First and Second and More Loves

Kim whimpered in frustration. She could feel a tension in her loins. For the last 3 days she could feel herself getting more & more disoriented. This morning she was appalled to find upon waking that her panties were sticky and her fingers smelled of her pussy.

"That's right," she thought. "It's called a pussy." That's what all the other skanks & pigs called it. At least that's what she used to think of those girls and boys at school who seemingly thought of nothing else but wasting time with meaningless fumbling. But now she wasn't so sure. The term pussy used to be repulsive to her. Now she got a secret thrill from thinking it.

Kim had agreed to go on this camping trip with her best friend, Sue. Things had gotten a little tense between them lately. Sue was one of those who couldn't control herself when boys were around. Getting all silly and stupid. Kim had made no secret that she thought Sue was acting beneath herself. Kim was also aware that she was a late bloomer compared to her other friends. Her menarche was later arriving, her breasts were later developing, and her interests in the gallant sex, as anything other than adventurous companions were definitely nonexistent.

Things had reached a head at their high school grad party a few weeks earlier. The girls had gone together dateless, then Sue spent the whole night dancing with a seeming endless stream of boys. Kim had ended up sitting alone most of the night and left early. She was unable to rationalize to her self why she was so upset.

So Sue had offered a spot in the tent trailer as an attempt to reconnect, and Kim agreed to go along for the same reason. It was a three week trip to a provincial park. The bunking arrangements were Sue and Kim in one side, Sue's older brother Andy was to be in the other side of the 8 foot hard top with his buddy Terrence and Sue & Andy's Dad John with his girlfriend Alyssa were sleeping in the conversion van.

Four days earlier she had arrived at Sue's house to find it in a bit of an uproar. Andy & Terrence had had a huge fight the night before. Andy had found a text on Terrence's phone from Andy's girl Connie, mentioning plans to stay in touch while the boys where gone. The end result was Andy was going, he & Connie were through, and Terrence wasn't going. On the three hour drive to the park Andy just sat in the middle row of seats, staring out the window. After an hour on the road, Sue climbed over the seat, playfully hip-checking Kim on the way, then sat beside her brother. She put her head on his shoulder while talking to him quietly. Kim could see his shoulders hitch occasionally, his emotions evident as Sue consoled him. The mood in the vehicle was pretty subdued as Kim nodded off to sleep .

Kim woke up as they were pulling in to the camp store parking lot. Everybody piled out to stretch while John went in to register. They found their campsite with no trouble, this park being a common campground for the family. Andy was old enough to drink, and as soon as they unloaded the van he started into the beer. They all pitched in to get the site set up. Kim had been camping with them before, so the only new addition was Alyssa, and she was quick to help in any way she could. By the time they had settled everything, Andy had a good buzz going. The ladies started preparing a late lunch while John decided to enlist Andy's help in hauling water for dishes. The girls looked at each other as the guys walked away, John's arm on Andy's shoulder. The guys came back just as the girls finished lunch. Andy seemed a little more personable, and his drinking slowed down but he was still subdued.

"Dad, Kim and I are going to the beach. Can we go in the van? It'd take a while to ride there, and we've got a late start today."

"You can't drive, you've only got your beginners." said John.

"Well, if I can talk Andy into going, he's got his license, but I'll drive. And it would do him good to do something. Pleeeease, Daddy." Sue implored.

"Yeah go ahead, but stay in the park." John agreed.

Sue turned to Kim, "'Kay, buddy, we're gonna have to be persuasive if we wanna get him to take us. Let's get changed." Sue turned to go into the trailer but Kim hesitated. Kim hadn't been naked in front of anybody else in a couple of years. She was painfully conscious of her body, even though her curvy 145 pounds look terrific on her 5' 8" frame. Sure she had been best of friends with Sue, but they hadn't been in a similar situation since the early years in high school. She steeled herself, and then followed. They both rummaged through their kit, and stood up at the same time. They faced each other, and hesitated. Sue started to peel her clothes off, starting from the top down. She wasn't shy about showing off her 5' 7", 125 lb body. When she popped her bra loose she rubbed her 34B breasts to ease the discomfort from the restraints. Kim realized she'd been staring and, blushing, turned around & started to strip. Sue didn't say anything, she just lightly gripped Kim's shoulder for a second as if to acknowledge her discomfort, then carried on.

The two lovely young ladies emerged from the trailer wearing their bikinis, with loose jogging shorts over the bottoms and beach wraps on top, untied. Andy didn't really stand a chance as the 2 girls turned on the charm, and bounced and bubbled and giggled while wheedling the favour from him. He agreed to take them, as long as they didn't expect him to actually play in the water with them. It was Kim who persuaded him to wear his trunks, just in case it turned out they needed his help.

After playing in the water for a while, Sue shrieked out in pain. Dropping in the water so just her head was visible, she got Kim to holler to Andy that she had sprained her ankle. Andy came rushing out, and as he got there the two girls jumped up and tackled him, throwing him under. At first he was mad, wanting only to sit on the beach and sulk. But it was hard for him to resist two nubile young women who were doing their damndest to cheer him up. He put on an act, hinting that he was angrier than he was, and when the girls came up to him full of contrition he got them back by dunking them. Eventually his spirits livened up enough that he was actually enjoying himself. Having the two girls' wet, almost naked bodies rubbing against him as they cavorted around also did a lot to improve his mood, no matter that one was his sister. As they dried off, getting ready to return to the campsite for supper, Andy hugged them both together, very grateful that they had coerced him out into the water. That was no big deal for Sue, having hugged her brother many times over the years, in various states of undress. But for Kim, she was unused to any but casual contact with anyone lately. The horseplay they'd just engaged in was actually the most skin to skin contact she'd had with anyone. She couldn't remember the last time her brother had hugged her and her parents were not prone to hugging. Such intimate contact, especially with a healthy young male, sent a jolt to her psyche, and her loins.

When they got back to the campsite supper was just about ready and the youngsters pitched in to help. As they were eating, Kim kept stealing furtive glances at Andy. She had known him for many years, and for most of those years he was the pain-in-the-ass brother of her girlfriend. But now she was seeing a different person. It was almost like someone had switched her eyes, the way she was watching someone new. He definitely looked like his sister, but somehow those features where arranged in such a fashion as to give him rugged good looks. He wasn't tall, around 5'9". But his short, dark hair, thick eyebrows, and muscular body gave him a masculine appeal that was suddenly apparent to her. His sister's similar but softer features, excepting the longer hair, gave her the appearance of a young Brooke Shields. She also had the compact muscular body of a gymnast, which the two girls had been together for many years. Kim didn't realize she was so obvious, but Sue mentioned it after supper. The girls were again changing clothes when Sue brought it up.

"So, what do you think?" Sue asked as she shucked her t-shirt for a light, long sleeved sweater.

"Of what?" asked Kim following suit. Both girls knew it would get chilly in the forest after the sun went down.

"Well, at supper you couldn't take your eyes off my hunky brother. In fact you were looking at me too. It looked like you were examining some curious new insects." Sue dropped her shorts, and hesitated for a moment, deciding to keep her light coloured panties. No one could see them through her pyjama pants anyways.

"Really?"

"Yup. So what was so fascinating? It's not like you haven't seen him before."

The silence was drawn out and, concerned about their still fragile relationship, Sue was about to deflect her own question when Kim cleared her throat then mumbled something.

"Sorry, Kimmy. Didn't hear you." said Sue turning around, catching Kim quickly averting her eyes. 'Was she looking at my butt?' Sue thought.

Kim cleared her throat and said, "Errghhhugh," blushing fiercely. "Ahem, I mean," she turned and started changing into her own pyjama bottoms. "Well, I know but I've never really noticed him as more than a pest before."

"Trust me, he's still a pain sometimes," Sue said, "but he's grown up too. And he is maturing. He's thoughtful sometimes, and he's definitely not hard to look at."

"I know!" said Kim. "I felt bad for him today and it was so nice hanging around him. And he wasn't a jerk like he used to be"

"Well, give Connie some credit." Sue said. "Andy tried really hard to be nice to her. It helped him grow up. He didn't deserve to have this happen to him, though."

"Yeah," Kim agreed. "He seems so nice now. We'll have to keep him occupied 'til he can get back and deal with it."

For the next 2 days Sue and Kim did their best to keep Andy's spirits up. And in doing so, Kim found herself realizing why she had liked Sue so much to begin with. She had an almost constant good humour, a seeming inability to say anything negative about anyone, a keen sense of adventure, and an uncanny ability to get into trouble without getting into trouble for it. And Kim was beginning to see those traits in Andy too. Along with those kissable lips and, truth be told, a nice ass.

That's when Sue awoke with a wet pussy on the third morning thinking about her new situation. She was in uncharted territory and was finding she could empathise with other girls her age. She had an object of her apparent lust, and she wasn't sure what to do about it, being socially retarded and all. Waking this morning in such a state with a semi naked girl beside her and the object of her torment mere feet away was embarrassing. So, what does one do in such a dilemma? One talks to their best friend.

"Sue? You awake yet?" asked Kim.

"I am now," Sue responded. "Whaddaya want? I was having such a bad dream."

"Good thing I woke you up then." Kim giggled.

"No. It was a good dream, but I was being bad." It was Sue's turn to giggle.

Kim had an image blast into her mind, of Sue's ass pivoting up and down over some guy's cock.. She banished the vision while trying to phrase her question.

"Sorry Susie Q," Kim consoled. "Susie, what do you do when you like a guy? In that way, I mean."

Sue rolled onto her side & faced her friend. Getting a concerned look on her own face inches away from her friend's look of distress, she innocently queried, "Why, however could you mean?"

Kim said, "Well hypothetically. If you found yourself liking a guy, how do you get him to respond?"

Sue thought about it a minute & decided to go straight forward. She said, "For me, I just ask him if he wants to do something with me. You know, a date. To see if there's a mutual interest. A lot of times it ends at one date, 'cause we don't connect. But you gotta try somehow." She brushed an errant lock from her friends face, then was astounded to see Kim's nose wrinkle like she'd smelled something odd.

"Oh crap! Sorry Kimmy. I told you I was having a good dream." Sue apologised profusely while trying to stifle a giggle.

Kim just laughed and said, "That was my problem too, this morning. That's why I wanted to talk to you." Laughing she brushed her own scented fingers past Sue's face. Sue exaggerated inhaling deeply and said, "Mmm, smells goood. Somebody's gonna be happy with you. So what was your problem again?"

Feigning exasperation, Kim began again. "Okay, say I like a guy. I ask him to the movies. Then what?"

"Well, first off I wouldn't go to a movie", Sue replied. "I'd just go for a coffee, DQ, or something like that. At a movie you just sit there sweating, trying not to fart, while he's doing the same, 'cause you can't talk. Do something where you can interact together. Actually don't go for to Starbucks, 'cause he doesn't drink those fancy ass coffees. Just Timmie's.

"How do you know he likes coffee, fancy or plain? I haven't mentioned anybody."

"I know who you mean", Sue revealed as she jerked her thumb towards her brother, behind the curtain in the far side of the trailer. "It's fairly obvious. He figured it out too, but he hasn't said anything because he figures you're not interested in guys."

"Oh my God!!! He thinks I'm interested in girls?"

"No, I don't think so, but are you?" asked Sue, her eyebrows rising and the corners of her lips curling up.

"No! Definitely not! Unless it's you." Kim grinned, then impishly planted a light kiss on her friend's lips.

Sue squealed in shock, then said, "Don't start something you can't finish sweetheart. I'm the one that's s'posed to be the slut around here."

Kim giggled & stuck her tongue out at her friend, and was equally shocked when Sue slowly leaned forwards. Her eyes locked on Kim's, she opened her mouth slightly & nipped at the tip of Kim's tongue, then ran her own tongue around her innocent friend's lips. "You were saying?" Sue asked, lying back with a self satisfied grin on her face.

Kim was speechless for a minute, then expressing all the accumulated wisdom of her eighteen years, said, "Huh?"

Both girls burst out in a peel of laughter, eliciting groans of protest from the other side of the tent.

"So, back to the lesson", Sue started. "He likes you, you like him. Even though he's just got bit, he's been around the block, but you haven't left your house yet. Am I right?"

Kim nodded, "That about sums it up."

Sue went on, "And really, what you're feeling right now is a crush. You don't know anything about boys, or love, or baseball."

"Baseball?"

"Yeah, you know. Letting him get to first base, second base, third base, all the way."

"Oh, that stuff."

""Yeah, so before you go on a date, you have to decide how far you're gonna let him go. And really try not to change that when you two are alone, because your inner slut will wanna trip you."

"I do not have an inner slut!" Kim protested.

"Oh yes you do, Babycakes." Sue affirmed. "We're women. We all do. Some, like yours, haven't come out yet. And some girls just have a really tight control on it."

"So, that's your mission for today." Sue said as she gave her friend a hug. "Get him to take you somewhere alone for a while. When you're done get him to kiss you, and maybe a little grab-ass."

"OK, I'll do it. Umm, how should I kiss him? I've never really done that."

"Are you kidding me?"

"No. I've never been a sl... around. I'm not sure how." Kim stuttered

Sue winced for a quick second then pressed on.

"This is sooo cliché. OK, close your eyes. I'm gonna show you how."

Kim closed her eyes as Sue leaned forward. She didn't see the look of eager anticipation on Sue's face as she felt Sue's lips lightly touch hers.

Those soft lips that Sue had longed to kiss for ages. Nipping at them with her own lips. Gently tugging at first the top, then the bottom. Tracing the outline with her tongue, feeling the soft contours. Sue sensed Kim's breathing deepen a bit and she kept caressing. She put her hand on Kim's waist, lightly stroking from the curve of her hip bone to her ribcage and back. She kept caressing her friends wonderful lips with her own lips and tongue. Feeling Kim's lips open a bit, she pulled back.

"That's how you start Kimmie," she said. "Do you think you can do that? You try." And Sue closed her eyes, waiting for her best friend, her first crush, to kiss her.

Sue felt like a high tension wire. Her whole body seemed on edge as she waited for her friend's lips to touch hers. She could feel the heat from Kim's lips as they approached her own. The slightly sour smell of her morning breath was itself an aphrodisiac. When Kim's lips brushed against hers, the effect was electric. She jolted and Kim hesitated, but pressed forward. Sue almost felt like crying, the feeling was so profound, and she moaned softly. Fully absorbed in the feeling of their lips touching she was barely aware of Kim's little puppy-dog noises, mimicking her own. Letting her feelings soar, she pressed the issue. Her lips parted and her tongue roamed free, engaging Kim's tongue in skirmishes of desire. She pushed forward, slightly entering Kim's mouth. With their lips enmeshed, her tongue tangled with Kim, feeling the texture of this forbidden mouth. The smoothness of her teeth. The need, heretofore unknown, being projected through this kiss. Unconsciously, Sue's hand cupped Kim's butt, pulling her closer . Her fingers grazed the hem of Kim's panties, slipping beneath them to feel the inward curve of her cheek. Sue's hand pulled back again, while she pushed forward with her knee, wedging her upper thigh between Kim's legs. She could feel the heat, escaping from the juncture of Kim's thighs. She rubbed her knee against Kim's protruding mound, feeling the moistness on her thigh. It was Kim's turn to jump in shock as the sensation Sue caused electrified her soul.

'Oh, my fucking God,' Kim thought. 'I can't believe I'm doing this. I can't believe I'm dyking out with my best friend. But it feels so fucking good.' she thought again. All of a sudden her emotions were in turmoil and she started crying. Sue pulled back puzzled, as her mind went from 100 to zero in a split second. Still gasping from the effects of their passion, she tried to figure out what had upset the situation.

"Oh, Sweetie. What's the matter?" she whispered into Kim's ear. This seemed to spur Kim on, and great wracking sobs shook her body, still held in Sue's warm embrace. Sue couldn't elicit a response, so she just held on as Kim wept. Andy heard the commotion and came to investigate, pulling a corner of the curtain aside. He gave no indication of shock at their attire, just expressing concern for Kim. Sue waved him off, with tears in her own eyes. The emotion was contagious and Kim's anguish was reflected in her own soul. Finally Kim settled down. She stopped crying but she still shuddered with the emotional aftershocks from the mental earthquake that had taken place. She never loosened her grip where her arm had fallen over her friend's waist. Eventually she slept and Sue extricated herself to attend to her morning routine.

Walking up to the washrooms, Sue thought about her friend. They had been somewhat estranged for the last couple of years. At first she hadn't known why. Then slowly insinuating itself into her consciousness was the realization that Kim was avoiding her whenever they were in situations involving boys. Sue was no virgin, having lost it in a rather unspectacular event to a boy at a gymnastics meet shortly after her eighteenth birthday. She hadn't really gotten interested in boys until her interest in competitive sports waned. And, like any one newly converted to an idea, she was obsessed with it. Constantly discussing, investigating, learning, how to handle them. Then the issue with Kimmie, whom she'd known forever and always been close to, came up. She was at first hurt, unable to understand how her symbiote couldn't share the same interest. Sue had withdrawn, herself. She'd talked to her brother about it, looking for a different perspective. He just cocked his head & looked at her funny.