- BDSM
- Exploration
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And while I thought about him, sometimes I was scared to let him know how strong my feelings were. I didn't want Matt to think I was going to turn into some crazed lover because I never expected us to become a real couple. I didn't want that. I understood the separation. Sometimes, however, I felt I loved him. I never said it, but I felt it. Whenever I got a new note, my heart skipped a beat and I lost my breath for a mere second. Sometimes our sessions would get so intense that I would start crying. The feelings were just so...real.
I was snapped out of my daze by an e-mail...I had forgotten Matt's note...
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You still there?
I had a surprise for you. I was going to wait, but I guess I will just spoil the surprise.
Business has me traveling to your area next week. I think we are ready for this step. I'd like you to make yourself available.
- COMMENTS
Anonymousabout 15 years agoAmazing insight to both yourself and the introduction to Submission. Truely hits the core of this lifestyle. Trust, exploration, control. Please keep writing, you have a gift.
ponysslavealmost 16 years agoA very honest exploration of the self...obviously born to be a submissive.
Anonymousalmost 16 years agoI enjoyed reading this story as I think it was very sexy and endearing. It made me very..warm. Inside and outside. I also wanted to note that I felt very sneaky as I masturbated quietly in my living room during the afternoon after I read this. Something for me to think about later in the day and smile about.
