. "Jamie said since you fell asleep last night we can give you a show right now."

"Fine, invite him over," I said angrily.

"Mike I'm just joking," she said still smiling.

"He's not joking," I said angrily. "Go ahead, invite him over, I wanna see him fuck you!"

Jen's smile disappeared. "Mike, come on," she said rubbing my arm.

"Invite him over, I wanna see you get fucked!" I said hurt and angry. I yanked the phone from her hand. "Come on over Jamie, I wanna watch you fuck her!"

Jen gave me a "really?" look. She took the phone back. "Forget it Jamie," she said tersely. "No forget it. I'll call you this week. Yeah. Bye."

She scowled at me. "You know Mike, sometimes you can be a real shit." She went into the bathroom. When she came out, she'd brushed her hair and put on a little make up and lipstick. She opened her suitcase and pulled out a fresh bikini. I hadn't noticed but she must have brought her suitcase with her from Jamie's room last night.

Holding the bikini in her hand, she leaned into me, pressing her sexy flat stomach against my cheek. "Come on, get ready, I wanna go to the beach," she said in a soft voice.

Feeling like a jerk I went into the bathroom to clean up. When I came out she was in the string bikini. It was even more revealing than the one yesterday, if that was possible. She also wore high heels. Before I could say anything she said "I'm wearing this for you, not anyone else."

We walked towards the elevator. She stopped and warily said "I should go down first."

I nodded. She kissed me and said "I'll meet you at the beach.'

I waited a few minutes and then followed her down. This was all fucked up. I liked the Delano, but the next time we'd have to stay somewhere else. I scoffed. I knew they'd be a "next time" because Jen was so into Jamie.

Thankfully the beach was mostly empty on this Sunday morning. We sat in cushioned lounge chairs under a big umbrella and ordered fruit, bagels, orange juice and coffee for breakfast.