Frank and Cookie

I met Cookie in the seventh grade. Her parents had moved to town just in time to enroll her at the start of the school year. I was walking up the steps to the west entrance of the school and I saw her by the front door. She was blocked by three guys who were making fun of her pigtails. She kept trying to get by them, but they kept moving to keep themselves between her and the door. One of the guys was Oscar Walls and he and I had gone at it a couple of times. Once on the playground at the elementary school during recess and once at the city swimming pool. Both times there were no clear winners, but both times had established that I wouldn't put up with his shit and since then we had steered clear of each other. I walked up to the little group and said:

"You're in the way Oz. The lady and I want to go in that door."

"You can go, but we ain't done with Miss Piggy."

"Miss Piggy?"

"Yeah. What else would you call a girl her age who runs around in pigtails."

"Maybe you could ask her what her name is and call her by that. Move."

"You going to make me?"

I turned to the girl and asked her if she would please hold my books. I could see that she was scared, but she nodded her head "yes" and I handed them to her and turned back to Oz.

"Yes Oz; if I have to I will."

He sneered at me and looked at Dick Reed and Phil North and back at me and I could see that he was thinking "Three against one – a piece of cake" but when I stepped toward him Phil and Dick beat feet into the school. They didn't want any part of a fight on school grounds.

Oz was a bully, but he wasn't stupid. He had fought me before and he knew I wouldn't quit and that it was likely that the fight would still be going on when some teacher came to see what all the commotion was about. Without Phil and Dick to help make it a quick short fight he knew we could easily end up in the principals office and with the girl telling her side of the story he could end up being expelled. I could too for that matter, but I thought that I might get points for stepping up to help the girl. Oz decided that it wasn't worth it and he turned and walked into the school. I turned to look at the girl and she was looking at me wide eyed.

"You were really going to fight him?"

"He's a bully and the only way you can handle a bully is stand up to him and let him know you aren't afraid of him."

As I took my books back from her and the crowd that had gathered to see what was going on dispersed I said:

"I don't think I've seen you here before."

"It's my first day here. We just moved here from New York."

"My name is Frank and let me be the first to welcome you to Hadley Middle School."

"Pleased to meet you Frank. I'm Cookie."

That was the start of it.

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Cookie and I were good friends all the way through middle school. I asked her for a date to go to the movies a couple of times, but her parents wouldn't let her date until she was sixteen. I made her promise me that I would be her first date when she reached that age and she promised.

I was glad I had that promise because when summer vacation ended and we started the tenth grade a brand new Cookie appeared. She had spent the summer visiting relatives in New York and while she was gone she had bloomed.

Until that time I'd pretty much had her to myself, but suddenly other guys were paying her attention. A couple of times I had to jokingly remind her that she had promised her first date to me. Her birthday was on the 10th of October and around the middle of September I asked her if her parents would allow her to date on her birthday or would she have to wait a day. She told me that it wouldn't matter because she had a restriction in that she couldn't date on school nights. She could only date on Friday, Saturday and go on a daytime date on Sunday providing she was home by seven. The 10th was on a Wednesday so I asked:

"Will you go out with me Friday the 12th?"

"I don't know if I can. My parents told me that they would probably set something up for the weekend since my birthday was in the middle of the week."

"Let me know as soon as you can okay? I've been waiting almost two years to take you out on a date."

On the 3rd of October Cookie told me that her parents had made plans for the weekend following her birthday. That meant that it would be the weekend of the 20th before we could have our date, but that was the weekend that I had to go to Chicago with my parents to celebrate my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. I was going to have to see if I could get out of going somehow.

There were distractions during the two weeks leading up to Cookie's birthday. We always sat together in the school cafeteria for lunch, but one day Cookie got there before I did and when I got there I found her sitting with Jason Medved. I joined them and got a nasty look from Jason. A kind of "Why the fuck are you horning in on us" look. I ignored him, but he kept butting in whenever I tried talking to Cookie and when he finally left Cook said:

"That was pretty rude of you."

"What was rude?"

"Sitting down without asking if you could join us."

"How was that rude? You and I sit together every day and everyone knows it. If any one was rude it was Jason."

"Still, you should have asked."

Lunch was over before it was taken any farther and nothing was said about it by either of us the next day. Two days later I got to the cafeteria and found Cookie and Jason sitting together at a table so to mollify Cookie than anything else when I walked up to the table I asked:

"Mind if I join you?"

"Yeah, as a matter of fact I do" snarled Jason.

I looked over at Cookie and she just shrugged so I walked away. The next day I got there first, but when Cookie came through the line she was with Jason and when the paid the cashier she looked around and saw me and headed for my table. Jason took her by the arm and steered her to another table and she went without protest. They sat at a table not far from me and even though Cookie was sitting facing me she never once looked my way.

That day when classes were over – for the first time in ages – I wasn't waiting outside the school to walk Cookie home. Around six the phone rang and my mom answered it and then said the call was for me.

"Hello?"

"Hi. Where were you after school? I waited and waited and you never showed up."

"I figured that you would probably be with Jason so I came straight home."

"Why would you think that?"

"Why wouldn't I? Think about it. I've got to go" and I hung up on her. Childish of me maybe, but what the hell; I wasn't a grown up yet and I was pissed.

The next day, even though I shared two morning classes with Cook I avoided her. I was at the cafeteria first and was at a table when Cook got there and she was alone. No Jason lurking by. She got her change from the cashier and came over to ma and said:

"Mind if I join you?"

"Why would I mind?"

"After being an asshole and hanging up on me yesterday I wasn't sure that you would want me here."

I motioned for her to sit and she put her tray down and took the chair opposite me.

"What is wrong with you Frank?"

"You and the way you have been these last few days."

"What do you mean by that?"

"The way you have been with Medved."

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"Sure you do. You rip me for being rude when I joined you at the table the other day when we have been sitting together since the start of high school. My place was at that table and I was not rude in taking my place. Did you say anything to Jason for the rude response I got when I followed your lead and politely asked if I could join you?"

I could see from her face that she hadn't and I said, "I thought so. And yesterday when he steered you away from sitting with me did you protest? Did you say "I always sit with Frank" and again I could tell from her face that she hadn't.

"I've gone through the last four years thinking that you were my girl, but I guess that I was wrong."

"You are being silly Frank."

"I don't think so. If you were my girl you would have let Jason know. You would have told him that you always spent lunch period with me and then invited him to join us if he wanted. You know what bothered me most about yesterday? You sat in a chair that was facing me, but not did you look my way and meet my eyes and to me that said that you knew what you were doing wasn't right, but you did it anyway."

"Oh come on Frank; it isn't like we are going steady or anything."

"That isn't because I don't want to Cook; it is because your parents won't let you until you are sixteen. On your sixteenth birthday I had fully intended to ask you to go steady."

"You say that like you don't intend to any more."

I looked at my watch. "Got to run. Can't be late for Calc."

"You walking me home tonight?"

"If you want me to."

"I do."

That afternoon when I left school I saw Cookie standing and talking to Jason and I walked up to them and stood there waiting for their conversation to end so I could leave with Cookie. Jason turned to me and said:

"Beat it ass wipe. We're busy."

It wasn't cool of me; not in the least, but I dropped my book bag and punched Jason in the face with everything that I had and he dropped to his knees as blood flowed from his nose. I bent down, got my face inches from his and said:

"If you ever talk that way to me again I swear to God that I will beat the living hell out of you and you had best believe that!"

While that was going on Cook was saying, "Jesus Frank; are you going crazy? You had no call to do that. Why are you being a jerk?"

"I'm being a jerk? You were supposed to be waiting for me or did you forget that earlier today you asked me to walk you home after school? When I walk up this shithead calls me "Ass wipe" and tells me to beat it and I'm the jerk? I'm supposed to just smile and say "Excuse me" and leave? You remember your first day of school? I didn't put up with any crap then so why would you expect me to now?"

I turned to leave and Cookie said, "Where are you going?"

"Home."

"You aren't going to walk with me?"

"Why would you want to walk with a jerk? Tell you what. You go over there to Jason and tell him he was being a jerk when he said what he said and then we can walk home."

She looked from me to him and then back at me, but didn't move to do it. I turned and walked away and she didn't try to catch up with me.

Friday I again avoided Cookie during our morning classes and I was again first to the cafeteria. Cookie was with Jason when they came in and she never looked my way as she and Jason went to a table on the other side of the room. Needless to say I did not walk Cookie home from school.

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At dinner that night my dad asked me if I had any plans for Saturday and when I said no he told me not to make any.

"Your mother and I have decided to give you your Christmas present early so tomorrow we are going to hit some used car lots and see if we can't find something suitable for you."

I was stunned and didn't say anything and my dad went on, "It is going to cost you though. You will have to find a part time job so you can pay for your gas, oil and maintenance. I'll carry your insurance until you are eighteen, but after that you will have to pay it. Okay?"

"Wow, yeah, sure" was all I could get out.

The next day we found a 1965 Mustang that was in pretty decent shape. It only had a six cylinder engine in it and not the 289 that I would have liked, but maybe I could save up enough money for an engine change farther on down the line.

I spent most of Sunday washing and waxing the car and Monday I went to the school offices and got a parking permit for it. At lunch time I was in the cafeteria when Cookie came in. She looked around, saw me, and headed for my table, but just before she got there I got up and left. That afternoon I didn't wait around for Cookie after school and I have no idea of if she even looked for me when she got out.

When my dad got home from work he told me that the Mustang was insured so after dinner I took it out for its first spin with me behind the wheel (my dad drove it home from the car lot). I'd no sooner gotten home than the phone rang and my mom answered and then told me the call was for me. I took the phone from her and said:

"Hello?"

"Hi. It's me. Can we talk?"

"Isn't that what we are doing now?"

"No Frankie; I mean face to face."

"Why?"

"I don't like what is happening to us. I think we should talk about us."

"What's happened Cook is Jason. He seems to be at the bottom of everything we argue about lately."

"I can't help it that he is interested in me."

"No, but you could shut him down and you aren't doing that."

"Please Frankie; can we talk at lunch tomorrow?"

"I suppose."

"See you I school. Bye."

As I hung up the phone my mom said, "You and Cookie on the outs?"

"Sort of. Another guy is trying to cut in and she seems okay with it."

"You are still young Frankie and you will meet a hundred more girls by the time you get out of college. I know you really like Cookie and she is the only girl you've spent time with for the last four years, but you need to know what other girls are like."

That was true enough, but I didn't want to spend time with other girls. Cookie is the one I wanted and I'd known that since the day I met her.

The next day I was sitting at a table when Cookie came into the cafeteria. Jason was already there too and sitting at a table on the other side of the cafeteria. As Cookie left the cashier Jason called to her and waved her over to his table, but she turned and headed for me. I had to smile at the scowl on his face.

Cookie sat down and after the first bite of lunch she said, "What is going on between us Frankie? Why have you avoided me?"

"I told you that last night. Jason is what is going on between us. As far as you was concerned it was rude when I sat down with you that one time, but Jason wasn't rude when he told me I couldn't join you the next time. He of course had the right, but his tone and attitude were rude as hell, but that was alright with you. You called me a jerk when I punched him, but as far as you were concerned there wasn't anything wrong with him insulting me in the first place. In every case you chose Jason over me even to the extent of ignoring me the next day and having lunch with Jason instead of me.

"I don't own you Cook and I have no say in who you want to spend your time with, but if it isn't me don't blame me for staying away from you."

"There is nothing going on between me Jason and me, but yes, I have spent a little time with him. You have to realize Frank that you are the only boy I've had anything to do with since I moved here. When another boy shows interest in me I want to get to know him. It is only natural. Will you walk me home tonight?"

"No."

I saw her face change and I said, "I don't walk home anymore. I have a car now. So I'll drive you home."

She gave me a big smile and told me she would be waiting for me after school. She was outside waiting when I came out, but Jason was standing there with her. I transferred my book bag to my left hand to free up my right just in case Jason decided to start something like "ass wipe" again and then I walked up to them.

"Ready to go" I asked and before Jason could say a word Cookie said, "I'm ready. Let's go' and we walked off leaving Jason standing there.

On the rides home I told Cook that she was the first girl to get a ride in the car and she said, "And I'd better be the only one." I just smiled.

Wednesday was Cookie's birthday and it was also a repeat of Tuesday with me and Jason both being in the cafeteria when Cookie got there. Jason again tried to get her attention, but she came over and sat with me. He was again with her when I came out at the end of the day and she again immediately left with me.

I pulled over to the curb a block from her house and parked. I reached under the seat and brought out a gift wrapped box and a birthday card and handed them to her as I said, "Happy Birthday." She read the card and then unwrapped the present. When she opened the box she found a gold heart shaped locket on a golden chain. She put it on and then leaned over and kissed me.

"Thank you Frank. It is beautiful."

"You are sixteen today Cook so it is legal for me to ask you to go steady with me."

Her face changed and she said, "I really don't want to tie myself down Frank. Now that I can date I want to spend time with other guys. My mom says that I need to meet and date different guys so I'll have a better idea of what I'm looking for when it comes time to settle down."

"In other words no, you don't want to go steady with me."

"I'm sorry Frank, but I really don't want to go steady with any one right now."

I was disappointed, but I could understand what she was saying. Her mother told her the same thing that my mother told me and even though I had intended to ignore mine she wasn't going to ignore hers.

"Okay then, but don't forget you promised me your first date. So keep the 27th open for me."

"The 27th?"

"Yeah. You can only date on weekends and you've already told me that you are spending this weekend with your parents. The following weekend I'll be in Chicago for my grandparent's anniversary so October 27th is the day."

"Okay. I did promise."

She sat with me during lunch and I drove her home On Thursday and Friday. Both times we stopped short of her house and necked a little and I went home feeling pretty good. We weren't technically 'going steady' but we did have something going. At least I thought we did until Saturday evening.

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Three of my buds and I decided to meet downtown at the arcade. We were no sooner in the door when Reed said:

"You old dog you. Now I know why you wanted to come down here tonight."

"What?"

"Why didn't you tell us you were going to meet your girl here" and I looked in the direction he was looking and I saw Cookie. She was laughing and playing one of the pin ball machines. Standing right next to her and laughing along with her was Jason. So much for her promise that I would be her first date to say nothing of the fact she had lied to me about having plans to spend the weekend with her family.

I was debating my choices – confront her or just say "Fuck it" and leave when she turned and saw me. She smiled at me and then she noticed the look on my face. I saw her lose the smile as I opted for my second choice, turned and walked away. Fortunately we had come separately so I didn't have to worry about leaving Reed, Sam, and Dan stranded.

I almost got in trouble going home. I was so steamed that I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing until I hit a pothole and it shook the Mustang enough that I automatically looked at the gauges. I saw that I was twenty miles over the posted speed limit and I hit my brakes and slowed down to forty. Two blocks later I passed a police car parked on the other side of the road. If it hadn't been for that pot hole I would have been dead meat and my dad would have taken the Mustang away from me. I learned two lessons that night. Don't trust lying cunts and don't let your emotions control you.

Sunday morning I was helping my dad do yard work when my mom called out that I had a phone call. I went inside and she handed me the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hi" Cookie said and I hung up on her and went back to helping my dad. That evening, around six, the phone rang and I answered it. "Hello?" "Please don't ha..." and I missed the rest of what Cookie was going to say because I hung up the phone.

I avoided Cookie during our two shared morning classes and when I went to the cafeteria at lunch time I saw her sitting with Jason. I found an empty table on the other side of the room and as I sat down I saw Cookie pick up her tray and head for me. Jason tried to catch her arm and stop her, but she ignored it. She reached my table and sat down, but before she could speak I said: