Country Vet

My life was never the same after I met the Reid family. Phil Reid was a dairy farmer and the largest farm client of the veterinary practice in which I worked.

When Joe Sanderson, the boss of the veterinary practice, died unexpectedly I worked for Joe's widow, struggling to keep the practice going. It was a stressful time. I had graduated from veterinary college only three years before and had not expected to be running a struggling business at this stage of my career. My future in the practice was still uncertain. I would have liked to have bought it but I didn't have the money and I was afraid Mrs. Sanderson would sell it to someone else and I would be out of a job.

One day Phil came to me with a proposition.

"If you stay here and work with us, I'll put up the money for you to buy the practice from old Sanderson's widow. Joe was never much of a dairy vet really, but you've done a good job with our cows. We'd like you to stay here in the valley and do our veterinary work."

That autumn I bought the practice from Mrs. Sanderson with the help of a loan from Phil. Ten months later my wife Jean filed for divorce and took what little money I had left. When she divorced me she was already fucking a grain farmer called Tony Greeley, with whom she now lives, so I find it hard to understand how she ended up with most of my money. But that's the way the world works, isn't it? I was in a financially vulnerable state, working too hard as a solo practitioner, always tired, and often lonely -- a recipe for something more than just financial vulnerability. My indebtedness to Phil over the purchase of the practice was just the first step down a path that drew me into a far deeper attachment to the Reid family than I could ever have imagined.

The Reids were good clients though. They managed the cows well and they paid their bills on time. They could handle many of the routine veterinary problems themselves: milk fevers, mastitis cases and most routine calving problems. They called for help before a sick cow was so ill that you couldn't help the poor animal you had been called to treat.

One November night I had a telephone call from Phil's wife. Irene was his second wife, a small, self-contained competent woman with dark hair and glasses. Irene was quiet and reserved, a contrast to Phil who was an outgoing, rough and ready sort of a man. I liked her. She was kind to me when I visited the farm, and always had me up to the farmhouse for a cup of tea or a drink when the work was finished. Some nights when I'd been there for an emergency, a caesarean section or something like that, she'd come downstairs in the middle of the night to make me a drink and a sandwich.

"Can you come and look at a cow. She's been trying to give birth since tea-time. There's one of the calf's feet showing and the cow's still pushing but she's not getting anywhere."

I didn't mind being called out at night, although night emergencies make life hard for a single handed vet. It's one of the reasons large animal vets suffer burn-out early in their careers. Irene wouldn't have called me unless there was a big problem with the cow. She was level headed and she knew well enough when it was a crisis she couldn't deal with herself. She and Phil were good like that. I had some clients that would try and pull a calf themselves, use too much force, ruin the cow and leave me to clear up the mess. They weren't like that; these were good and caring stockmen who did right by their cows. I work for some farms where I would hate to be a cow, but this wasn't one of them.

There was no traffic on the road at that time of night. The valley's steep walls were lit by a full moon. I suppose it was pretty in a way, but I found the big shadows cast by the moon a bit spooky. I was glad when the car headlights illuminated the dry stone walls that bordered the lane leading to the farm. There were no lights on in the house but there was light shining from a door in the side of the old barn. I stopped outside, got my bucket and soap and a few pieces of equipment from the back of the car and stepped into the barn. I always liked this barn; the thick stone walls gave a feeling of security and it was always warm and dry, whatever the weather. The old barn used to house the cows in the winter, tied with neck chains to the manger running down one side of it. Now the cows lived in the new barn in comfortable sawdust bedded cubicles. This old barn was mostly used for hay storage, but one end had been given over to two calving pens which were fitted snugly under the hay loft.

The hanging light down at the end of the barn cast a golden reflection on the straw bedding in the calving pen. A black and white cow lay quietly in the pool of light, occasionally straining to push the calf out and making a low moaning sound in her throat. Irene was kneeling in the straw near the cow's tail, her hands on her knees, and her old jacket thrown over her shoulders, watching.

She stood up when I came in and wiped her hands on her denim skirt. I put the bucket down.

"Thank you for coming. I'll get you some hot water."

She took the bucket and went through to the milk house.

I took a look at the cow, checked its pupils with my penlight and felt its ears, which were nice and warm. I checked its muzzle and sniffed its breath, the well practiced rituals of the country vet. I was kneeling by the side of the cow listening with my stethoscope to her stomach gurgling away under her flank when Irene came back with the water.

Never trust a dairy farmer over the business of hot water. They seem to spend most of their working lives with their hands in boiling water as they clean up around the dairy. I've been scalded more than once by plunging my hand into the bucket of "warm" water I asked a farmer to bring me when I wanted to examine a cow.

I dipped my finger tentatively into the water.

Irene smiled. "Trust me."

I started washing around the cow's tail and vulva with soap and water.

"I felt inside," said Irene. "I could feel the nose and one front leg, but I couldn't feel the other leg. I don't think my arms are long enough."

"Well, it's probably just got one leg tucked back into the womb. It's common enough. The head was in the birth canal, though?"

"Oh, yeah. He sucked on my fingers."

I laughed. I'd suck on her fingers too, given half a chance.

I stripped to the waist and washed my arms. There was some heat from the lamp, so I wasn't particularly cold and I knew that the exertion of delivering a calf would soon warm me up.

Irene was looking at me appraisingly.

"You know," she said. "You're the only vet I know that strips off to deliver a calf."

"Well, I'm not naked," I said.

She laughed. "Well, that would be something, wouldn't it? I'd always be calling you out. I'd never deliver another calf myself -- I'd just ring you up and wait for the show."

It was my turn to laugh.

"All the other vets that have been here have worn some sort of gown over their clothes."

"Oh, yes - a calving gown. I don't like it much. It's plastic and it's cold and clammy and it gets in the way."

I finished washing the cow's rear end and poured some water over the vulva and the protruding foot to get rid of the soap.

"Well, I like it that you strip down. It seems closer to nature somehow -- more natural."

"I'd never have said it if you hadn't. Actually I like it too -- I mean the being close to nature part."

"You mean skin to skin?" She said it quietly and I hardly heard her.

"Skin to skin with a cow?"

"It's sensual, isn't it?"

"Yes." I said. "I like that about being around cows."

"It's not sexual, though, is it?"

I laughed ruefully. "No, although I've been with some real cows in my time; not this kind of cow though."

She blushed and touched my shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. You had a tough time"

I knew she was thinking about Jean. I changed the subject.

"Where's Phil?"

"He went up north to Tommy Bell's with Bunny. He'll be back tomorrow."

Tommy Bell was a well known cattle dealer. Bunny was Phil and Irene's daughter.

"I heard Bunny is buying a share in the farm. Is that right?"

"Mmm - yes, she's got some cows in the herd already. Now she wants to buy some older heifers so she can put more cows in the herd. That's why Phil took her."

Bunny was a big, unattractive girl with not many prospects of being taken off Phil and Irene's hands, so it probably wasn't a bad idea for her to be making some sort of future for herself on the farm.

"I wish she'd find a man, though. I don't like the idea of her having to look after us in our old age, and farming on her own."

"No," I said. "She needs a bloke. Can you give me some lube?"

She squeezed out some obstetrical lubricant onto my arms. The veterinary stuff is basically K-Y jelly by the quart!

"I like this stuff," she said, rubbing it on my forearms and up past my elbows.

I laughed. "The slipperier the better."

I knelt behind the cow and slid my hand in, following the calf's leg. I found its nose and made sure the leg was a front leg and belonged to the same calf as the head. I've been caught out like that before. I once attended a cow with twins inside her, and one front leg and one back leg belonging to two different calves were sticking out of her back end. When that happens it doesn't matter how hard you pull. Nothing much happens except a lot of grunting and bellowing!

Although I could grasp the muzzle and one leg I couldn't reach the other leg because the head was too tight in the birth canal. The cow can't deliver the calf unless both front feet and the head are in the pelvic opening. The standard procedure is to push the calf far enough back into the womb until there is room to hook your fingers round the other leg and pull it up into the pelvis. If she's straining to push the calf out you usually need to give her an epidural anesthetic, otherwise she shoves harder than you can and you can't push the calf back into the uterus.

"Irene, do you want to give me a hand? She's not pushing that hard. You could help me push the calf back."

"Of course. Show me."

"We need to lube your arms, and then I want you to reach in."

She looked at me, but she didn't move.

"Irene?"

"Can I do it like you?" she asked in a whisper.

"Like me?"

She looked me in the eye. "Stripped down."

"Stripped down?"

Her eyes twinkled, and then she looked down.

"I'd like to try it," she murmured. "What it feels like."

"Oh, my God," I laughed. "Sure let's try it if you want to."

"You don't mind?"

"Me? Mind? I'd be ... I'd love it! It's a fantasy of mine!"

"Oh, I didn't mean that. I wasn't propositioning you. I just wanted to see what it would feel like."

"That's OK -- let's do it. It'll be nice."

She dropped her coat in the straw. She was wearing a short sleeved blouse, and her arms were sticky from her previous attempts to pull the calf.

She unbuttoned her blouse, dropped it on the coat and turned away.

"Unhook me, please."

It took me a while because my hands were slippery. She was shivering when I finished. She turned round, her arms crossed over her loosened bra.

"We need to wash your arms."

She dropped the bra and held her arms down to the bucket while I soaped them. There were goose bumps on her arms, and the little circle of brown skin around her nipples was crinkled by the cold air in the barn.

"Jeez, it's cold. Don't you get cold?"

"No, warmest place in the world is up a cow's bum, especially on a cold night."

That made her laugh. I lubed her arms.

She complained. "You might have warmed the lube."

"It's not the first time I've heard that," I said.

"Oh, no! Oh, not really!" Then she laughed. "You're awful."

The cow was still lying on her side. She'd stopped pushing for the time being and was resting and chewing her cud.

"Lie down and reach in and see if you can push the head back. That'll give me some room to get the other leg."

Irene lay on her side in the straw in her skirt and gum boots, naked from the waist up. She wriggled close to the cow and slid her arm in until she was up to her shoulder in the cow's vagina and her cheek-bone was resting on the top of its tail.

"Can you feel the head?"

"Yes, it's right there in the pelvis."

"See if you can get hold of its lower jaw or its muzzle and push its head back."

Irene's brow furrowed in concentration. She pushed harder into the cow, stretching to push the calf's muzzle back through the pelvis.

"It's moving," she said, "a little".

Her face was red and she was grimacing with effort. Fluids from the cow's birth canal were squeezing around her shoulder and down onto her breast, but she was managing to move it, and the foot was being pulled back into the vulva.

"That's good, Irene, let me get in there."

I lay down beside her, my chest against her breasts and pushed my hand along the length of her arm until I reached her hand. I could feel her fist grasping the calf's jaw. I slid my hand past hers and into the hot depths of the uterus searching for the calf's other leg. I could feel alongside the calf's head and reach its neck but I couldn't find the shoulder or upper arm.

The cow gave a bellow as she strained to expel both the calf and the invading humans. The uterus and birth canal constricted around our two arms with immense pressure. The intense compression cut off the blood supply to my hand. My wrist felt as if it was swelling to twice its normal size and my hand ached. Next to me I could feel Irene's arm being squeezed in the same vice.

"Ouch!" she said, her nose an inch from mine. "That's so powerful. I can't move anything."

"Let's just wait it out. It won't be a minute."

We were welded together by the power of the cow's contraction, our naked arms squeezed against each other's in the cow's warm womb. Irene's breath was warm on my face, and the mix of lubricant and drying birth juices from the cow's vagina was sticking our bodies together. Irene's breasts were glued to my chest as we rode out the contraction. Finally the spasm eased and the cow relaxed.

"Let's get this calf moved before the next contraction," I said. "My arm's getting tired."

"Oh, mine too. I can hardly feel it any more."

I reached behind my back and grabbed the lube, poured it liberally over our arms and shoulders, anointing us and the cow at the same time.

I reached in one last time, my chest sliding in the lube over Irene's breast as I reached as far as I could. The last contraction had just about brought the leg within reach. If I nestled my head into Irene's neck I could just reach the calf's elbow and I was able to hook it with my fingers and pull the leg. With a grunt I managed to flick the leg forward. I cupped the little hoof in my hand to protect the fragile wall of the uterus and with a great effort I pulled the foot up to the brim of the pelvis.

"Nearly there," I gasped. "Keep pushing the head back."

"I can't do it for much longer." Her whole body was shaking with the effort.

I pulled the foot out.

"Now pull the muzzle up. Just hook your fingers in its jaw and pull."

Irene screeched with the effort, but she did it. Now we had two front feet and the muzzle in the birth canal. From now on, with a bit of help from the mother, it would be relatively easy.

But the effort of manipulating the calf in that confined space with the cow's powerful contractions squeezing our arms and hands had exhausted us. We lay there catching our breath, our arms still in the cow. I put my free arm around Irene's warm body. She pressed her face into mine and kissed me.

Her lips were soft and sticky and tasted of cow but they couldn't have been sweeter and more satisfying.

"Wow! That was hard."

"You did well. I suppose we'd better get this calf out."

"Or I could just lie here. I'm warm and sticky and tired." She started to giggle.

"Come on! Get moving or she's going to push the calf out on our heads." More giggles.

"Ouch! We're stuck together. That birth stuff is really sticky."

She unstuck her breasts from my chest, and took a few of my chest hairs with her when she did so.

"Get some more lube and ease the calf's head through the birth canal while I pull on the legs."

I dried my hands with some straw and grasped the fetlocks, braced my feet against the cow's backside, and began to pull gently. Irene lubricated the passage, and the cow started to push while I pulled on the feet. Slowly, over a matter of minutes with stops for the cow to rest, the nose emerged and most of the head. Irene used her hands to ease the top of the calf's head through the outermost part of the vagina. With one last bellow and push from the mother the top of the calf's head popped through the stretched lips of the vulva, the shoulders slipped through easily and the head and chest slid onto the straw.

Irene sat down in the straw and pulled the calf the rest of the way out and onto her lap, its head flopping across her thigh. I pulled the birth sac off the calf's muzzle, cupped my hands round it's nose and blew into it. The calf shook its head and took a deep rattling breath. Irene rubbed its chest and soon the calf was breathing vigorously and wriggling around.

"Oh, lovely - it's a heifer," she said

I knelt next to Irene and reached back into the womb to check for another calf. There were no more feet inside and the placenta was beginning to separate nicely so I left it all alone and stood up, stretching my back.

I looked at Irene and laughed.

"You're a mess."

She had straw in her matted hair, straw stuck to her sides and bits of placenta and orange amniotic fluids all over her ribs and breasts where she was cuddling the calf.

"Oh, but it feels so good," she said and hugged the calf to her naked chest.

I got hold of the calf's front feet and started dragging it off her.

"Don't take it away.

"I've got to. Got to take her round to momma so she can clean her off."

Irene felt her sticky breasts and made that giggle again. "And who's going to clean me off?"

The cow started licking her new baby's head as soon as I put it in front of her.

Irene got up and followed me to the front of the cow and put her arm over my shoulder as we watched the cow taking care of her calf.

We were quiet for a minute, until we started to feel the cold.

"Uhh! I'm soaked. Look at me."

She felt her skirt.

"And I've been sitting in it too. Feel that."

I put my arms round her and felt her bottom. The denim was wet and cold.

"Oh, squeeze me. That's good," she said "Keep me warm."

I squeezed her against me and nuzzled her sticky neck.

"I've decided I do like the way you deliver calves. And I do like the skin to skin bit of it."

She held my face.

"And it can be very sexual... if you let it."

I kissed her again.

"Undo my skirt."

I undid the side zipper with slippery fingers.

"Up or down?"

"Up."

I pulled the soggy denim over her head. She was wearing red high cut panties under the skirt. I pulled them down, struggling to get them past her green rubber boots.

She pulled me down into the straw next to the mother and baby. The cow was too busy licking her calf to give us more than a passing glance.

"Do you still have the lube?"

"The cow lube?"

"Why, what other one do you have on you?"

"Back pocket," I said.

She pulled it from my trouser pocket, took the cap off and poured a huge quantity onto her stomach and her wiry pubic hair. It glittered in a pool on her skin and silvery bubbles tangled in her untrimmed bush.

"Ohhh -- it's so cold. You still didn't warm it, did you?"

She smoothed it on her stomach and into the hair of her pussy and down into her slit.

"You used more than I used on the cow!" I said accusingly. "You're going to bankrupt my veterinary practice."