Ellen and Joey

"Yes," I answered truthfully. "It was incredibly exciting to watch Joey with you but also hurtful and unsettling."

She stroked my hair and said, "Why, babe?"

"He's so much bigger than I am and, well, he's just better than I am in bed. I'm afraid of losing you to him."

Ellen smiled and reassured me. "Joey is very skilled at pleasuring a woman. That's true. But he doesn't give me what you do. No woman worth having would ever trade what you offer for a man like him."

"Really?"

"Really!" And she kissed me sweetly. I melted in her arms. I was overjoyed to know that she was truly mine.

"I love you, silly," she said and I again melted.

"And I love you too, babe." And I meant it.

"These other men that I am with mean nothing to me beyond the sex. And I will stop when and if you tell me to stop being with them. I never thought that I would say that because I do enjoy the sex but I am telling you that I will only be with you if that is what you want." She paused for effect. "Is that what you really want?"

"No," I answered honestly. "I enjoy you being with other men. It excites me more than you know."

"No, I do know. I really do." Ellen's words were soothing -- and exciting. "I have everything that I want with you -- a man who loves me and who allows me to enjoy other men. I just wanted you to know that I would stop all of this if you wanted. You have that power."

"I want you to be with other men. I really do. It was difficult for me to watch Joey with you but..." I struggled to find the words.

"But what?" she asked.

"I can't compete with him. He's so big." I gulped. "And he's virile and I'm not."

"Whatever do you mean?" She was truly puzzled.

"I've had a vasectomy and he hasn't," I replied, my eyes downcast.

"Oh. I see," she replied. "Well, I don't want to get pregnant, silly! Does it really matter all that much that he isn't safe that way?"

"It does," I told her truthfully. And I told her what really got to me. "Joey and these other guys you have been with are filling you with sperm -- you know, the real thing. I love that but, well, it's tough to know they are giving you something that I can't. And it excites me too."

Ellen bit her lip as she thought about what I had just confessed. "Hmmmm...well, I have no intention of having another child -- by you or anyone else. And if it excites you to have another man inseminate me, then, let's just settle on Joey as my lover -- now and in the future. Trust me -- I can handle him. I know what he wants and I know what you want and I'll see that both of you get what you want. Okay?"

My mind was reeling. She knew what I wanted and I wanted Joey to be with her again. He was perfect -- skilled, hung, younger, and virile. My eyes lit up and Ellen saw that she had pushed my button.

"So, call him! I would love to have him again. He really was incredible -- the best I've ever had and I do want him again...and again...and again...." and she kissed me deeply and passionately.

And, in that moment, I knew that she would give me everything I had ever wanted in a woman. I didn't know whether to fuck her or to call Joey and set up their next tryst. So I did the former and a few hours later did the latter. Ellen had me totally and I could not have been happier!